Prisoning Truth
Acid. (31st Chapter)
…The Next Day…
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Giselle's POV:
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I begged him to let me sleep in my own bedroom, but Harry didn’t want me to. He was pleading me to sleep beside him, so I couldn’t actually turn him down. I managed to change into my sleepwear, turn of the washing machine, and head back to his waiting body for us to rest the night together. He spooned me the entire night, laying multiple kisses allover my back and neckline; but I was so stiff for a certain reason.
I know that he’s trying to change, and he’s actually improving with me, but then again; what if I turn out to be a number on his endless list of revenge? Its true that I have never had the chance to experience a relationship before, but from what I know; things evolve from two people loving each other. Harry hasn’t confessed to me his feelings, and neither has he officially asked me to be his girlfriend, which is why I am terrified.
I pleasured him with my own hand, I gave him that sexual thrive he craved; but what happens to me now? Will he treat me like a random one-night-stand? In this materialistic world, people use each other for their personal desires and interest. I feel awful, and my mind can’t stop thinking of facts about where will this go after last night. I have been awake since a while, but I didn’t move an inch from his arms.
All what I have been doing, is maintaining my breathing order so far. But its hard to focus on just breathing, when my life could turn out to a complete mess. For the first time in my life, I am determined on something; and that is to confront the sleeping charmer whose chest is flexing softly on my spine. Accidently, I release a groan, which makes Harry’s body stir a little; holding me tighter in his arms.
“(He rasps, landing a kiss on my shoulder) Giselle, are you awake?” I nod slowly, keeping my blank stare at the door facing me. “(He yawns tiredly, rotating my body in his arms to face him.) Good morning.” I nod again, as he smiles while popping up his lazy dimples; staring at me in silence. “What’s the matter, babe?” This is it, he’s asking for it and I shouldn’t wait longer to confess.
“What am I to you?” He chuckles nervously, as his eyes widen. “Whoa! That’s such a good question to begin the day with. What do you want me to tell you?” Seriously? He’s asking me to tell him what to reply? Great, so my negative estimations where in place after all. I snake my body out of his arms, standing up slowly from the mattress.“(His voice sounds concerned) Did I do something wrong, babe?”
I find myself snapping at him, not even expecting myself to be triggered this easily. “What’s wrong? Really, Harry? You came to me in hunger, kissing me, then I gave your wee-wee a hand job, and you have nothing to tell me? (I sigh from stress) Is this where it ends? You got pleasured and now you’re done with me, correct? (I laugh with no sense of humor) I should have known, but thank you for the heads up, really.”
I begin to twist the doorknob, but a fist slams the door shut again, startling me unexpectedly. “(His features look tense, as he speaks) We had a great night, yesterday. Why do want to ruin what’s going on between us, huh?” I laugh in sarcasm, while I cross my arms over my chest. “I’m not ruining what’s between us. Heck, I don’t even know what’s going on between us! If you know then enlighten me please.”
His lips smash against mine, smothering my mouth with a sloppy kiss. He departs his lips quickly, once I start to kiss back. “(He narrows his eyes at me) You see what you did? You kissed back, because you wanted to. (He breathes in a little confusion) You like me, that’s all what you feel. I can’t force my love on you! You’ll just cower away, just like you’re doing right now! (He slams his palm on the door, while I jolt a little) Damn it! Why can’t you understand that I love you, already!”
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Giselle's POV:
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I begged him to let me sleep in my own bedroom, but Harry didn’t want me to. He was pleading me to sleep beside him, so I couldn’t actually turn him down. I managed to change into my sleepwear, turn of the washing machine, and head back to his waiting body for us to rest the night together. He spooned me the entire night, laying multiple kisses allover my back and neckline; but I was so stiff for a certain reason.
I know that he’s trying to change, and he’s actually improving with me, but then again; what if I turn out to be a number on his endless list of revenge? Its true that I have never had the chance to experience a relationship before, but from what I know; things evolve from two people loving each other. Harry hasn’t confessed to me his feelings, and neither has he officially asked me to be his girlfriend, which is why I am terrified.
I pleasured him with my own hand, I gave him that sexual thrive he craved; but what happens to me now? Will he treat me like a random one-night-stand? In this materialistic world, people use each other for their personal desires and interest. I feel awful, and my mind can’t stop thinking of facts about where will this go after last night. I have been awake since a while, but I didn’t move an inch from his arms.
All what I have been doing, is maintaining my breathing order so far. But its hard to focus on just breathing, when my life could turn out to a complete mess. For the first time in my life, I am determined on something; and that is to confront the sleeping charmer whose chest is flexing softly on my spine. Accidently, I release a groan, which makes Harry’s body stir a little; holding me tighter in his arms.
“(He rasps, landing a kiss on my shoulder) Giselle, are you awake?” I nod slowly, keeping my blank stare at the door facing me. “(He yawns tiredly, rotating my body in his arms to face him.) Good morning.” I nod again, as he smiles while popping up his lazy dimples; staring at me in silence. “What’s the matter, babe?” This is it, he’s asking for it and I shouldn’t wait longer to confess.
“What am I to you?” He chuckles nervously, as his eyes widen. “Whoa! That’s such a good question to begin the day with. What do you want me to tell you?” Seriously? He’s asking me to tell him what to reply? Great, so my negative estimations where in place after all. I snake my body out of his arms, standing up slowly from the mattress.“(His voice sounds concerned) Did I do something wrong, babe?”
I find myself snapping at him, not even expecting myself to be triggered this easily. “What’s wrong? Really, Harry? You came to me in hunger, kissing me, then I gave your wee-wee a hand job, and you have nothing to tell me? (I sigh from stress) Is this where it ends? You got pleasured and now you’re done with me, correct? (I laugh with no sense of humor) I should have known, but thank you for the heads up, really.”
I begin to twist the doorknob, but a fist slams the door shut again, startling me unexpectedly. “(His features look tense, as he speaks) We had a great night, yesterday. Why do want to ruin what’s going on between us, huh?” I laugh in sarcasm, while I cross my arms over my chest. “I’m not ruining what’s between us. Heck, I don’t even know what’s going on between us! If you know then enlighten me please.”
His lips smash against mine, smothering my mouth with a sloppy kiss. He departs his lips quickly, once I start to kiss back. “(He narrows his eyes at me) You see what you did? You kissed back, because you wanted to. (He breathes in a little confusion) You like me, that’s all what you feel. I can’t force my love on you! You’ll just cower away, just like you’re doing right now! (He slams his palm on the door, while I jolt a little) Damn it! Why can’t you understand that I love you, already!”
Notes
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