Prisoning Truth
Psycho. (21st Chapter)
Giselle's POV:
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Louis’s face lifts up leisurely, looking at me as his sadness increases. He hovers his arms around me, shushing my muted tears of terror. I don’t even know why I’m crying, because there are two different reasons driving me to the same negative expression. I now have it all figured out: Harry hates his father for selling him in a disgusting game of gamble, he even hates him more because he was the reason why his innocence was snatched away.
The imaginative image of a thirteen-year-old Harry, crying and begging with his life for the woman to stop, is disturbing on its own. Now I know what Harry wanted from me, at least I know that I must butcher my feelings towards him. I feel sympathy towards him, but I mostly am frightened from him being close to me after this second.
“(He brushes my hair in a soothing appeal) Giselle… I want what’s best for you and you are not only here to help us out, love. You are here because it is our duty to protect you and make sure that asshole Santers doesn’t find you. You are one of us now, a part of our little family. (I sniffle my nose, as my tears slow) Just do me a favor, and push away any affectionate touch that Harry tries to provide you with. I don’t want to accuse him and claim that his feelings towards you aren’t right, but at the same time I want you to take your caution you know?”
I nod in Louis’s chest, as I whimper from the fear. I feel disgusted now, recalling the previous moment where Harry could have kissed me. Maybe he didn’t want to kiss me, maybe he was just trying to fool me off and then have his way with me. Why is this life so cruel? Why does it have to be Harry out of all people?
“(I slowly back away from Louis’s affection, sitting back straight) I care about you all, I swear; even Harry. (I sob as I speak) I just feel so scared of him right now. Its like I can’t even look at him, the same way I used to. Yes he did hurt me when I was held captive, before. Yes he did scare me with his actions, but Louis? I don’t know, I feel like I am more scared of him now, then I used to be. I don’t even know if I’m making sense anymore, but him showing me the scary side, isn’t as frightening as his calm character right now. I can’t expect him to shove me on a bed, with that soft face and care that he’s showing me all of a sudden. (I wipe me tears, as I sound suspected) Could he be just lying to me and deceiving me right now?”
Louis opens his mouth to speak, but gets interrupted when my door flies opened in a bust of temper. His eyes electrify my body, making me paralyzed just by looking at him. His teeth grind against each other, his breathing deepens to signify the rage that’s running over his veins. “(His murderous tone sounds calm, implying more fright. He points his finger at me) Get out.” I quickly begin to shift off the mattress, but Louis stops me by positioning me behind his back.
“(He yells) She had to know! She has the right to know before you fuck her off senseless! Don’t you go blaming her for what you’ve heard!” No words are spoken after Louis’s voice, but physical actions take a share instead. A huge pound collides with Louis’s angelic face, making him fall down. I try to catch his body in my weak arms, but I served him nothing then a little lift.
“(He roars dangerously) GET OUT OF THE ROOM, OR YOU’LL BE NEXT.” If I leave Harry with Louis alone, I would be an accomplice of, god forbid, murder. “(I find my courage in my words) NO! YOU GET OUT AND LEAVE ME YOU PHYSCO!”
Notes
Well, I guess there isn't a lot to explain for today, because you all just knew why Harry's character is unpredictable :( He was abused sexually when he was 13 years old, and he takes revenge nowadays on girls; to feel some sort of equality. Giselle started to have feelings for him, but now after she knew the truth; she decided to shut them off. Obviously she was scared from Harry's intentions, but at the same time she felt sad for his childhood </3 Giselle is very protective of herself, as you know by now, so the thought of her being forced to do a sexual activity; breaks her into pieces of fear (Y). Louis told her the depressing story, because he cares about her. Not because he's in love with her or because he hates Harry, he just considers her as one of his sisters that are in the hold of the underground king, Santers (Y) <3
Questions for tomorrow: Harry laughing? Giselle commanding for the first time? What is Harry trying to say? Cookie monster? :O
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