Kasey's POV

His hands went up slowly to my lace top as he ran his fingers over the small buttons before he carefully unbuttoned the top one.

Harry's eyes snapped up to mine right after and I offered him a tiny smile.

Next was the second button out of five, just as slow as the first one and he once again looked up into my eyes.

The process was repeated at what felt like a slower pace each time as the air around us grew more tense by each second that past.

"Baby, I love you so much." He whispered as he ran his index finger in between my breasts that were still slightly covered by the lace fabric even though it was completely unbuttoned now.

"I love you more." I replied breathlessly and he slowly moved the straps of the bustier down my shoulders until it finally fell to the floor.

My breathed hitched instantly as his eyes left mine and travelled down to my chest.

I felt so awkward as he sat in front of me just taking in every inch of me while I stood here not knowing what to do.

"I-I'm nervous Harry." I whispered barely audible and he looked back up into my eyes to offer me a wide smile.

"Don't you worry my little Bambi. I will be gentle, very gentle." He seductively whispered next to my ear before he pulled me further onto his lap and rested his hands on the curve of my back.

He seemed to like the feel of my small breasts pressed against his toned and naked chest as he let out a loud moan, making me whimper and grow increasingly more nervous.

"Kiss me." He demanded softly and I obeyed as I hungrily pressed my lips to his while running my fingers through his out grown curls.

I could feel his member grow harder from underneath me and tried to wriggle off his lap but he kept me in place with his hands that were wrapped around my waist.

"Don't move yet, we're going to go nice and slow."

I cleared my throat quietly and nodded at his words before connecting our lips again. I was so nervous about everything that I pulled away and averted my gaze to try and calm down which gave Harry the chance to pepper kisses all along my cheek bone and neck.

"Just relax baby."

His words sent tingles throughout me as I did as he had said and relax into his arms.

Once I was ready to continue, I turned back to him and let him take control of the kiss this time which was heated and sloppy as his tongue massaged mine.

It felt like it had been forever when he finally picked me up and laid me gently on the bed before hovering over me.

We were both just in our underwear with our chests completely naked.

But strangely I wanted more.

I wanted to keep going, to feel him closer to me.

He opened his mouth like he was about to say something but I quickly cut him off by blurting out my thoughts.

"I don't know what to do." I admitted and he chuckled softly.

"I know you don't sweetheart, I'll help you."

I nodded softly and he ran his fingertips over my cheek as he looked down at me admiringly, I couldn't help the little pink tint that seemed to suddenly cover my cheeks as I reached up and copied him by softly brushing my smaller fingers against his cold cheek.

"Are you sure you want to go through with this?" He asked me in a hushed tone and I answered with a simple kiss and wrapped my arms around his broad shoulders.

"I'll take that as a yes." He let a deep chuckle out at the end of his sentence which caused me to blush again.

I didn't know anything to say in a situation like this so I kept my mouth shut and watched Harry as he focussed on every small touch he was giving me. Hie eyes would follow his hands as he softly ran them in between my breasts and down my stomach.

His touch was so soft I could only just feel when he stopped above my panties, making my eyes widen.

"Relax." He whispered in a husky tone and rubbed a small circle into the skin on my hip bone which made goosebumps appear on my whole body.

When I didn't calm down straight away, he leaned up again and connected our lips for what felt like the hundredth time tonight.

As soon as I had melted into the kiss, Harry let his hands roam up and down my hips and thighs.

"Please touch me like last time." I whispered to him, just audible over our heavy breathing and he smirked instantly.

"With pleasure Bambi."

And with those words he slowly slipped his long fingers into the front of my lace underwear, I bit my lip in an instant at the strange yet pleasurable feeling.

Harry looked up at me to see what my reaction was and growled when he noticed my bottom lip that was captured in my teeth.

"Don't do that baby." He paused to use his free hand to pull my lip out from my teeth and rubbed his thumb over it afterwards.

"I want to be able to hear your beautiful moans." He finished his sentence at the same time as he finally slipped his finger inside my core and I let out a sharp gasp before gripping the bedsheets in both my hands.

"That's my girl." He stated proudly as he started to move his fingers which caused me to moan loudly and arch my back.

I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer so I closed them tightly as I gave into the pleasure even more.

"Do you like that baby?" Harry asked after a few seconds of quiet and my eyes snapped open again to look at him.

He had his own lip captured in his teeth much like I had done earlier as he stared down at me in a way that made it seem like he was only just holding himself back.

But I didn't want him to hold back.

I wanted more.

"I-I want more." I stuttered out and didn't even think about what I had said as I watched Harry's eyes widen before he stood quickly and his touch retreated from me.

I pouted slightly as I panted and watched him from my spot on the large bed.

His hands moved down to his boxers and I quickly looked away as I felt my cheeks flush.

After a few more seconds, I felt the bed dip and he crawled back over to me and kissed my neck softly as I continued to look away from him.

As he moved closer to me, I felt his member brush against my thigh and whimpered slightly as I closed my eyes again.

I have to do this.

He might get bored with me if I don't.

"I love you." He whispered in my ear before pulling my chin so I was looking at him and connected our lips.

While he had me slightly distracted. he slowly slid my panties down my legs and to my surprise I wasn't as nervous as I thought I would be.

"I'll be gentle." He repeated his words from before as he climbed on top of me and pulled my hands above my head and held them loosely with just one of his hands.

It feel awkwardly silent as he lined himself at my entrance and I did my best to stay calm and not tense before he had even done anything.

He let out a loud and long sigh before pushing himself into me.

I automatically gasped in pain at the same time as he let out a loud moan.

My hands wriggled their way out of Harry's grip as I placed them on his shoulders and tried to push him away but he didn't budge.

"H-Harry it hurts." I let out a small sob at the end of my words and watched as his mouth fell open and his head went back in what seemed like pleasure.

How can he find pleasure in this?

"It gets better baby." He finally strained out as he gripped my hands again and put them above my head.

But it didn't get better at all.

It seemed to hurt even more as he started to move in and out of me as he moaned loudly.

I let out another sob as I tried to wriggle out of his grip again but he wouldn't let go of me.

Something wasn't right about him right now and as soon as I looked into his eyes I knew this wasn't the normal Harry.

His eyes were much darker than his normal beautiful green orbs.

Almost like he had been taken over by his desires.

"Harry?" I weakly mumbled to him as I continued to let the tears fall down my cheeks.

"Just let me finish." He grumbled back as if he hadn't even realized what I was feeling right now.

I did my best to squeeze my eyes shut and handle it the best I could but it was torture.

I hated it.

After what felt like forever, Harry let out a loud moan before he slowed down and pulled out of me. I whimpered as he flopped down next to me, when I finally grew the courage to look into his eyes again they were practically normal again as if nothing wrong had even happened.

He tried to reach out for me but I quickly scrambled off the bed and sobbed quietly as I dashed to the bathroom.

"Bambi?" I heard him call out to me and knew he would be in here within seconds so against my better judgement, I locked the bathroom door.

I shivered as I looked down and realized I still wasn't wearing anything, I frowned and looked around until I spotted my fluffy robe in the corner. I stumbled my way over and quickly wrapped it around myself.

"Kasey what's wrong?" Harry questioned me through the door and I looked shocked at the door as if I was looking at him.

He ruined everything.

He was suppose to be gentle.

If that was what he calls gentle then I never want to do that again.

Notes

I'm sorry it took so long!!!
Writing this chapter was awkward even though I've written smut before...