Kasey's POV
*The next morning*

"Now what do we say if Harry asks what we did last night?" El asked me as she stood on the opposite side of the Island to me.

Right now I was yawning my head off as I sat at one of the Island stools and El was standing in front of me one the opposite side.

She was holding a rainbow coloured lollipop in her hand like Niall had given me last night, and I really wanted it.

All I had to do, was repeat what she had said to me seconds ago.

"We watched movies together and had lots of fun doing each others make up?" I repeated her words cautiously and she nodded.

"And?"

"And we didn't talk to Niall. It was a girls only sleepover."

She smiled and handed me the lollipop.

I smiled and excitedly grabbed it.

Eleanor was really nervous about the boys coming home this morning and even made me wake up early to discuss with me how bad it could be if Harry knew that Niall was with us all night. She even made me shower and wash my hair so that it wasn't straight any more, she said something about making sure I didn't smell like Niall too.

She's acting so strange that she was starting to make me nervous too.

I focused on my rainbow coloured treat until I heard the front door open, I tensed automatically and so did Eleanor.

"Relax Kasey, everything is going to be fine."

I nodded and tried to hide the panic in my eyes.

Harry was really scary when he was angry but I wasn't scared for myself, I was scared of what he might do to Niall if he found out.

Niall is a good friend and I don't want him to get hurt which is why I agreed to what Eleanor told me to say.

"There's my baby." Harry smiled lazily as he walked into the kitchen.

I beamed happily at him and opened my arms, he wrapped his arms around my torso to pull me off the stool and I wrapped my legs around his waist.

"I missed you so much, Bambi." He mumbled into my neck and I nodded in agreement.

"Did you sleep okay?" He asked and I had to stop myself from growing tense at his words.

No I didn't sleep okay but I did sleep in Niall's arms.

"Kinda." I mumbled and he placed me back onto the stool.

"You shouldn't be eating sweets this early." He said semi-sternly and turned to look at Eleanor who was wrapped in Louis' arms but was still concentrating deeply on Harry and I.

Eleanor gulped and smiled uneasily at Harry.

"Did you take good care of my little Bambi?" He asked her.

"Of course I did." She nodded and grabbed the lollipop from me before throwing in the rubbish bin.

It went quiet for a minute before Niall suddenly walked in and grabbed himself a bottle of water from the fridge.

"How was the club last night, Niall?" Harry asked but kept his gaze on me the whole time as he twirled one of my curls around his finger and I did my best to keep my eyes on him.

"Closed early, accident with the DJ." He replied while glaring at the back of Harry's head.

His eyes moved to mine and I quickly looked away.

"Are you okay Kasey?" Harry asked and I just weakly nodded.

"Niall didn't go near you last night, did he?" He asked in a whisper and I gulped quietly before quickly looking at Eleanor.

She nodded telling me that I should say what we had practiced.

"No he didn't. It was a girls only sleepover."

"Good girl." He stated while helping me down from my stool and telling me to go collect my things.

I walked into the lounge and picked up my overnight bag, making sure that everything was in it.

When I looked up again I saw Niall standing a few feet away from me just looking intensely at me.

"I liked your hair better when it was straight." He stated suddenly and my eyebrows furrowed.

That was a really strange thing to say.

"Harry likes it curly." I replied slowly and he just laughed dryly.

"What does it matter if Harry likes it like that?" He asked and raised an eyebrow as he waited for my answer.

I gulped and blinked a few times as I tried to hide the shock that was written all over my face.

Harry would constantly tell me something that I had never admitted to myself or said out loud but now was the first time that I knew I should and will.

"Because I'm his."

Niall looked at me angrily before closing his eyes and sighing deeply, once he opened them again he opened his mouth too like he was about to say something but was suddenly cut off by Harry who had been standing in the lounge room doorway un-noticed.

"Such a good girl, Bambi. I was wondering when I would get to hear you say that."

He pushed himself away from the door frame and walked over to me with open arms, without hesitation I placed my cheek against his chest and closed my eyes as I felt his fingers fumble with my curls again.

Niall scoffed and I heard the sound of his heavy feet leaving the room, I let out a sigh of relief and snuggled further into Harry.

"Good girls get rewards." He spoke softly while smoothing down my hair that he had fluffed up.

My eyes instantly brightened as I looked up at him, he laughed and pecked my forehead.

"What do you say to a Kasey and Harry day? Just you and me, no work interruptions and no one else?"

It had been a few weeks since we had a day fully to ourselves and in my mind, if I had Harry then it sounded like the perfect day.

"You promise? Just us?"

He smiled widely, revealing his dimples that don't often make appearances before nodding softly.

"I promise baby."

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"Look! That one looks like a heart!" I giggled as I pointed to the cloud and Harry laughed deeply from beside me.

He leaned over and softly grabbed my hand before placing it over his heart.

"It looks like a love heart sweetie, you need to be specific." He lazily mumbled as he closed his eyes and gently rubbed his thumb over my hand.

"What's the difference?" I asked slightly confused and he opened his eyes before rolling onto his side to look at me.

"A love heart, resembles the love between two people, it's the sign of the feeling of love. The heart inside you is just the organ that keeps you alive, but at the same time it helps us establish our feelings for others. The two work close together but look completely different, kind of like us."

I was quite surprised that Harry had such a deep and meaningful answer to my simple question.

"What does your heart feel?" I asked still confused.

"I can feel it skip a beat every time I look at you and you're smiling, I can feel my chest tighten in anger when I know you're sad, how I'm in physical pain whenever you are. I know my feelings are extremely strong for you because I can feel it all through me. Every inch."

My eyes were stinging from the tears I tried desperately to hold back as I nodded and he intertwined our hands and rolled back onto his back.

"I love you Bambi." He whispered softly and brought my hand up to his lips to place a gentle kiss on the back of it.

"I know." I whispered back and suddenly felt guilty that I didn't have the guts to say it back to him.

I hadn't told Harry I loved him since the first night I went to his club and that Carmen girl kept attacking him with her lips.

That was nearly a month ago.

As it went silent, I quietly watched Harry and the way that his breathing started to slow down and his hand tightened around mine. He looked as if he had been awake all night and I didn't understand why he agreed to take us out today when he could be sleeping.

We went out for lunch and had pizza before Harry went out of his way to get me a sundae from McDonalds. I wanted to go shopping too but Harry said it was far too dangerous and wouldn't allow it. After the indecent with that doctor that hurt me last time we went to the mall, Harry started getting some fancy punk looking girl to buy and deliver any clothes and jewellery I wanted, he lets me get whatever I want I'm just not allowed to go with him when he gets it.

Next Harry took me to a book store in some really quiet part of London, he said I should started reading more often so I chose a few books and he picked some for me too.

And now were at the top of a small grassy hill where you can just about see all of London and it was beautiful, Harry said that not many people know about this place and he use to come here all the time to relax so that's what we're doing. Laying in the grass, taking in the warm sunshine that graced us with its presence today.

"Harry, if you're tired then why did we go out?" I asked hesitantly and he let out a tiny sigh before opening his eyes again.

"Because I wanted to have nice day with my girl, not the both of us sleeping the day away at home."

I smiled and let it go quiet for a minute as I was in deep thought.

There was so many things going through my mind right now and I wish I could express them all but some were just too hard to word.

"Harry?" I quietly spoke after a while and he squeezed my hand letting me know that he was still awake.

"Yes baby?"

"I know this is going to sound a bit random, but I don't care if I can't remember anything from before the car crash because I'm happy right now with you. And I wouldn't want it any other way."

He looked at me shocked for a minute before a smile found its way to his lips.

It was almost an evil smile.

"Prove it, Bambi."

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Less than an hour later we stood outside a large and scary looking tattoo parlour.

I wasn't really sure what he had in mind, all I know is this has something to do with me proving myself to Harry.

"Are you getting a new tattoo?" I asked and he chuckled while shaking his head.

"Not me."

Before I had a chance to say anything, he gripped my hand and lead us both inside the store.

A small bell went off as the door opened for us and within seconds a tall and buff man came out from one of the many back rooms.

"Harry! Good to see you!" The man smiled and patted Harry's shoulder before turning his gaze to me.

"And whose this little cutie?" He spoke smoothly and Harry slightly tugged on my hand letting me know that I had to introduce myself.

"I'm Kasey." I whispered and almost cringed at my own name as I was so use to being called Bambi now.

"Kasey?! As in the girl you've been telling me about for years?" He asked as he turned back to Harry but he just glared at the man and made him shift uncomfortably.

"Uh because you guys have been together for so long, it just feels like years. I'm Josh by the way." He smiled uneasily and ruffled my hair as I tried to hide behind Harry slightly.

"Kasey's tattoo, the one we've talked about, I want it done today." Harry spoke to the man as if he forgot I was still here.

"Right this way."

I couldn't hide the fact that I was kind of excited to get a tattoo.

Harry's tattoos always interested me, how each one held it's own meaning and story.

I was sort of scared about this but not knowing what I was getting had me even more excited.

"Have a seat." Josh spoke as he walked over to the table with all the different tools on it.

I slowly sat down on the chair and watched as Harry stood right next to me and smiled down at me.

"Ready?" Josh asked and pulled up a chair next to me. I gulped and didn't say anything.

He slowly grabbed my arm and placed it on the table between our two chairs, he carefully cleaned my wrist before turning the tattoo gun on.

The small room suddenly filled with buzzing and I tried to keep my breathing steady but it was proving to be quite difficult.

"No! Wait!" The words escaped my mouth before I knew what I was doing.

I jerked my arm away from the tattoo gun and heard Josh and Harry both sigh in annoyance.

"I-I don't want to do this." I whispered as I looked up at Harry who was still standing next to my chair.

He didn't meet my gaze as his jaw tensed and his green eyes darkened in anger.

I thought he was going to hold my hand and tell me it's okay but he didn't, instead he grabbed my forearm and used one of his hands to hold mine down and his other hand held my hand still so I couldn't escape.

"NO! Please don't!" I yelped and Josh gave me a sympathetic smile before turning the gun back on.

As soon as the tattoo gun touched my flesh, I couldn't help but scream in pain.

It hurt a lot more than I thought it would.

"Please Kasey, hold still and it will be over soon." Josh spoke soothingly but Harry tightened his grip on my arm making me cry harder.

I bawled and begged as much as I could but it made no difference.

Time seemed to go tortuously slow until finally they were done, at first I didn't even register what had just been permanently inked into my skin but I finally managed to jerk my arm out of Harry's grip, I caught sight of it and realised that it was a crown tattoo just like the one on Harry's wrist.

This was his stupid way of marking me like I was some piece of property and it was plan psychotic.

I was so pissed at him right now that I bolted from my seat in the small room and ran back to the main area of the store. Just as my fingertips brushed the front door to push it open, a pair of strong and tattoo covered arms snaked around my waist and pulled me into his chest.

"Let me go!" I snapped and Harry adjusted me in his arms so I was pressed to the side of him and he walked over to the front desk where Josh was now standing.

He handed him a few bills before tightening his grip and walking us out into the cold afternoon air.

I don't really know what pisses me off more right now.

That he forced me to get a tattoo or that he hasn't said one thing to me since then.

My fingers brushed over the fresh ink and I whimpered harshly at the contact.

"That hurt didn't it baby?" Harry's raspy voice finally spoke and I nodded while still silently letting the tears fall down my cheeks.

"Words Kasey, use your words." He snapped and sighed at the end.

"Y-Yes" I hiccuped out and he stopped walking down the side walk to pull me into his chest and comb his fingers through my hair.

"You don't want to go through that again do you?" He asked.

"No, Harry."

"So you will always remember who you belong to right?"

"Yes." I whispered softly and suddenly felt a cold chain drape around my neck.

I pulled away from Harry to see the necklace he had just placed on me, it had a star on it just like the pedant Harry wore on his chain.

Great so first he marks me on my wrist and now I'm wearing the exact same necklace as him.

"The necklace was designed just for you." He explained as he ran his fingers over the pendant and brushed my skin softly as he did so.

"Why?" I asked and watched his jaw tense again. I was too anger at him to even think of saying thank you.

"So people know from now on not to mess with you."

I have no idea why he thinks a necklace will get people to stop messing with me but the pendant did look familiar. I swear I had seen it before, I think it might be called a star of David but I'm not sure.

"I hope the pain you just went through makes you realize who you belong too, as long as you're a good girl then I will make sure you never have to feel pain like that again."

"Okay Harry." I whispered too scared to stand up to him when he's in a dark kind of mood.

"Good girl, Bambi."

Notes

Intense chapter!

I know a lot of you wanted Harry to come home early but that just seemed too easy for my liking but don't worry he will find out!

Love you girls xx