Harry's POV

This is fucking ridiculous!

I'm sitting in my office chair staring across the hall, just waiting for the door to open. I can quite clearly hear Kasey crying and yelling but I'm just sitting here like a bloody twat.

She wants me to leave her alone and I'm going crazy when it's only just been over an hour.

How long does she really need...

I told her she could have ten minutes to calm down and yet I've been sitting her waiting for the moment where she comes running to me, like I know she will.

She always forgives me and this time will be no different, she just too innocent.

But that's not always a good thing.

With the day we've had I just pray that my small fragile Bambi hasn't broken.

I sighed as I recalled all the horrible things that have been going on today.

Starting with the stupid bitch of a lady that nearly told Kasey the truth at the mall.

Then that dipshit of a doctor that hurt my baby and touched her in a way that only I should be able too.

And then this whole Carmen situation at the club.

It's been one long and rough day and if Kasey and I can make our way out of this and she still loves me then I will have to do something to make it all up to her. She deserves to be treated like a princess and me being the horrible boyfriend I am just isn't fair on her but it's also not fair on me that I have to hide most of my life from her.

If I had told her the truth right from the beginning then she might have been okay with it but I just can't let her find out now, with all the lies I've told her she would probably hate me.

I jumped slightly as the door across the hall suddenly slammed open but slouched down again and rolled my eyes when I saw Niall rush into my office.

"I-I can't calm her down! I tried to hug her and to talk it out with her but she's just so hurt!" He blurted out as he tugged at his hair.

"I told you not to fucking touch her!" I snapped and slammed my clenched fist onto my desk as I stood up.

"Are you fucking listening to me Harry! I can't calm her down!" He bit back at me and narrowed his eyes.

I scoffed and walked around my desk and in the direction of the room Kasey was still in.

"Of course you can't calm her down Niall. We should get her boyfriend to calm her down because he knows Kasey's weakness." I looked back at him to see him open his mouth like he was about to say something but I cut him off.

"Oh wait a second! That's me!" I sarcastically smiled to him before re-opening the door to the lounge area to find Kasey on the floor breathing heavily as she punched the pillow laying in front of her.

My poor little baby.

"Kasey? Sweetheart?" I spoke as I walked towards her but she just bluntly ignored me.

I sighed and wrapped my arms around her waist and lifted her onto my lap as I sat on the couch. She wasn't trying to fight me but she wasn't paying me any attention either.

"Kaseyyyy!" I whined like a little kid and she tried to pull my hands off her but I just tightened my grip.

"Don't touch me." She mumbled but still didn't look at me.

When I didn't release my grip on her, she grew angry again and started to punch my arms to try and make me let go.

"Bambi please just let me comfort you." I whispered and she pushed hard enough for me lose my grip and her to fall back onto the floor.

"I..."

"What is it baby?"

"I hate you." She spoke with no emotion in her voice.

I glared at her but she still wouldn't look at me so I forcefully picked her up again and she started to pound my arms again.

"Kasey Heather that's enough! You need to calm down!" I growled and shifted her on my lap so her back was flush against my chest.

I did the one thing I knew would work and placed small little kisses down her neck, she let out a soft squeak and stopped pounding my arms so she could wrap her fingers around my wrists.

"S-stop it! I'm mad at you!" Her hands tightened around my wrists as she spoke letting me know that she didn't want to let go.

"I can change that." I whispered next to her ear before taking a bold move a switching out my kisses for small nibbles as I began to suck on the sensitive of her neck.

"D-don't." She managed to choke out but leaned further into my chest to get comfortable.

"But only people I love get love bites. Don't you love me?"

She didn't say anything so I re-connected my lips with her neck.

"Please forgive me baby, you're all I want. Just me and you forever."

"You hurt me." Kasey's small voice spoke barely audible and I flinched and how hurt she sounded.

"I'm so sorry Bambi."

She turned slightly in my arms and rested her head on my chest, I looked down at her neck to see the fresh mark on her neck was fairly visible. I had never given her a hickey before and somehow she still seemed to look completely innocent.

"How can I make it up to you princess?" I asked as I ran my thumb over her cheek bone.

She looked into my eyes for the first time tonight, her warm brown eyes blinked a few times to rid them of her tears before she sighed.

"I like kisses." She whispered and a small smile found it's way to my face.

"Well I have plenty of those but only for you." I gave her a small kiss on the tip of her nose which made her giggle before I pressed my lips to hers in a passionate kiss.

It felt like the life and happiness had been put back inside me when I felt her kiss me back.

I pulled away and Kasey instantly wrapped her arms around my neck to keep me close to her.

"More please."

"Anything you want princess." I smiled and kissed her again as she tangled her fingers into my hair.

Once she pulled away this time, I wiped the last of her tears away and she coughed quietly. Her throat must be really sore with all the yelling she was doing.

"How about I go and get you some water?" I asked and she nodded so I placed her onto the couch as I walked upstairs and into the club that was still quiet packed even though it was nearly one in the morning now.

I pushed my way through the sweaty bodies and drunk slobs eventually making my way to the bar.

"Yo! Jake!" I yelled over the music and he turned away from the customer he was serving to look at me.

"Hey Boss! Haven't seen you here in a while, come to look for a new toy?" He asked while wriggling his eyebrows around.

I rolled my eyes and decided to ignore his statement. Jake works for my gang so he knows I have a girlfriend and was just trying to get a reaction out of me.

"Two bottles of water down to the lounge." I snapped unintentionally and he nodded fast before grabbing two cold waters and running down the stairs.

I huffed and turned around to lean against the bar as I examined the club.

This place was only meant to be a hide out but it started to bring in so much money that I decided to take it seriously. I put a lot into this place.

It use to be my pride and joy but that has changed because that's now Kasey.

I would love to bring Kasey here more often but it just isn't safe, if I have to give up this place to spend time with my girl then so be it.

I groaned and grew tired of waiting for Jake to get back to the bar so I walked back downstairs.

Opening the door to the lounge quietly I found Jake touching Kasey's cheek as she had fallen asleep on the couch. It was one in the morning so she must of been overly tired.

"Hands off Jake! She's mine."

He jumped at my voice and stood up straight to look at me.

"T-this is your girlfriend isn't it?" He asked and I nodded, a low growl left my mouth as I watched him look at Kasey with lust in his eyes.

"She's a stunner." He blurted out and attempted to touch her again.

"In my office now!" I barked and he jumped again and stumbled out the door and into my office.

I didn't even bother to close the door as I turned to face him and without thinking brought my balled fist into his eye.

"Don't you dare touch my girlfriend ever again! Don't even think about her or look at her!" I shouted and he laughed.

"Are you that serious about her? I know you will get bored eventually so why don't you share that fine piece of ass with me."

I was so fucked off that I swear I could see red.

"You're fired." I blurted out as I swung my fist back and punched him once as hard as I could in the gut.

He coughed and gasped for air before talking again.

"You can't fire me! How the hell am I meant to know when we have meetings or deals?!"

"You're fired from the gang too you bastard." I spat and watched as he tried to throw himself forward but within seconds I pulled my gun out from waist band of my jeans.

"Woah dude! What the hell?!" He screamed and I heard a small gasp come from behind him.

Shit.

"H-harry? What's going on?" Kasey spoke making Jake move out of the way so I could see her.

Her eyes widened when she caught sight of the gun in my hands, I quickly placed it on my desk and walked closer to her.

"Kasey he pulled the gun on me when I told him he was fired, I was just trying to protect myself and grabbed it from him. I don't even know how to use it so please don't be scared!"

I panicked when she stepped away from me slightly.

She was quiet for a long time and I heard Jake started talking but quickly glared at him so he shut up.

This has to be my biggest fuck up with Kasey to date.

A few tears slipped down her cheeks and I mentally cursed Jake for making us go ten steps back in our relationship.

"A-are you okay?" She asked worried and I let out a sigh of relief while bringing her in for a hug.

"I'm okay now." I whispered and decided that it was probably time for us to go home.

Niall or Liam can take care of Jake.

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"Ready for bed baby?" I asked as I unlocked our front door.

Kasey had been really quiet the whole way home and right now I'm pretty nervous.

"Actually I think I will sleep in a different room." She whispered and I frowned.

"But how am I meant to keep you safe?"

She blinked in surprise like I had just reminded her of the first time I brought her home.

I told her we shared a room so I could protect her and now she's terrified of me!

"I'll be fine." She stated blankly as she walked off towards the room that was furthest from ours.

I sat in our bed for about an hour with my back up against the headboard. I can't sleep and I hate how cold and quiet it is in here without my baby next to me.

It was so early in the morning that I doubt Kasey is still awake but even if she's asleep I need to bring her in here or else I won't get any sleep myself.

"Baby?" I whispered as I opened the door to the room she was in and to my surprise she was awake.

"Go away Harry." She mumbled.

I walked over to her and scooped her into my arms in one swift motion, she didn't fight or do anything really so I know she was scared of me.

"Don't be scared Bambi."

"Would you ever shoot a gun Harry?" She asked while still in my arms, I sat back down on our bed but kept her in my grasp since I didn't want her to move away from me.

"Never princess."

"Did you really fire that guy?" She asked innocently, she really doesn't know what happened when she was asleep.

"Yes I did. He wasn't worth having around."

It was quiet until she spoke up again.

"You said you would make today up to me." She pondered as she placed her hand on top of mine.

"I did say that didn't I? What do you have in mind?" I asked and she took a deep breath before talking.

"I-I want to work at the club with you." She stuttered out and my eyes widened.

"Absolutely not."

Notes

Intense chapter much!

Love you all xx

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