Niall POV

The guilt is eating me up on this inside I cannot eat or sleep, I have lost the will to live in this world. I wished that things would have turned out differently I didn’t want, an innocent soul to be taken away for my wrong doings.

Louis: “Mate it is not your fault it was our fault, he was a heartless prick that just wanted to makes his message loud and clear. He did he made his message loud and clear, an innocent had to be sacrificed for our wrong doings. It is all our fault so please don’t beat yourself out, talk to us we are all hear to listen to you.”

Me: “Do you understand losing someone that meant so much to you… I lost the one girl that meant so much to me. She was very happy being in a relationship with that guy, but then he had to die because of my foolishness. On top of that I… lost the girl…. I don’t know guys I just need space right now I am sorry….”

Louis: “Wait… Niall….”

Zayn: “Let him go Louis he needs to have some time to himself…”

I do need some time to myself Zayn is completely right I am a drug dealer, who in the right mind would want to settle down with me. I will always be a loner and a drug dealer, I have chosen this path of life because I was foolish and now it is too late for me to leave.

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