Chloe POV

Josh sent me a message saying that he needs to rest, because he apparently didn’t get any sleep last night because he was thinking to much. I was sad to have read the first thing when I woke up, but he never seems to have failed to make me smile because despite all his problems he said good morning beautiful at the beginning of the text.

Looks like I was going to go to school alone today, mom already left the house and my maid was busy cooking my breakfast. It really does feel lonely sometimes I mean I don’t have any girl friends that I could go shopping with, I kind of wished I had a girl that my age that would go shopping with me and sleepovers with me but I never got to experience that.

Being deaf definitely does have its ups and downs in life that is why, I was severely depressed for a couple of years. Mom was an abuser at the time she would turn to drugs and alcohol, every time she encountered any problems in life. She would hit me sometimes if she was really drunk, I wished that I had died and gone to heaven with God it would have been better for me.

Thank God I am in a better place in my life and my mom has been sober for 5 years now, our relationship couldn’t have been better now. So you know what come to think of it, I can do all of those things with my mother I should tell my maid to book us a spa day for the three of us.

That is the best birthday gift I can give my mom despite everything that she is going through, and I just got a new job as a sign language teacher. My mom’s birthday is next month I can save up money, and that would be my treat for my mom after everything she has been through.

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