Please Remember Me

Zayn

I don't like the idea of my little girl having a boyfriend. Especially finding out the way I did, why now? Why now? There honestly couldn't have been a worse time than now. I don't even know how she met him.

I did everything in my power to prevent this. Going to an all girl school she spends all her time at home with family.....

But if she woke up I'd let her do anything she wanted to do. I'd talk to the family and we wouldn't be strict anymore (well Louis never was) but anything if she just woke up.

Her mind is more "active" when that boy is around.

I'm going to talk to him about her and then we'll see

Leticia

Oh. My. God.

Niall called me his girlfriend! Course I shouldn't be getting so excited about it no matter how much I think I love him. He was obviously nervous when auntie El came and started questioning him.

I want nothing more than to talk to him rather him talk to me but I'm still not getting this. Why can i hear and move around like some kind of ghost and my actual body be right in front of me.

It's like something out of the Twilight Zone. Nothing but unexplained.

If I control my brain and it's "active" why can't I just make myself wake up. I don't feel like I'm in control of anything like I'm just on the planet to take up space, oxygen, people's time and more importantly my family's time.

I know I said I would live for my dad Zayn but I don't know if I can keep playing with these stupid mind games. All I can do is stand around watching my family feel sorry for me and cry.

Every time Eleanor or Perrie come they cry, Harry and Zayn are stressed out there mind's my younger brother almost never comes neither does my mom, Liam and his Fiance Emilse have visited more than my own mother. Then there's Louis who all he does is stare at me with those broken eyes not having enough strength to even cry just stares in shock.

If I go they'll get over it and......

as I'm thinking I hear a slight beep the heart monitor had went flat. Perrie screams for a nurse.

Everything was happening so fast.

Nurses. Doctors.

Finally a bright white light.

Notes

FYI the twight light zone is an old science fiction show