Please Remember Me

Leticia

I still haven't been able to get Niall off my mind he's so.... there's no words to describe him. But he said he'd be back to finish the song but he didn't say when and hopefully it would be when neither of my dad's are around.

Maybe when Eleanor or maybe Perrie but not Jr. because he'll just tell both my dad.

I look over and see Eleanor holding onto my hand trying to fight back tears, I hate seeing her cry but she always does everytime she comes.

"Leticia sweetie.. I know you must be fighting right now.. I just want you to know no matter what you choose to do I'm not going to be mad whether you want to stay here or-"

Tears interrupt her sentence but she can't finish what she's trying to say. Oh El I'm not going to leave because if I do I know what it'll do to dad Zayn if I do. He always goes on and on about he thought he was never gonna have kids and since I came along he's never been happier, that I'm his world and he never wants to stop protecting me. He loves being a dad even more than anything.

And if I go it'll destroy him....

But at the same time I am sick of everything.

I'm tired at being at this state I'm dead or alive. To live doesn't mean your necessarily alive. I'm just laying there even then how can a different part of me walk around and see everything that is happening.

It's like some crazy fucked up nightmare. One that seems all too real.
I know Harry and Mum will be alright though.They have little Harry to fill the void on top of it they're the ones who visit the least. So I must mean the least them.

I look to the door and Niall comes in my heart nearly skips a beat. He see's Eleanor crying and says

"Oh sorry- I'll come back another time"

She shakes her head and motions for him to sit down,

"No it's alright have a seat"

He shrugs and sets his guitar down. He fiddles with his thumbs until El breaks the extremely awkward silence.

"So what are you to her, My name is Eleanor by the way"?

Shit.

Niall

I came back to finish the song but someone was already here. I would of came back another rime but she said it was alright. Now I got a question I'm not sure how to answer.

"So what are you to her"?

I don't want to say the wrong thing... what if she kicks me out and I'm not aloud to see her anymore.. Gotta think fast I'm not good under pressure.

"I'm her umm boyfriend and I'm Niall"

Her facial expression goes from sad to shocked in less than a second. I'm guessing she was never aloud to date.

"She never told me she a boyfriend"?!

"Well she was scared you guys would over react and make her break up with me.."

This is already going swell. I got a glimpse of both her father's in lobby yesterday and they're both taller not to mention look way stronger than me.

"Oh how long have you two been together"

"More than a few months... Please don't tell her dad's"

She does a half-hearted smile and says

"Your secret safe with me"

"I didn't get to finish playing her a song yesterday is alright if I"?

"Yeah do you want me to go or-"

"No you can stay she needs you now"

She smiles and grab my guitar and start to strum.


"Am I asleep, am I awake, or somewhere in between?
I can't believe that you are here and lying next to me
Or did I dream that we were perfectly entwined?
Like branches on a tree, or twigs caught on a vine?

Like all those days and weeks and months I tried to steal a kiss
And all those sleepless nights and daydreams where I pictured this,
I'm just the underdog who finally got the girl
And I am not ashamed to tell it to the world

Truly, madly, deeply, I am
Foolishly, completely falling
And somehow you caved all my walls in
So baby, say you'll always keep me
Truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you
In love with you

Should I put coffee and granola on a tray in bed
And wake you up with all the words that I still haven't said?
And tender touches, just to show you how I feel
Or should I act so cool like it was no big deal?

Wish I could freeze this moment in a frame and stay like this
I'll put this day back on replay and keep reliving it
'Cause here's the tragic truth if you don't feel the same
My heart would fall apart if someone said your name

And truly, madly, deeply, I am
Foolishly, completely falling
And somehow you caved all my walls in
So baby, say you'll always keep me
Truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you

I hope I'm not a casualty,
Hope you won't get up and leave
Might not mean that much to you
But to me it's everything, everything

Truly, madly, deeply, I am
Foolishly, completely falling
And somehow you caved all my walls in
So baby, say you'll always keep me
Truly, madly, crazy deeply in love with you.
In love with you
In love with you
With you, oh"

I look over at Eleanor she smiling with tears coming down her face. Not sad tears but happy tears filled with joy.

"Your such a talented and sweet boy Niall you know that. Leticia is very luck to have someone like you.. Thank you Niall Thank you"

Notes

Aww so cute :')

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