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When Feelings Come Back

A break

Elena's POV: "How did you know I've cream always makes me feel better?" "Well every time you did feel upset you would always dig in on it so I just assumed it would help this time," Jack said while laughing. "You know me to well." After we got our ice cream cones we went for a walk which helped clear my head a lot. We were walking in silence for a while until Jack brought up a conversation. "So what are you going to do?" I sighed and said, "I don't even know. I mean if I go back.. just seeing him everyday and working with him definitely won't be fun, but.." "But?" "I can't just leave.. It's my job. Kendra will be so pissed off and then she'd fire me." "Wow, sounds rough." "Yeah, I really don't have a choice. I guess I'm just going to try to take things day by day as it goes." "You don't seem as upset anymore?" "Well the ice cream definitely made me feel better for starters--." Jack laughed as I continued. "--but I am, I'm just not trying to show it as much. I mean, I don't really know how to cope without Harry you know he's just always been there for me. Whenever I'm upset or exhausted I know just being with him makes me happy, he makes me happy--" At this point tears fell down to my cheek an my voice started cracking a bit while Jack just listened to what I had to say. "But... as we're out walking right now, it help to clear my head a bit and I realize... Why would I want to be with someone who doesn't trust me, who believes only a bunch of rumors, lies?" "As much as I love Harry and miss him so much already, I just can't be with someone like that." "I understand, you don't deserve that." I stood quite for a bit. "I know this is completely random but I wish Damon was here." "Damon?" "My best friend back in LA, he would get me through this a lot easier." "He seems like a good guy." "Yeah, miss him a lot." "I'm sure you'll see him very soon." I could tell Jack was up to something but before I questioned him my phone started ringing and I was a bit surprised to see the caller ID name. "Who is it?" "It's.. Harry?" Jack and I looked at each other and then he nodded telling me to answer it. I didn't say anything when I answered knowing that I'd just start crying again. "Elena?" "What do you want Harry?" "I made a mistake, I'm so sorry." "Now you're sorry? You're a little to late don't you think so?" I was attempting so hard to hold back the tears, trying to stay strong. "I'm sorry, look I don't want to say all of this over the phone. Can we please talk?" "Give me a reason why I should give you even 5 seconds of my time after today?" "Because I love you, and I know you love me too." At this point the tears broke out again & I knew he could tell I was crying. "Elena, please.." I thought about it for a while but I ended up deciding. "Ill be over in a bit." Then I hung up. I looked over at Jack and he immediately wrapped his arms around me. "I'll give you a ride." ----- As I had arrived back at my hotel room once again I notice Harry standing out my door waiting for me. He looks over to me with an apologetic face but I ignored it and just opened my door, him walking inside with me. I threw my bag on my bed and sat down as he sat on a chair by the window. He held his hands together and stared at the ground as we stood in silence for a couple minutes. "I'm sorry." He then looked up towards me and I could tell he wanted to cry. "I'm sorry for acting like such a dick to you, you didn't deserve that Elena." "Its f--." "No its not fine---. I was just stressed out, we could never just get a break if this and I was just so stupid. I wasn't thinking.. about any of it. I should have at least given you a chance to explain, I'm so sorry." His words dug deep inside me, I wanted to just run up to him and kiss him but I knew I couldn't. I had to stay strong. "Say something..." "Maybe that's exactly what we need right now..." He looked at me in a confused tone. "...a break." "You-- want to break up?" "Of course I don't, but... It's what's best for the both of us right now. A break from everything that's been going on." He looked back at the ground as tears were streaming down his face and he started sniffling which caused my tears to run down my cheeks as well. "Okay, if that's what you want." I nodded my head, still covered in tears. Harry then got up, placed a hand on my cheek and I grabbed it as he gave me a light kiss on the other cheek. As he slowly let go of my hand and walked out the door, I felt emptiness in me. I knew I would still see him around but just not being able to call him mine or be called his is heartbreaking. But a break is want we needed at the moment. I stayed in my hotel room crying for hours. The boys tried getting me to open the door but I just couldn't talk to them, not yet. Even though Harry was just 2 doors down, I felt like he was miles away. I felt like my heart was left with nothing but a giant hole in the middle. I couldn't handle the pain. It was around 7 pm and I suddenly heard a knock on my door. "Go away." The knock kept going so I decided to get up and open the door. "I just want to be alone please guys--." As I opened it I saw Damon standing there. "Are you sure? Because I really missed you." "Oh my gosh, Damon!" I yelled wrapping my arms around him. "How are you here?!?!" "Jack." I let him in the room and he immediately jumped to conclusion. "Feeling any better?" I knew he was talking about Harry and I figured Jack told him all about it." I nodded my head "No" and I couldn't help but have those tears fall down my face again. "Come here," he said wrapping his arms around me tight. "It's guna be okay, I promise." As happy as I was seeing Damon I was more sad about Harry but I knew with my best friend by my side, this will get a lot easier.

Notes

Do you think Damon will help her get through it easier?


Comments

OMG!

box of fantasy box of fantasy
5/25/14

@warmachinerox1
Will do. (:
Glad you like it!

josie_alex josie_alex
3/14/14

I just about had a heart attack when I found out Jack Harries is in this.... C;

Please update It's an amazing story!!!

warmachinerox1 warmachinerox1
3/14/14

OMG update please! I love it so much!!! :D I can't get enough of this wonderful story <3

Elena Styles1D Elena Styles1D
12/12/13
please please update this was my first fanfic to read n now im all in love with it sooo please do a sequel or somethin!