Secrets Secrets are No Fun If They Can't Be Shared With Everyone
Meeting With Managment
"Yeah," Harry says almost knockind down the door.I point to the sscreen as he looks at me,his expression filled with worry. He shifted his head towards the screen and realization hits him. He grabs the laptop and seaches"Harry Styles new girlfriend"on google. About 10 other pictures of us pop up and he takes out his phone,quickly dialing a number. "Hi it's Harry,He said in an angry tone. "Yes I know we should be heading over there in a few,but the pictures did you see them?They need to be taken care of."Harry stated will he pulled his hand into a fist,his knuckles turning white.I was scared I didn't know what to do,and I didn't want to leave Harry.I really thought that I had maybe begun to start loving him.
Harry and I sat together in the middle of a confrence table."Harry what is going to happen?"I asked him with a fear in my voice as he squeezed my hand.I knew that I would have to go back to school after the summer was over and how was I supposed to lead a normal life after being known as the girl dating Harry Styles. I mean it's really not even official yet. I've only known him for like a day!
Just then a women came in through the door holding a laptop and papers in one arm and a coffe in the other."You must be Jasmine?"She asks while setting everything down on the desk,Harry looked at me oddly not understanding what she said.
"Um,yes. But,everyone calls me JJ I really don't like my first name."I explained to the women,also clearing up Harry's confusion.
"Well JJ I think if you want to still lead your normal life JJ isn't going to cut it.Now I understand yesterday was your sixteenth birthday?"I nodded in response to her question."And since you are still going to school I want you to be able to still lead a normal life outside of dating Harry.This means that you will have to change your name for the publics ears,stay out of lots of social media,and never speak to any of your friends and not immediate family about your relationship with Mr.Styles."
I sat back in my chair as those words soak in.I wasn't sure what I would be able to do not being able to tell my friends about Harry. What would I do about instagram and twitter?Will I have to become a different person out in public jut so noone knows my real identity?These questions spun around in my mind as Harry placed his hand on my thy for support kissing my sweating hand that was alreay intewinded his."Ok"I mumbled."But what do you mean exactly?"I asked still wondering what she had meant.
"We'll we thought that if you still wanted to live a normal life as a teenager than people would have to know your story a tad bit differently."The women explained and I began understand better."We should first change your name,but it can't be something too different. If people find out about your self they can't think you've been lying."
" How about Jasmine j"Harry suggested while turning his head to look at me.
"Why don't we go with Jane,my middle name, beacuse as I said I really don't like my first name."I said giving Harry warm smile.
"Jasmine J it is then.I will make sure to alert your publicists on your name.I understand you will be attending the concert tonight."She said making it sound more like a statement than a question.
"Yes ma'am"I responded in a sweet voice before she left the room taking her laptop with her.
"Don't woory about her.She's the head of our managment.Her name is Cheryl Abernathy,she is always a little uptight."Harry tried to explain as I sat in my chair thinking about what just happened.How is this going to work?What will my dad say?What will the fans think?That was the scariest question of all.What if I got alot of hate on twitter or instagram.What if they hated my guts and already knew who I really was? "Harry?"I said fear in my tone.
"What is it ,love?"Harry asked sounding worried.
"What if your fans,or the boys don't like me?"I asked him scared to know the answer,but hoping he would tell me everything was okay.
"They will love you,and there not me so they don't have to. Plus you met the boys already and they said you were really nice when I asked them about you last night after the concert."Harry explained giving me a cheeky smile."I mean,who couldn't love you."He exclaimed giving me a kiss on the cheek.
Harry and I sat together in the middle of a confrence table."Harry what is going to happen?"I asked him with a fear in my voice as he squeezed my hand.I knew that I would have to go back to school after the summer was over and how was I supposed to lead a normal life after being known as the girl dating Harry Styles. I mean it's really not even official yet. I've only known him for like a day!
Just then a women came in through the door holding a laptop and papers in one arm and a coffe in the other."You must be Jasmine?"She asks while setting everything down on the desk,Harry looked at me oddly not understanding what she said.
"Um,yes. But,everyone calls me JJ I really don't like my first name."I explained to the women,also clearing up Harry's confusion.
"Well JJ I think if you want to still lead your normal life JJ isn't going to cut it.Now I understand yesterday was your sixteenth birthday?"I nodded in response to her question."And since you are still going to school I want you to be able to still lead a normal life outside of dating Harry.This means that you will have to change your name for the publics ears,stay out of lots of social media,and never speak to any of your friends and not immediate family about your relationship with Mr.Styles."
I sat back in my chair as those words soak in.I wasn't sure what I would be able to do not being able to tell my friends about Harry. What would I do about instagram and twitter?Will I have to become a different person out in public jut so noone knows my real identity?These questions spun around in my mind as Harry placed his hand on my thy for support kissing my sweating hand that was alreay intewinded his."Ok"I mumbled."But what do you mean exactly?"I asked still wondering what she had meant.
"We'll we thought that if you still wanted to live a normal life as a teenager than people would have to know your story a tad bit differently."The women explained and I began understand better."We should first change your name,but it can't be something too different. If people find out about your self they can't think you've been lying."
" How about Jasmine j"Harry suggested while turning his head to look at me.
"Why don't we go with Jane,my middle name, beacuse as I said I really don't like my first name."I said giving Harry warm smile.
"Jasmine J it is then.I will make sure to alert your publicists on your name.I understand you will be attending the concert tonight."She said making it sound more like a statement than a question.
"Yes ma'am"I responded in a sweet voice before she left the room taking her laptop with her.
"Don't woory about her.She's the head of our managment.Her name is Cheryl Abernathy,she is always a little uptight."Harry tried to explain as I sat in my chair thinking about what just happened.How is this going to work?What will my dad say?What will the fans think?That was the scariest question of all.What if I got alot of hate on twitter or instagram.What if they hated my guts and already knew who I really was? "Harry?"I said fear in my tone.
"What is it ,love?"Harry asked sounding worried.
"What if your fans,or the boys don't like me?"I asked him scared to know the answer,but hoping he would tell me everything was okay.
"They will love you,and there not me so they don't have to. Plus you met the boys already and they said you were really nice when I asked them about you last night after the concert."Harry explained giving me a cheeky smile."I mean,who couldn't love you."He exclaimed giving me a kiss on the cheek.
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4/16/13