Black Tears

Alyssa's POV
Harry spills his life story to me and I'm amazed. He's so sweet and just like every one else. Comes from a humble back ground and has always kept family close. I guess he'll be shocked to hear my story. He finishes up and I take a deep breath.''Your turn.''He says and I nod with a light smile.I look at him, his eyes showing me he cares and I swear I see a little hint of love and support in them too. So I start.

''I was born in New york, but we moved to London when I was three...but I was about ten when I found out about my dad..I was always told I never had one, until the talk..''He nods slightly, understanding what I mean about the 'talk'. ''That's when I found out..every one had a dad..so I asked my mom where mine was. She told me he never loved her..or me and he didn't give a shit,Opps..Sorry..I mean Crap.''I say, not knowing if Harry liked swear words.''You're fine..keep going.''He says and I nod gently.

''So that's when my life kinda went down hill a little.I only had my mom..that's it..but she hates me know..because of what I've become...but to be honest, its her fault. Most kids would have a parent or sibling at home to help them with school, but my mom never cared. She just said do it yourself...so I wouldn't do it at all..that's when i begin cutting class and just failing everything in class..''I gulp slightly, these harsh memories hurt bad.

I let a tear fall from my eye and Harry's thumb wipes it away.''Its okay...''He assures me and I nod. I carry on, feeling his hand touch mine gently.His fingers rub the top of my hand softly as I continue,''I dropped out..I started hanging with the wrong people..the guy I thought loved me..just wanted me for the sex he could he get..and that's what he got. As soon as he took my virginity..he left me..so I started doing drugs. Cocaine....mainly. It helped for a while..but then I found my job at the Strip Club..and it sorta helped..it just kept me going I guess...then my mom told me she wished I burn in Hell..''I say and look at the floor,keeping my eyes away from Harry's,for some reason.

''But growing up..I never went to any Family gatherings or Holidays...At Christmas..I woke up to nothing under the tree...nothing...''I mumble and let a few tears fall down from my eyes.''Hey..its okay..don't cry...please don't..''Harry says and I nod and he wipes the tears away carefully, being sure not to smudge my makeup.I smile lightly as he leans to me.

''I have no one Harry..''I sob. ''No..that's a lie.''He corrects me and I look into his eyes as he gets a little closer.''What..do you mean?''I ask him. He smiles slightly and then leans a little closer. ''You have..'' So close that his warm breath hits my face. It smells like mint. He hesitates a little then finishes his sentence, ''Me..'' I smile and his arms go around me.I throw my arms around his neck and he holds me tight in a hug as we sit there with our legs crossed facing each other.''Thank you Harry.''I say.''I would do anything for you Alyssa....anything.''He whispers to me.I smile lightly.

I have some one. I have a.....friend.

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