The Wrong Woman

I rolled over hours later only to bump my head on Felicity’s face. It shocked me for a moment; I’d forgotten she was still there. We had fallen asleep in each other’s arms at about 2am and a quick check of the time told me it was now 8am.

Felicity stirred and I watched as she slowly opened her eyes. She smiled when she saw me, stretching her arms out above her head.

“Morning.” I grinned at her.

“Mmm.” She responded.

“Sleep well?”

“Mmm.”

“Not a morning person then?” I asked but she merely she smiled in response.

Without thinking my finger reached over to trace over her lips before I leaned in and kissed her firmly on the lips. It must have been different to all the lust filled kisses I had given her before because when I pulled back I could see that it had caught her off guard. We stared at each other for a few moments until I self-consciously looked away.

“I should probably go.” She suddenly said after an awkward silence.
I could feel the funny ping in my stomach at the sound of that and I knew that I didn’t want to be alone.

“Stay.” I said looking over at her. “Stay with me.”

“I don’t know.” She replied sounding unsure.

“Does he know you’ve gone?”

“He’s probably thinks I got up early and went for a run. I usually do that on the weekends…”

“Well then… that means you don’t have to go anywhere.” I said and before I could talk myself out of it, my arms wrapped around her waist, holding her close. She seemed to stiffen in my arms at the intimacy of my embrace.

“What about your girlfriend?” She asked.

“What about her?” I said trying not to sound annoyed.

“She doesn’t live with you does she?”

“Nope.”

“So you don’t think she’ll come over?” She pressed. “Like last time.”

“Nope.”

“Are you sure?”

I gave her an impatient look and she fell silent.

“Do you love her?” She asked after a few moments.

“I don’t know. I guess so… I care about her a lot.” I admitted.

“So what is she like?”

“She’s half your age.” I snapped not really wanting to talk about Maddie.

“You don’t have to be rude.” Felicity said disentangling herself from my tight embrace.

“Well what do you want me to say? She’s a nice girl. And she’s probably too good for me.
She deserves better.” I mumbled.

“Okay.” Felicity said under her breath.

I hadn’t really ever voiced those thoughts before but I was beginning to realise how true they were.

“So do you want me to leave?” Felicity asked.

“No.”

I wrapped my arms around her again and for some reason she didn’t struggle. We lay there for a few minutes deep in thought.

“I’m sorry.” I finally said.

“About what?”

“For being an asshole.” I said.

“You’re not an asshole.” She paused. “Harry… we can stop this. You don’t ever have to see me again.”

I contemplated her words and I suddenly felt sick to my stomach.

“Why?” I said lightly. “You don’t like me anymore?”

“I like you Harry.” She said. “I like you a lot.”

“Well I like you too.” I responded trying to make it sound as though it wasn’t a big deal. “So why can’t we just keep liking each other?”

I wanted to lighten the mood and change the subject so I looked at her with a glint in my eye.

“Wanna shower with me?”

She paused for a moment and then smiled. Not long after, we ended up standing under the hot stream of water, enjoying the warmth of our bodies. I took her by the hands and turned her around, making her face away for me.

“Put your hands up on the wall.” I told her, and she placed her palms face down on the tiled wall in front of her. I then squirted a little body wash on the shower puff and slowly began to rub her entire body, starting from her back and down her thighs.

“Mmm that feels so good.” I heard her murmur and I saw her head hang down in front of her. I continued to massage her body, covering it entirely with soapy bubbles. My hands settled on her round ass, and I stepped forward to press myself against her.

“Your ass is so perfect.” I said. “I want to fuck you so bad.”

Felicity looked over her shoulder with a sly smile and I could feel myself grow harder. She took a step backward and stuck her ass out and I didn’t hesitate, positioning myself behind her. I entered her easily and I slowly started to pump in and out, my hand reaching around to touch her between her legs. She arched her back and I tasted her soapy skin as I kissed her neck.

It was the hottest sex I’d had in a while, feeling the water fall down around us as I slowly fucked her. I had never done it in the shower before and the feeling of her wet body responding to mine was bringing me close to the edge.

What they don’t know won’t hurt them, I kept thinking. But as I exploded with pleasure, my voice groaning out her name, suddenly everyone else was a distant memory.

X

Hours later I was lying with Maddie on my bed listening to music, although she was more intent on kissing me on the neck. It felt nice, but all I could do was hold up the CD cover and study it. I couldn’t help but think about Felicity. It didn’t help that we had been sleeping in this bed just hours earlier. And then to have Maddie’s small hands tugging at me, trying to get my attention. I just wasn’t in the mood.

“What’s wrong?” Maddie asked, her hands disappearing up my T-shirt to rest on my chest.

“Nothing baby.” I said. It had nothing to do with Maddie. I was tired from the night before and I just wanted to be alone.

“How can I make you feel better?” She asked.

I looked over to see her wide blue eyes gazing back at me and I couldn’t help but smile.

“You’re so adorable.” I said. A serious look came over my face and I couldn’t help but feel pangs of guilt shooting through me.

“Don’t be sad.” She breathed and her hands were suddenly roaming all over my body and I couldn’t help but respond to her eager kisses.

“Oh baby girl.” I couldn’t help but say as she climbed on top of me, her long brown hair falling onto my face as her kisses grew more desperate.

“I’m not a baby.” I heard her mutter before returning to my mouth.

“You are to me.”

“I just want to make you happy.” She murmured.

“You do.” I said and I couldn’t help but feel surprised when I felt the kiss grow deeper, her tongue plunging into my mouth, her hands pulling at my T-shirt. I suddenly gripped her arms to stop her. “What’s brought this on?”

She raised her head to look at me, all breathless, her lips swollen pink.

“You just seem so far away… I’m scared that I’m not making you happy anymore.”
I frowned at her words before reversing our positions, pushing her down on the bed and straddling her.

“You make me happy. More than you know.” I said firmly. Despite everything I needed her to believe that. She was a beautiful girl who deserved better than me; I had meant what I said to Felicity. But then why wouldn’t I just let her go? The thought of breaking up with Maddie and seeing her end up with a douchebag like Liam made me feel sick in the stomach. And just the thought of someone like Tomlinson laying a finger on her made my blood boil. I didn’t want to let her go.

“You’re mine remember?” I told her and she whimpered as my teeth sunk into her neck, nibbling on her, drawing the skin in my teeth until I was sure I had branded her with a little red mark. She squirmed beneath me, her hand reaching up to touch her neck.

“That’s just to remind you.” I told her.

But as I lay in bed alone that night I could only think about Felicity. I pulled out my phone and texted her.

Thinking about you

A minute later I checked my phone to see her reply.

Thinking about you too

God, I was so fucked up.

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