How do you do it?

Sometimes i wonder how you do it.
how do you sit back and watch yourself hurt someone
abd not feel any guilt. You say things to me,about me or behind me. And still look at me the same way.
With those eyes of green searching for an answer inside me. You want to know everything.
You want to know how i feel and if im truly hurting inside.
you just have to ask
and ill tell you
ill tell you that your the first boy i ever loved
you took my heart and locked it inside of yours
you placed my fingers inbetween each of yours
and in the end. You took that heart and shred it to peices
you could have just ripped it in half. Then it could be eaisier to put together.but you tore it
peice by peice and no one can fix it
no one wants to
because they look at what you made me
a girl with permanent tears painted on my face.
i am now just an empty void.
there is no desire of wanting to love.
because now theres only fear of ruining
what i have tried so hard to build up....

1. Sleep over!!!

   Chapter 1

2. The game

   Chapter 2

3. Fix you up

   Chapter 3

4. Is that really you

   Chapter 4

5. sneek-a-peek

   chapter 5

6. He's danger

   Chapter 6

7. I told you so!

   Chapter 7