Sami's POV:

After I helped Zayn out with his relationship issues, I started on my own. I was almost positive that I wanted Niall, now I just had to go for it. "Earth to Sami..." "What Horan?" "Do you want to go out this weekend?" "Oh, yeah, uh, sure." Huh, that was easy. I guess now I just have to make sure I don't embarrass myself. Have I ever been on a real date before? Probably not, oh well. I'm going on one now. "I'm gonna go shower." I quickly bolt upstairs, one thought running through my mind, I loved the pain from cutting out that chip... maybe I could try again. I slip into the bathroom and take Liam's razor blade, sliding it against my skin. At first, it's a dull sting and then, bliss... this is the greatest feeling ever. I make a few light cuts and then take a shower. The cutting actually relaxed me, maybe it really is a good thing to do. I think I'll keep it up.

Notes

I'm SOOO sorry, this is uber short and crappy. I've had writers block and school stuff to worry about. But hopefully, after I start school back up, I can update, at least on weekends. :) xx-effie