Broken

Ok… I’ve got this… I can do this…. I’m screwed. “Ok, so as you know, I have feelings for both of you, and that’s not ok. I have to be able to decide who I have REAL feelings for, not just a fangirl crush. BUT, you can’t get angry at me or at each other and NO sabotaging the others attempts. I’m not “dating” anyone yet, but I’m giving you both a chance to prove you deserve me. But, be civil. Ok, um, I’m done.” They nodded and walked out. Then, I collapsed on the couch and tried to think. I had NO idea how I was going to choose, this sucked. “Hey, get off my couch!” Louis whined, sitting on me. I groaned and crawled out from under him. “You’re so FAT!” I complained. He looked at me like I had slapped him. “How rude!” he dived in to tickle me. “Louis!! Stop! Stop!” I laughed. Liam ran out, “What’s he doing? Should I kill him?” Louis looked at me and we burst out laughing. “He sat on me and then tickled me.” I pouted. Liam poked Lou in the arm before going to make dinner. “Hey! I smell food. So I’m staying here.” Niall said, frolicking in. “No.” I said, pushing him out the door. “You can’t eat my food!” He grabbed the door frame, “ I wanna stay! Let me stay!” he was throwing a fit like a kid. “Fine, but just this one time.” I said, letting him in. He smiled and spun me around. “So, when is it my day with you?” he asked. I shrugged, 'Pick a day and let me know.” I smiled back. This was so new to me, I was used to abuse and being alone. Now I had two guys wanting me, and who were willing to fight each other for me. I didn't understand what was happening to me. How did I get so lucky? “Stop thinking so we can eat please.” Niall whined. I slapped him. “Sshh, I was thinking about you!” He looked shocked, everyone looked shocked. I rolled my eyes. “What? Am I not allowed to think about boys?” Liam shook his head. “Daddy Direction says no.” Louis said. “And Mommy Direction seconds that.” Harry said. I groaned. “Why not? Why can't I have a chance at a normal teenage life? Is that so wrong?” They all nodded. I ran into the room and slammed the door shut.