Forbidden Love

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Evelyn's POV:
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The door flies opened, as he steps out of my room; and my life. I now know that I have lost him for good, and nothing could make me gain him back. My apologies are like medicine to his taste; they are bitter and forced to be taken. My pleas are like needles to his heart, stingy and disturbing to his red pumper.





I killed his trust, the trust that he once had in me after several attempts of gaining it. Now the petals of our future are dead, plucked out forcefully from the roots, and suffering from a lethal death. “(She croaks, while grabbing me in her arms) Evelyn, darling? Please let me help you lie down.” I try to force my body to move, but alas; it has come to a dysfunction.





My mother and Annette grab me in their arms, trying their best to land me on my matters. I begin hitting myself with random slaps, savouring the pain I am receiving. Yes, more; I deserve to be in pain. I deserve to be dead. “(She yells in her crying voice, while Annette grabs my hands) EVELYN ENOUGH! STOP HURTING YOURSELF!”





I cry out my whimpering pain, forcing my lungs to screech in discomfort: “I DESERVE THIS MOTHER! I DESRVE THIS MORE THAN HE DOES! I NEED TO FEEL PAIN! I AM THE ONE THAT SHOULD BURN INTERNALLY! NOT HARRY!” With his name being screamed at the end, I feel a sudden blockage on my throat. “Mother?” I speak, but my voice isn’t heard. I try clearing my throat, and speaking again: “What happened?” My voice never appeared again, which made me cry deeper in silence.





Could this be my punishment, god? Silencing me till the day that I die? I wish that day came sooner, for I have done the worst thing in my life. I was betrayed the only person I loved, and I still love. He is the only person I love, and the only one that loved me back. Please god, take my ability to breathe, take my ability to feel, but don’t take my voice, that need to scream his name on a constant rate. “Annette call the hospital, right now!” My mother frantically begs, as she dips down beside me to hold my face.





“(Even though her tears are falling, she is forcing out a reassuring smile) You’re going to be alright, honey. Breathe for me, Evelyn.” I smile under my tears at me mother, before I begin to feel my body relaxing under its own actions. I have no control of what’s happening to me right now; neither do I know why my eyelids are closing without my own help.





…Midnight (At the Hospital)…




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Rosalind’s POV:
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“Mrs. Rider, I need you to hear me out till the end, since your daughter’s condition is very sensitive right now.” I nod in silence at the doctor, while forcing myself to stay calm. “Evelyn has suffered from a severe psychological trauma. Emotional and psychological trauma is the result of extraordinarily stressful events that shatter your sense of security, making you feel helpless and vulnerable in a dangerous world. Her vocal chords are closed, due to the shock from the experience. (He sighs, as I begin dwelling my tears) However, that would be cured when she begins to wakeup from the sedition. (He breathes, trying to maintain his optimistic tone) Her legs where not responding, when I did the reflexes checkup in the emergency wing. We need to wait, until she has awakened. Only then I would know if her legs are functioning, or not.”

Notes

Well, I suppose you all understood today's chapters :( But yet, I need to explain what the doctor told Rosalind (Evelyn's mother). The information about the emotional or psychological trauma was taken from a medicated internet source, so its real I didn't create it from my own (Y) Evelyn had this sever- unexpected shock from everything that happened with Harry's reaction; once he knew about the legal contract. I know it was a little graphic and sad, but I had to show you how Evelyn wasn't able to control her sane thinking any longer. She isn't going to become a mental patient, but she might not have functioning legs; just like the doctor said. She lost her voice since she screamed a lot, but it will come back (Relax <3), but her legs may/may not work any longer. Now of course we all need to hear more from the doctor about Evelyn's case, but that will be all in tomorrow's chapters (Y)

Questions for tomorrow: A long period of time? What has happened? Evelyn wants what straight? An unexpected show up? Who :O

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