Forbidden Love
I Don't Mind. (15th Chapter)
Evelyn's POV:
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I think the dignity in me, and the loyalty that I have for Desmond; where the reasons behind my next action. I flip my hand and slap him harshly, causing him to flinch and leave my waist immediately. “(I growl in anger) How dare you do that?” Harry’s left cheek is covered with redness from my hit, as his entire body quivers from the contact. He lifts his hand and places it over his bruised cheek, leaving me alone in the abandoned outdoors; stomping his feet back to the inside.
My mind isn’t stable at this moment, since everything is just swarming in dizzy circles. How, when, and why on earth did he kiss me? Did he forget that I am his father’s wife, which entitles me to be his stepmom? Could I be the reason behind this sudden action? Have I been sending him, or showing him any sort of signal that allows him to kiss me?
I cross my arms over my chest, covering my body like I was nude under the heated sun. I feel disgraced, insulted, and confused. But what angers me the most about myself is that deep down; a part of me savored the moment. A part of me enjoyed his wet lips over mine. A part of me was ringing all the bells of nature, at the touch of his lips over mine. This is all wrong; it is by far the most terrible thing that could happen. What would Desmond think of my and his son after all?
He wouldn’t blame him, because they are related by blood; but he would blame me for sure. Who knows, he might even divorce me in the blink of an eye. On the other side of my complex feelings, I feel proud and sad. Proud because I slapped him for self-protection, and sad because I stained his tender cheek with hurt. Why do I even care about him this much? He’s my husband’s son, and nothing else!
“Mrs. Evelyn, we have a little problem at the moment.” I stop arguing with my mind, when Mrs. Higgins’s voice appears. I haven’t even noticed that I am back inside, clearly distracted by the sinful moment. “(I clear my throat, trying my best to sound as calm as possible) What’s the matter?” Mrs. Higgins notices that I am not myself, but she decides to stick with reality instead of concern.
“Mr. Harold just left off, and one of his friends is in the living room. He just arrived, and he has decided to wait until Mr. Styles would be back. Would you like me to send him off, if you’re not feeling hospitable at the moment?” I shake my head, denying her suggestion. “I don’t mind, I guess I’ll keep him welcomed until Harry gets back. Could you fix us some tea, please?” She nods, while I walk to the living room; crossing over the large hallways.
I glance over the guy’s face, noticing that I have seen him before. “Hello, I’m Evelyn. And you might be?” He smiles, standing up to shake my hand. “I’m Liam Payne. I really need to talk to Harry; I even called him earlier to visit. But he just left, which is confusing me a little. But no worries, I would wait.” Deep down I laugh in sarcasm, if only this Liam guy knew what made his friend barge off instantly.
“(I smile at the sudden idea I receive) Its fine, please relax and make yourself feel comfortable. It would be really good to bond with Harry’s friends, for a change. I’d like to get along with you and the rest, just so I would be able to learn more about him. (I laugh in a joking matter) I am new to this, after all.” Liam chuckles politely, while I feel satisfied with my plan. If Liam could teach me about Harry, then it would be easier for me to understand his character, and grasp the ability to make him like me… not that he already doesn’t; but as family wise.
Notes
Okay I know all of you are shocked, but trust me as much as the chapters were thrilling; my notes will answer everything left (Y) Harry was being protective around Evelyn, since he didn't want her to be closer to Louis or any of his male friends in general. Louis's intention wasn't dirty towards Evelyn at all, but Harry's boiling jealousy darkened his mind and made him this furious. Obviously he and Louis are close friends, but at the same time his feelings for Evelyn are incredibly strong and untamed (Y) Now as for Evelyn, do you remember how she described her feeling when she met Lilly (Louis's red-headed cousin)? She felt this strange feeling that made her angry and annoyed, why? Because she obviously has buried feelings for Harry as well. They both keep fighting their feelings, but Harry's kiss was unplanned yet it was relieving to his suppressed emotions. Evelyn slapped him because she felt a pang of guilt, she ever admitted that a part of her enjoyed the taste of his kiss; but it is wrong (Y) She has a point, but at the same time, their attraction to one another is uncontrollable <3
Questions for tomorrow: Midnight? Whispering yells? A pillow? Desmond's voice calling? :O
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3/29/15