It's so fucking cold, I say to myself as I walk down the dark alley into the abandoned warehouse, I walk into an atmosphere so hypnotic, being greeted by the guard I shook his hand and asked where 'he' was, I nodded at his reply and pushed through the crowd grabbing a few drinks along the way, upon seeing the double doors I shoved them open and walked up to 'him', praying to myself he would hear me out.

"Why am I here?" I said looking at my shoes.

"It's time.." He smirked.

I thought about it for a second, what does he mean?

"What do you mean" I questioned.

"You're eighteen tomorrow"

Oh.

"I can't be one of you, not after what happened to Luke.." I trailed off, gulping down the vile that threatened to pour out of me.

"It's the law, I must follow it and so should you Louis" He got up and grabbed my chin and looked me in the eyes.

"He's not here because he wasn’t loyal, you are, you have nothing to worry about" He let go and grabbed his drink and threw it back.

"How long?" I asked taking a huge breath hoping it wouldn’t be long.

“Two weeks max” He said thanking some chick for some pills and popping them.

“Done, now can I leave?”

“You’re going home with Ashton, you’ll be staying there” I nodded and walked out, grabbing my phone and sending a text to Liam telling him I had to go visit my mum in Doncaster. This is gonna be a long two weeks.

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Three days, three days since I’ve seen Louis, everyone’s worried, Liam had said he went to visit his mum but Liam texted to see if everything was okay and if Louis had gotten there safely, Louis hadn’t shown up.

I’ve spent the last few days crying and checking every now and then for a text but nothing showed up, I decided I’d go out and get some food, I grabbed my coat and headed out, and I arrived at KFC and ordered a burger and sat down at the back going through my Instagram and Twitter, a few weeks ago Luke Hemmings a member of 5sos was shot, no one knows why, us fans went into meltdown, twitter went into meltdown, our lives never felt so incomplete, they stopped releasing songs, nothing is the same, I looked on their page seeing the long responses, girls heartbroken, then a photo popped up in my feed, I clicked on the link and saw Louis, what the actual fuck?

Later that day, I went up to Liams and showed him, he was upset knowing his best mate is alive and well.

“Liam, do you think he’ll come back?” I asked as I snuggled up to him.

“To be honest, I don’t know” He replied stroking my hair.

“It’s late, go to sleep” He whispered reaching over me to turn the lamp off.

I fell into a dream filled sleep, memories rushing through my head, making scenes out of my biggest fears; Losing Louis Tomlinson

Notes

Hey!
Hope it was an okay chapter!
Lemme know how im doing

~Livvie~