Esoteric.

“I’m Starving.” I whined, flopping myself on to Shiloh’s bed.

“The food should be here any minute.”

“You said that forever ago.”

“You just ate.” , Shiloh commented, rolling her eyes.


“Doesn’t mean I’m not hungry.” I sighed.


“Told you.” Shiloh said just after the doorbell rang. I ignored her comment, hopping off of the bed following behind her. I hadn’t thought much about pulling on any pants though I probably should have. I stood behind her as she opened the door, not caring if she was only dressed in a baggy T-shirt. The pizza delivery guys eyes nearly bulged out at the sight of her long thin legs.

“Did you really just answer the door without any pants on?” Zayn asked coming around the corner. I couldn’t control the instant blush that covered my face the second I heard his voice. I really should’ve put pants on. I attempted to tug my T-shirt down

“I did.”

“You don’t think that’s a little bit inappropriate?”

“I don’t.”

“Seriously?”

“What?”

“You just. . . You can’t just do that.”

“Actually, I can.”

“It makes you seem like a slut.”

“I think she looks hot.” Harry chimed in, of course. He’s such a damn pervert.

“Shut up.” Zayn snapped shoving his friend back into the living room.

I followed quickly behind Shiloh back to her room. “You didn’t tell me Zayn was here.” I whisper shouted the instant we were out of earshot.

“Well you know. He does live here.” she mocked sitting on the floor.

“No duh! but it would have been nice to know so that I’d be able to put on some pants.”

“Why? It’s not a big deal.”

“Not a big deal?!” I said a little too loud.

“Calm down. Jeez!”

I huffed sitting down beside her. Maybe it wasn’t a big deal to her, but to me, on the other hand, it was huge. Though I knew she wasn’t very fond of the thought of me liking her brother she still could’ve mentioned it. I grabbed a piece of pizza, shoving it into my mouth. The rest of the night was spent watching your usual chick flicks.

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I woke up feeling warmer than usual. I forced my eyes open seeing Shiloh laying partly across me. Great. I did my best to remove her heavy limbs from off the top of me. Quietly I walked into the kitchen. grabbing a water from the fridge. I took a large gulp quenching my thirst.

“What are you doing down here?” A familiar deep voice sounded through the kitchen, scaring the absolute shit out of me. I jumped causing my water to spill over the front of my white shirt revealing my bright pink bra underneath.

“Sorry about that.” He smirked as his eyes leveled with my chest. Immediately I brought my arms up doing my best to cover the soaked area. I nodded not knowing what to say. “So, you going to answer my question?” he questioned grabbing a water from the fridge as well.

“Oh. I um, I was just... um, I was just thirsty.” I stuttered idiotically.

“I see that.” He smiled holding back a chuckle.

I could feel my entire face heat up as he looked my way. Why did he have to do this to me? Why did I have to turn into a blubbering idiot the second he looked my way. It’s ridiculous, right? I mean he barely knew I existed.

“Mm. I’m going to uh, go back to bed.” I muttered backing away.

“Night Em.” He smiled revealing his absolutely flawless teeth.

“Night.” I muttered before turning on my heel rushing up the stairs. Slowly crawling back into bed next to Shiloh, I laid wide awake. WhY did these things have to happen to me? Why did I have to constantly embarrass myself?

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“Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!“

I groaned pulling the duvet over my head.

“Get up you lazy ass.”

“No. It’s too early.”

“It’s noon!.” Shiloh shouted as she continued jumping up and down on the bed while I made no attempt to move. “If you’re not up in the next five minutes I’m getting a bucket of water.

“You wouldn’t.”

“Oh, but I would.”

I sat up throwing the covers back almost immediately.

“Thought so.”

“Yeah, yeah. Shut up.” I grouched.

“Woah. Woah. No need to be so grumpy.”

“There is though. The’re a huge need. A need so large that I just want to take your ‘bucket of water’ and smack you up side the head with it.”

“Maybe I don’t want to go to the mall with you.”

“Good. Then I’d actually be able to go back to sleep.”

“Oh, but that’d be no fun.”

“Yes, it would.”

“Nah! Now go take a shower. I don’t want to be seen with a smelly person.” she smiled pulling me too my feet.

“I don’t smell.” I defended.

“You keep telling yourself that.”

“You’re such a bitch.”

“You love me though.”

“At this moment That is debatable”

“How rude!” she mocked hurt placing her hand over her heart.

“I’m sure you’re devastated by my words.”

“Hey! You never know. I just may be.”

“Whatever.” I mumbled rolling my eyes.

“Yeah, whatever. Now go, go!” she said gently shoving me towards the restroom,.

“I’m going. I’m going.” I huffed entering the bathroom shutting the door behind. I took my time, knowing it’d aggravate her further. Eventually I got out pulling on a fresh set of clothes not bothering with my makeup beside a bit of mascara, I almost fell yet again walking down the stairs, although no one was around to see. Thank the lord.

I made my way into the living assuming that’s where she’d be. I was instantly disgusted by the sight before me. Shiloh was placed on top of Harry’s lap, giggling away. He’s such a gross human being. I mean honestly. I wouldn’t be surprised if he had an STD by now with the amount of girls he sleeps around with.

“Took you long enough.” Shiloh said finally noticing me.

“Mhm. You ready?”

“Duh! I’ve just been waiting on you.”

“Where are you ladies going?” Harry questioned. Pft, like he needed to know.

“None of your business.” I shot back, quite rudely.

“‘To the mall.” Shiloh answered with a smile.

“What the fuck was that? I asked as we made our way to my car.

“‘What the fuck was what?”

“Oh, um. I don’t know. You flirting with Harold.”

“First of all. His name isn’t Harold. It’s actually Harry and second of all why do you care?”

“I couldn’t give two fucks about his actual name. I don’t even want to know why you know that, and because he’s disgusting.”

“He’s not disgusting.”

“Um. Yeah, he is.”

“Whatever.”

I chose to keep my mouth shut. Knowing if I didn’t a huge fight would erupt. One always did when Shiloh didn’t get exactly what she wanted.

“Oh. What? You’re not talking to me now?” she asked quite rudely.

“Never said I wasn’t.”

“Well you’re acting like you have a stick up your ass.”

“No. I’m actually not.”

“Um. Yeah. You actually are.”

“I’m really not in the mood to do this with you.”

“Do what? Have a conversation.”

“No. Have an argument. Every single time something doesn’t go your way you start an argument and honestly I’m just tired of it.”

“You’re being a little over exagerant.”

“Okay.”

“Seriously? If you’re going to act like this then you can just turn this car around.”

“Or you could just get out.” I mumbled.

“Excuse me.”

Most of time I’d keep my thoughts to myself but I’m all too tired of this. “You’re excused. Get out.” I snapped pulling to the curb.

“No.”

“Yes. This is my car and I’m so sick and tired of this. I’ve done absolutely nothing to you and you’re picking a fight for no reason. I’m not in the mood to deal with your shit today.”

She stared at me incredulously

“Get out, Now!”

“You’re seriously going to make me walk home?”

“It’s only about a fifteen minute walk from here.”

“You’re kidding right?”

“No. I’m not. Bye.”

She stepped out without another word. I understand it was a tad bitchy to do but oh well. As soon as she stepped on the sidewalk I pulled away. The farther down the highway I drove the worse I felt. About to turn around I decided to just keep on going. I was such a pushover if I just gave in now she’d never take me seriously.
Knowing her she’s probably already had someone pick her up.

I sighed remembering I’d have to stop by her house to grab my charger. Just fucking great. Praying to myself that she wasn’t there. Walking into the house and up the stairs cautiously. Relief quickly rushed through over me when I didn’t see her. I grabbed my charger rushing back out her room. Unfortunately I wasn’t paying attention like usual and smacked right into something hard.

Or someone.

Notes

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