Unstable

Name: Lilac West
Age:20
DOB:09-06-93
Reason For Applying: Drug Abuse, Mental Illnesses, and Alcohol.
I filled out the form for this therapist that a friend at the shelter advised me to go to. Honestly I wanted to get clean but, I don't know if I can actually do it.

Just for a try right? That's what I said when I had my first whiff of cocaine.
I walked out onto the sidewalk gaining the usual stares, ava mother's warning their children nit to become like me. The thing is that I agree with them, I would love to go at least just one day without worrying if they'd kick me out of the shelter. I've been living three fur almost three years.
As I step into the office, I go up to the front desk and see I woman with a skinny frame, chestnut hair, her rosy pale skin binging out he electric blue eyes.
"Hello may I help you love?"
"I'm looking f-for doctor Payne, the therapist?" I stated more like a question.
"May I have your name first, last name and your middle initial?"
"Ugmh... Lilac West, aged I don't have a middle name."
"Ok ms Ms. West Doctor Payne will see you in three minutes, he's with a patient."
I gave a light smile and sat in the one of the waiting chairs. I'm nervous about this. I haven't had the best life, actually nothing even close to ok. I'm embarrassed to be one who didn't even have stood respect for herself. I know it's wrong but, wrong fits into every aspect of my life.

"Lilac West, Dr. Payne will see you now" I got up and crossed my fingers hoping that this might actually go well.

Notes

The first Chapter whooooooooo!!!!!!
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