Save Me From Myself
Chapter Seven
Birdsong filled my ears and it took me a moment to adjust to the unfamiliar sound, my disorientation worsened when I finally opened my eyes to the sunlight streaming through the lounge window. I pushed myself up on my elbows, the blanket slipping down my frame as I did so. A piece of paper fell from sofa I was sleeping on, landing next to an almost empty bottle of Rosé and my glass from the night before. Picking the note up and ridding my eyes of sleep, I took in the words written in an almost calligraphic font.
Skye,
You fell asleep just before the end of the movie – just so you know, Bradley Cooper’s character does live happily ever after! I’ve corked your bottle of Rosé; that was bottle number two! We deserved those drinks though!
Text me when you wake up!
Gemma :) xx
I smiled at her words, grabbing my phone to check the time and thank Gemma for coming around to keep me company, even though I fell asleep. I noted that the text sent at 11:03; I hadn’t realised it was quite so late in the morning. Reaching for the TV remote, I turned off the credits of The Silver Linings Playbook and put one of the music channels on instead, hoping an upbeat song would give me the motivation to move off of my makeshift bed. It took half an hour and 8 spritely songs for me to get my ass moving and start tidying up. I plugged my iPod into the speakers, turning the volume up and listening to the music I wanted to hear. I threw pizza boxes in rubbish bin, along with the empty wine bottle that Gemma and I had quickly made our way through. One Direction songs scattered my playlist, bringing thoughts of Harry to my mind instantly. He’d be home soon, just one more day. I have no idea what their touring schedule is this time around, Harry usually just tells me which city he’s in when he gets there. Sometimes I wonder if he even knows himself. It’s difficult to keep up.
An hour into my unscheduled cleaning spree, I had ploughed through both the living room and the kitchen, choosing to stop there as I had quite frankly had enough for the time being. I reclined on our bed for a moment, closing my eyes and breathing deeply as I felt well rested for the first time in a few days. The late nights and not being able to sleep had really taken a lot of energy from me. I wholeheartedly blamed Harry, chuckling at the thought.
Rising from the comfort of my mattress, I made my way to the bathroom for a shower, letting the hot water hit my skin as I took the opportunity to relax, thoughts of my last shower with Harry consuming me.
After running a few errands, including grocery shopping successfully without being stopped by fans or snapped continuously by paparazzi, I got back home. It was strange how the press followed me, even without Harry by my side, but I’d gotten used to it by now.
I had realised that I had no true plans for my day and so I called Harry on Skype, hoping that he would answer quickly to supress my now very apparent boredom. He answered the call, looking very happy with himself. “Hey babe! How’s tricks?”
I grinned back, his happiness filling me with my own. “Hi! All good here, I’m just so bored! What are you up to?” I smiled, twisting my hair in my fingertips as I awaited his reply.
“Oh that sucks. We’re on the bus at the moment, not really sure where we are or where we’re headed.” He laughed and I did too. “Why don’t you go in the Jacuzzi? It’s a sunny day out and it hasn’t been nice enough to go in for ages. That’ll take your boredom away.” Harry winked at me suggestively, a smirk forming on his face as I shook my head.
“You know what, babe? I might actually do just that. Oh, it’s such a shame that you’re not here!” I laughed, seeing him roll his eyes as I did so. We exchanged goodbyes and I sent my well wishes throughout the bus as I could hear the other guys chatting in the background.
It had been just over an hour since I had signed off of Skype from Harry and I was just about ready for a session in the Jacuzzi. My hair pinned back on my skull, my bikini covering my decency and the night drawing in as I made my way down the garden, I felt completely at ease. I immersed myself in the water, allowing the jets to massage my back as my eyes fell shut.
“I’m glad you took my advice.” The silence was disturbed by a low murmur in my ear, catching me off guard, but a smile plastering itself on my lips all the same.
My eyes fluttered open as Harry submerged his own body in the water, joining me and pressing a gentle kiss to my lips. “I thought you weren’t coming back until tomorrow?”
I raised an eyebrow at him as he looked me straight in the eyes. “I may have told you that I was going to be away longer than I actually was, just to surprise you.” His voice still low, he locked his fingers with mine.
“You bastard, Harry Styles, there was I thinking I’d have to sleep alone tonight!” I moved my arms up, my fingers tugging at his curls before my arms fell to his neck. My legs wrapped around his waist instantly, a soft moan eliciting from our lips in sync as our most sensitive parts pressed against each other with force. Our mouths meshed together in a chaste kiss, a mess of tongues, teeth and lip biting. I pulled Harry’s sopping wet t-shirt from his chest and threw it to the side, mentally cursing him for not getting rid of his clothes before he came in. He fumbled with the button on his shorts and I helped him, pulling them down his legs, his boxers following suit as we discarded the material quickly.
He kissed me deeper, his hands roaming down my body as he hooked his fingertips around the waist band of my bikini bottoms, tugging them down skilfully with one hand as he supported my frame with the other.
His lips went to my neck as he teased my entrance, an irritated whine being drawn from my mouth. “Harryyyyyyyy…” He smirked against my lips, silencing my moan as he moved his hips with mine in a slow rhythm. I heard a groan escape Harry’s throat as he rocked our bodies together, faster than before but still in perfect sync. The air around us was silent but for the sound of the water splashing between us and the ever growing noise of our breathing picking up in speed as we came closer to our edges. I hit my peak first though Harry followed close behind me, the sound of his pleasure throwing my body into delight.
Harry rested in a seat of the Jacuzzi, pulling my body on top of his as our breathing slowed, our bodies still a limp tangle that had become one. “I’m so glad I came back tonight.”
Skye,
You fell asleep just before the end of the movie – just so you know, Bradley Cooper’s character does live happily ever after! I’ve corked your bottle of Rosé; that was bottle number two! We deserved those drinks though!
Text me when you wake up!
Gemma :) xx
I smiled at her words, grabbing my phone to check the time and thank Gemma for coming around to keep me company, even though I fell asleep. I noted that the text sent at 11:03; I hadn’t realised it was quite so late in the morning. Reaching for the TV remote, I turned off the credits of The Silver Linings Playbook and put one of the music channels on instead, hoping an upbeat song would give me the motivation to move off of my makeshift bed. It took half an hour and 8 spritely songs for me to get my ass moving and start tidying up. I plugged my iPod into the speakers, turning the volume up and listening to the music I wanted to hear. I threw pizza boxes in rubbish bin, along with the empty wine bottle that Gemma and I had quickly made our way through. One Direction songs scattered my playlist, bringing thoughts of Harry to my mind instantly. He’d be home soon, just one more day. I have no idea what their touring schedule is this time around, Harry usually just tells me which city he’s in when he gets there. Sometimes I wonder if he even knows himself. It’s difficult to keep up.
An hour into my unscheduled cleaning spree, I had ploughed through both the living room and the kitchen, choosing to stop there as I had quite frankly had enough for the time being. I reclined on our bed for a moment, closing my eyes and breathing deeply as I felt well rested for the first time in a few days. The late nights and not being able to sleep had really taken a lot of energy from me. I wholeheartedly blamed Harry, chuckling at the thought.
Rising from the comfort of my mattress, I made my way to the bathroom for a shower, letting the hot water hit my skin as I took the opportunity to relax, thoughts of my last shower with Harry consuming me.
After running a few errands, including grocery shopping successfully without being stopped by fans or snapped continuously by paparazzi, I got back home. It was strange how the press followed me, even without Harry by my side, but I’d gotten used to it by now.
I had realised that I had no true plans for my day and so I called Harry on Skype, hoping that he would answer quickly to supress my now very apparent boredom. He answered the call, looking very happy with himself. “Hey babe! How’s tricks?”
I grinned back, his happiness filling me with my own. “Hi! All good here, I’m just so bored! What are you up to?” I smiled, twisting my hair in my fingertips as I awaited his reply.
“Oh that sucks. We’re on the bus at the moment, not really sure where we are or where we’re headed.” He laughed and I did too. “Why don’t you go in the Jacuzzi? It’s a sunny day out and it hasn’t been nice enough to go in for ages. That’ll take your boredom away.” Harry winked at me suggestively, a smirk forming on his face as I shook my head.
“You know what, babe? I might actually do just that. Oh, it’s such a shame that you’re not here!” I laughed, seeing him roll his eyes as I did so. We exchanged goodbyes and I sent my well wishes throughout the bus as I could hear the other guys chatting in the background.
It had been just over an hour since I had signed off of Skype from Harry and I was just about ready for a session in the Jacuzzi. My hair pinned back on my skull, my bikini covering my decency and the night drawing in as I made my way down the garden, I felt completely at ease. I immersed myself in the water, allowing the jets to massage my back as my eyes fell shut.
“I’m glad you took my advice.” The silence was disturbed by a low murmur in my ear, catching me off guard, but a smile plastering itself on my lips all the same.
My eyes fluttered open as Harry submerged his own body in the water, joining me and pressing a gentle kiss to my lips. “I thought you weren’t coming back until tomorrow?”
I raised an eyebrow at him as he looked me straight in the eyes. “I may have told you that I was going to be away longer than I actually was, just to surprise you.” His voice still low, he locked his fingers with mine.
“You bastard, Harry Styles, there was I thinking I’d have to sleep alone tonight!” I moved my arms up, my fingers tugging at his curls before my arms fell to his neck. My legs wrapped around his waist instantly, a soft moan eliciting from our lips in sync as our most sensitive parts pressed against each other with force. Our mouths meshed together in a chaste kiss, a mess of tongues, teeth and lip biting. I pulled Harry’s sopping wet t-shirt from his chest and threw it to the side, mentally cursing him for not getting rid of his clothes before he came in. He fumbled with the button on his shorts and I helped him, pulling them down his legs, his boxers following suit as we discarded the material quickly.
He kissed me deeper, his hands roaming down my body as he hooked his fingertips around the waist band of my bikini bottoms, tugging them down skilfully with one hand as he supported my frame with the other.
His lips went to my neck as he teased my entrance, an irritated whine being drawn from my mouth. “Harryyyyyyyy…” He smirked against my lips, silencing my moan as he moved his hips with mine in a slow rhythm. I heard a groan escape Harry’s throat as he rocked our bodies together, faster than before but still in perfect sync. The air around us was silent but for the sound of the water splashing between us and the ever growing noise of our breathing picking up in speed as we came closer to our edges. I hit my peak first though Harry followed close behind me, the sound of his pleasure throwing my body into delight.
Harry rested in a seat of the Jacuzzi, pulling my body on top of his as our breathing slowed, our bodies still a limp tangle that had become one. “I’m so glad I came back tonight.”
Notes
Hiya!I am so sorry that it's taken me so long to get round to updating this!
I promise to be much more diligent in the future!
Thoughts/opinions are appreciated as always... Apologies for the lack of smut warning, too!
Love! x
please update!!!!! soon im so courios!Xxxx
12/13/13