its bin a month since the boys all auditioned as a band, no surprise they got through i was so very happy for them but i couldnt help but miss them like crazy.
they called when they had time witch was every two weeks i couldnt help but feel like they were alrady forgeting about me....it scared me.....the thought ...of never seeing them again.
they only time i sall them was on tv, always laughing while i cryed.
i went to visit louis family because i was quite close with his mum, she told me all about how he was having the best time and how she knew they would get famous it ended with her crying on my shoulder,
it had bin a while since they called so i decided to call liam and see how things were going
1 ring......2 ring....3 ring....on the fourth ring he picked up
"HEY LIAM!!!" i yelled into the phone
"ohhh um ..hey"
"so how are things?" i asked excited
"goood!...may i ask who this it"?
"this is joe"
"Joe? i dont know any joes sorry"
and with that he hung up on me
i was numb he didnt just say that it had bin a month and he alrady forgot about me
then i new they had done it ......they had broke the one thing that kept me going there promis never to leave me...................or forget me, but they did and i started hating them for it..............i found myself crying at night because i new they would never think of me ever again....ever.
so i did the only thing i could and that was forget Niall Liam Harry Zayn and of coures Louis the love of my life.
i have to move on i told myself i have to get them out of my minde but i never did.
and i never will.

Notes

this isnt the last chapter!!!!!!!
they best is yet to come :)
sorry i havent writen in a while i had no internet ;(
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