i don't know
wow...
the apartment lookt like shit, so i cleaned it a bit and then i walked to school.
"jess" caroline screamed so i walked over to them.
"wassup?" zayn i think, said.
"why do they still asking me that? don't they know that the sky is up?" i whipsered to caroline and she started to giggle.
"you say wassup it can be how are you, what are you doing" molly snaped.
"and how do i know if they're asking how i am or what i'm doing?" i asked.
"you don't" she laughed."have you been living under a stoon your hole life" she snaped and laughed.
"a bigger and a ritcher stoon then you" i snaped back. wow where did that come from.
zayn and caroline stated to laugh. molly just sighed and walked in.
"ready for a new day in school?" caroline asked and we walked in.
"nah, i don't like school"i mumled and sat down next to her.
"no one does sister" she laughed.
the teacher started to talk about so many things that i don't have a idea about that it is.
"um.. how are you?" the teacher asked, he sat down next to us.
"we're fine, you can go" caroline snaped.
"shut up" he snaped back.
"my uncle" she said and smiled and i nobbed.
"so how are you jess?" he asked me.
"i'm fine" i said
"i heard what happened and..." he started.
"nothing happened" i snaped.
"you know that you can talk to me" he said.
"you're a stranger.. why would i talk about me and how i feel with you?" i asked.
"okay, you don't has to but if you wanna too" he said and walked away.
caroline started to laugh.
"i'm living at him so that's why we're fithing like that" she said.
"why?" i asked.
"why i live there?" she said and i nobbed.
"i'm fighting a lot with my drunk father so i can't live there they said" she said.
"your mother then?" i asked.
"she's dead, she died when i was four" she said.
"mine died last year" i said.
"WHAT?" caroline asked.
"yes" i whispered. she hugged me and said nice things to me.
"why are you back in school now?" she asked.
"i can't live inside a apartment my whole life" i laughed.
"we're going to a party" she said.
"what?" i asked.
"yeah, niall and harry was going to have one tonight, lets go" she said.
"but it's school tomorrow?" i said slowly.
"come on jess, you need it" she smiled.
"okay" i said.
"good, so after school we go home to you, change cloths and stuff then we go to my place and do it to me" she said when we walked out from the class room.
"okay" i nobbed.
we walked over to the people that we was with yesterday.
"are you two coming tonight?" niall asked.
"umm.." i started.
"yeah we are" caroline said.
"have you even drinkt before?" molly laughed.
"if she hasn't i can help her"harry snaped back to molly who where about to slap him or me.
"umm.. no i hasn't" i said.
"caroline come" harry said fast and walked away with her. they talked and come back.
"harry is picking us up at my house later today" she said and i nobbed.
"what does you have now?" zayn asked.
"english and you?" i asked back.
"same, molly has it too" he said and smiled.
"she's not siting with us zayn" she said fast.
"maybe you aren't siting with us" he snaped.
"oh my god" she sighed and walked away. zayn and i started to walk to out class.
"she don't like me" i said slowly.
"she only likes them who's fucked her, or maybe only they how are fucking her" he laughed.
"have you.." i started.
"once, she is so boring" he said and sat down.
"so you are one of the guys how fucks the first girl he ca? i've heard about them" i said.
"i don't now, i was drunk and she was all over me" he said.
"ugh" i sighed. and he laughed. am i that funny? i don't understand them. not molly, not zayn and not harry, really not harry. am i going to be drunk tonight? for the first time.. this is going to be akward.
