Imagines

i cant believe he did that.
~~~flashback~~~
im driving to the studio where the boys have been recording,i have just got back from the doctors with the news that im pregnant with zayns baby.Yes Zayn Mailk from the boy band One direction. i got to the studio and parked up, i entered the building and went to find the 5 boys. once i got where they where recording i pushed the door open to see only 4 of the boys messing about. Zayn was not there, where could he be? Niall was the first to notice me
"hey (y/n)!" i smiled and answered "hey boys!where's Zayn?" the boys didn't answer. Liam started to stutter "u-um h-h-he u-um is um..." he looked behind me. i turned around to see something i didn't want to see. there stood Zayn making out with Perrie Edwards, tears started to fall from my eyes. i spoke up "Z-z-zayn" he immediately stopped kisser her and turned to look at me. he started to apologise to me but i wasn't listening. I turned around and walk out of the building, i never want to see him again.
~~~end of flashback~~~
i sat in the shower the water cascading down my back. how could he do that to me, we have been together for 3 years now, i thought he loved me? i needed to feel pain, I looked around the bathroom until i spotted a razor laying on the side. i have heard a lot about how people self harm because it relives them from there pain. i step out of the shower and pick it up. i pry the blade out and return to my spot i was just in. I sit down just staring at the blade, i pick up the courage and i put the blade up to my wrist and i cut. it hurts but in a good way, i cut again and again. i move on to my other wrist and do the same. What am i doing? i throw the blade down, and clean the cut until they stop bleeding. i stop the shower and hop out, i wrap a towel around my body and walked to ours-i mean my bedroom and put on some joggers and a over sized top, i put my hair in a messy bun and went downstairs. I sat on the sofa just crying. what am i going to do? i can't raise a kid on my own! i was crying for at least 5 minutes when i decided to watch movies. I put in mean girls and pulled a blanket on top of me.
About half way thought there was a knock on the door. who could it be? i walked over to the door and opened it.For a split second i thought it would be Zayn but it wasn't, Liam stood at my door. since i meet the boys me and Liam have been best friends, i open the door wider so he could come in."how are you?" Liam said. i sighed " im not good li, i came to tell him something that was going to change are life's. but in stead i saw he kissing someone else." Liam looked at me confused "Liam im pregnant with Zayns baby" i said his jaw dropped.
" thats why you came to the studio, you were doing to tell him" i nodded."Liam i have donw something really bad" tears started to fell my eyes as i pulled my sleeves reviling the red cuts. he looked shocked." W-why (y/n)?" i sighted " I needed to fell something, something other then crying" he sighed " come on lets get you to bed" he stood up and started to walk to the stairs, once he noticed i wasn't following him he turned around and sighed"come on (y/n), you need to sleep!"i looked up at him the back down to my lap.
"i can not sleep in the same bed as he has!" i said. he sighed as he ran his hand through his hair.He walked back to where i was sitting and sat next to me, put a pillow on his lap and gently laid me down. I closed my eyes as he softly started to sing ready to run, with that i drifted of to sleep.

Notes

took me ages to do. part two will be up soon