Yesterday was super fun! It was just us girls, and it was really nice to be alone with them for a while. We were fallowed by paps for a while, and I'm sure there will be some one direction gossip having to do with me going around. It just irritates me because I don't want Louis to think I'm back in his life just for the publicity. I hate those bloody paps.

"So are you two together?" Steven asked me.
"Noooo. We are just gonna see how things go." I walked over to the couch and he followed. Luckily today I don't have work and Steven and I are going to hang out. Yes, Steven is gay. He is one of my best friends.

"Do you have any ice cream? Comfort food? Anything will do!" He asked me.
"God somebody has a sweet tooth." I chuckled getting up from the couch.

Once I entered the room with two bowls of ice cream my eyes fell upon Stevens sad face.
"What?" I asked setting the ice cream on the coffee table.
"Your gonna hate me, but I just got an emergency call to come into work." He told me apologetically.
"Damn it Steven! I hate you." I said sarcastically.
"I'm sorry." He pouted.
"Your fine! Go, I have my ice cream to keep me company. I guess I'm the only person who doesn't have a life."
"Oh hair up. I'm sorry I gotta go. Love you!" He said kissing my cheek and making his way to my apartment door.

"Another Lonely day in the nut house." I sighed to myself.
I switched the tv on and began watching pretty little liars.
I was about 7 minutes into the first episode when I finished my ice cream.
I looked at the bowl that was supposed to be for Steven.
"I shouldn't." I whined out loud.
The damn ice cream was calling my name.
"Screw it!" I said crabbing it from the table and shoving another spoon full into my mouth.

I have no life. I don't do anything and I'm beginning to feel bad for myself.
I would have called the girls, but they were at an interview with the boys.

-

I had watched 3 episodes of pretty little liars and 2 of New girl when a heard a knock on my door.

"Hello?" I said opening it.
"Hey Wren! Sorry, I think you have one of my shopping bags from yesterday and I though I would grab it ."
"Oh yeah no problem." I smiled and opened the door for her to come in.
We we walking through the living room when I heard another knock on the door.
"Oh gosh." Perrie sighed.
"What?" I asked her as I opened the door. Then I knew what she was talking about.
"Hey!" Everyone chimed as the whole group stood outside my door.
"Hey?" I said confused.
"Sorry Wrenny, we didn't wanna wait in the car." Louis shrugged.
"It's fine." I chuckled."come in."

Everyone was walking around and looking at my apartment and Perrie and I went into my room to find her stuff.
"Ahhh, here it is!" I said looking through a pile of shopping bags to find one filled with her items.
"Thanks!" She smiled.

We walked back out to find Lou and everyone else making themselves at home. They all sat on the couches.
"Nice to see your comfortable Lou." I laughed.

Harry didn't say anything to me or make much eye contact, but it wasn't uncomfortable having him in the room. After our talk, we decided to be friends and see where it went. I was glad things were finally working out.

Everyone left soon after, leaving me lonely in my apartment with just my ice cream.

-

About a week had past since I had seen everyone. Lou an I talked on the phone once or twice about nothing important. But it was his last words on our phone all prior thy had made me uneasy.
"Wren, I know you don't wanna hear this from me, but you need to give Harry a chance. He did nothing wrong." Lou told me.
And I knew that. I was the one who did something wrong.
It was just the fact that on this night things went the way they did, that made me feel even more uneasy.

Then came the knock.

"Yes?" I said opening the door. Then I saw that mop of curls.

"Hey." He smiled innocently."sorry for coming over unannounced." He said nervously.
"It's okay. What's up? You need something?" I asked smiling back. I had no idea what so ever as to why he was at my house, but it was quite nice. It was comforting to see his face. Those big green eyes.
"Not exactly." He sighed. It wasn't an unhappy sigh, it was a happy and confused sigh. "I kinda just wanted to hang out like we used to."
"Oh yeah okay." I stumbled over my words. I guess it was all just surprising that he came over to hang out.
"Are you busy? Sorry this was a stupid idea. I'll just go." He went on.
"Harry it's fine-"
"No, I'm just gonna go-" he said turning to leave. I wasn't gonna let him walk away that easily. I know he must be nervous, but I didn't want him I be. So then I did what I could to stop him.
I grabbed his lower arm and slid my hand down to grasp his. He turned and looked at me confused.
"Stay please." I asked him. I gave him the best puppy face I could. While trying not to seem to desperate.
He looked at my puppy face and smirked.
"Fine." He sighed. He still kept that smirk.
"Oh don't flatter yourself." I chuckled pulling him inside.
"I wasn't." He defended with a smile.

Once we sat on the couch I looked at him. I looked at me once he notice me staring.
"What?" He smiled.
"Nothing." I said slightly blushing and looking away.
"What? Tell me." He said poking my stomach.
"I just really miss you and it makes me happy that you dot hate me an wanna hang out." I said simply without looking at him.
"Wrenna I would never hate you." He was looking at me but I didn't wanna look at him. "Can I tell you something?"
I couldn't help it. I had to look at him because I knew he had one of those deep thinking looks on his face.
"Yeah?" I said quietly as I studied his face.
"You know, I never said I didn't have feelings for you anymore. I jut wanna remind you."
"But you never said you did." I pointe out.
He smirked happily at my stubborness. "Okay well if you are so dumb that you don't get the hint then I guess I'm gonna have to make it easier for you." He said in a flirty tone.
"Go on." I said smirking back.
"Wrenna." He paused and looked at me with a more serious face."I still have feelings for you."
I must have been blushing because his face soon lost seriousness and he smiled at me showing his perfect little dimples.
I giggled like a school girl and his my face in the pillow that was on my lap.
"What?" He chuckled.
I looked up at him. He was laughing at how childish I am. Nothing new.
"Well Styles... Did you ever think to ask me how I feel?" I said furrowing my brow an acting all serious in the utmost sarcastic way.
"Oh yes. How rude of me!" He played along in a sarcastic way."how do you feel about me?"
"Well Harold..." I began."never mind." I said laughing.
"What!?" He laughed.
"I don't wanna tell you." I pouted.
"Why? I told you." He frowned.and turned his whole body to face me.
It became a little more serious now.
"Fine." I sighed.
I didn't answer though. I kinda got caught up in my head. My thoughts were drowning my words.
"Wrenna?" He asked waking me from my thoughts and concentration.
"Harry can I just ask you one thing?" I said tuning to face him as well. We now sat face to face and looked at each other.
"Anything." He smiled lightly.
"Do you think it will work out?"
"What will work out?"
"Do you think that Louis and I will be okay. Do you think that you guys can deal with all of the drama I have brought upon you all. I feel bad for it all. Like I'm not good enough to be so close to you all. But mostly you. I feel like I'm not good enough for you." After I stopped talking I realized I was blabbing on and on.
I looked up from my lap an at Harry. He didn't talk he just studied my face with a concerned look on his own.
"Please talk." I told him.
"Wren." He paused and took my hand off my lap and held it in his own. I could feel the warmth in his touch. Pulsed through my fingertips giving me a weird sensation.
"Yeah."
"Before I answer your question, answer mine. Honestly. How do you feel about me?" He said looking deep into my eyes.
I began fiddling with his fingers and looking down at his large hand that was intertwined with mine.
"I'm scared Harry. You scare me." I said with tears brimming my eyes. But I didn't dare look at him."you scare me, because you make me feel things I have never felt." I then looked up at him and saw his emotional gaze. He wasn't crying but I could see the emotional written all over him."Harry, I still have feelings for you too. I just don't want to hurt you again. I guess I'm really good at hurting people and I don't want you to be one of them."
"Wrenna, you aren't going to hurt me. You don't need to worry or be afraid. I'm not going to hurt you either and I want you to know that. I don't want you to worry about anything. You think to much. It's like everything is trapped in your head. But for once Wren, don't think. Just do." He said gripping my hand tighter.
"Don't think just do." I whispered to myself.
"Let loose." He smiled lightly.
"Okay I will." I said smirking. "Come here." I said pulling him from the couch and out to on the balcony.
"What are we doing." He asked with a small smile.
I turned to face him. By now it was dark and the moon was bright. The light hit him casting shadows from his curls down on his face.
"I'm not gonna think. I'm gonna do." I told him.
He was amused by how I was acting. I could tell by the way he was smirking at me.
"What exactly are you gonna do?" He asked.
"I don't know. Good question." I paused to think. Damn it! I'm not supposed to think. "Harry I'm not thinking right now." I told him poking where his his right dimple sat when he smiled.
"Okay love. Now what are we doing out here?" He asked confused.
"I'm gonna do something I just don't know what. Give me a minute."
"Okay." He said simply.
"Harry I'm not gonna worry about anything. I'm gonna let my feelings out. Your right, I think to much. It's hard for me to tell you how I feel... But I'm gonna do what you said. I'm gonna just do instead of think." I sighed an looked into his green orbs that reflected the sun. He looked so peaceful and I couldn't help the way he made me feel.
"Here it goes." I smiled at him and snaked my arms around his neck. I could tell he was confused, but it gave me more of a rush. I stood on my tippy toes and inches my face closer towards his. I looked down at his lips and back at his eyes. When I settled on his eyes I closed my own and let our lips meet.

Notes

Sorry I haven't updated! My Internet went down. I feel really bad. It finally got reconnected today so I wrote up this chapter. Hope you like it! Oh and sorry for the semi cliff hanger... Thanks for reading!!!! Xx
crimson