"Wrenna?" He said breaking the silence.
"Hey Lou." I said nervously.
"Wren!" He said as if in reliefs as he hugged me. It was surprising. We said we were okay, but we both knew we weren't which only made things horribly awkward.
"What are you doing here?" He asked stepping away.
"Well Lou, I live here in LA... Remember?" I said harshly. Even if I was happy to see me big brothers face after 7 months, I was still mad it him. I could tell that deep down he was relieved to see my face but he then realized I was upset.
He cleared his throat."Why are you at our apartment though?" He asked confused.
"I ran into her getting coffee." Liam said.
"Oh." Louis said simply. He then looked at me along with the other boys for a moment. Them all staring at me made me feel awkward.
Harry. Seeing his face was refreshing but horrible all at once. I know he knew why I left, but it still didn't make it right. I honestly thought I was in love with him, but it all went away so fast that we never really got that far. At this moment I was more focused on my brother.
"Is now not a good time?" I said sassily to Lou as I pulled my purse further onto my shoulder."maybe your busy like every other time I try to talk to you." I spat.
"Wren." He whined grabbing my wrist."I'm sorry, I really am. I suck! I'm a horrible brother!" He said sadly.
I wasn't going to be sympathetic. We both knew he hadn't made any effort at all to talk to me. I glared at him.
"We are gonna leave you two alone." Harry said as they all walked out of the kitchen.

Once everyone cleared, taking their drinks, we continued.
"Should I leave?" I asked quietly.
"Listen, I'm sorry for not calling you. I know we both say we are good after what happened, but i know we aren't... and its my fault. I know I have been really horrible about calling you, i have just been super busy." He sighed sadly.
"You couldn't pick up the phone? You couldn't take 20 minutes once a week to call. Is it that hard Lou? Or has all this fame made you too good for me?" I said as tears came to my eyes.
"No wren, don't say that-" Louis began but I interrupted him.
"It's the truth Lou, you just don't have time for me. After all, Im just an attention whore! I said that I accepted your apology, but I still don't know what your problem is. Did something make you hate me? That day, you changed. It came out of nowhere and you just said horrible things to me. And I don't know why! I felt like such a burden that I stopped calling you." Tears were now coming down my cheeks,"I don't know what happened. I were my best friend! What happened Lou? Do you know? Because I sure as hell don't!" I raised my voice as a cried.
"Wren you aren't a burden! I don't know what's the matter with me. I fucked up. I was stressed and took it out on you. You aren't a whore! I have been busy but I know it no excuse. I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry Wren." His eyes began to water too.
We stood in silence as he came closer.
"I still am your best friend." He said taking my hand.
"No Lou. Your my brother now. My plain old brother who doesn't talk to me, who hates me, and who is to good for me." I knew those words would hurt him, by it was the truth.
"That's not true." He said letting the tears roll down his cheeks. We were both now crying messes."You will always be my best friend Wrenna." He said quietly, looking at the floor.
"No matter what, ill always be there for you little sis." I almost whispered.
"What?" Louis said looking at me with tear stained eyes."what did you say?" He acted as if he hasn't heard me, but he did.
"Remember when you said that to me? Do you remember when we were sitting on my bed and you told me that?" I said crying harder than before.
"Yeah, I do. It was the day before I left to move in with the boys."
"Yeah, and I was afraid that you would leave me with no one to protect me." I sniffled.
"I told you I would always be there." He added in a whisper.
"Well you haven't been here. You haven't kept your promise. Your the type of person i needed protection from." I said wiping my eyes and pulling my purse higher onto my shoulder. I looked at him and he looked as if he had been stabbed in the heart. I then I began walking to the door.
"Wren, don't go!" He cried as I opened the door to leave.
"Bye lou. Tell harry I miss him." I said quietly I turned and look at him. I looked away then left, closing the door behind me.
He hadn't even tried to fallow me.

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