Little Me

I walked in. Liam was the first one I walked by. He tried to shake my hand but I ignored him. He looked kind if surprised. Like, why would a fan blow him off? But it's okay I ignored Harry, Niall and Zayn too. Who kept trying to talk to me. I walk straight up to Louis. His smiled faltered. Good. I looked him dead in the eye and slapped him as hard as I could. It left a nice sting on my hand so I know his cheek felt it. The welt started to rise and the hand mark was visible. And was a nice shade of red. It would bruise. Thank god. He brought his hand up to feel his cheek, his eyes watered a little. Success.

"SECURITY" Liam yelled. Two gigantic body guards walked in, grasping my arm.

"NO!" Louis yelled, ripping the guys hand off my arm.
"How dare you." I said. Tears slowly falling down my cheek. He just stared at me. "You promised me Louis. You PROMISED." I said slapping his chest, not as hard though.

"I don't know what to tell you." He simply said.

"What do you mean? I'm not good enough? Is that it? Your all that now, Mr. Mega pop star too good for everyone? You changed. Fuck you Louis." I said punching him in the gut. He doubled over. Tears were flowing by now.

"Kassi.." He muttered trying to stand up.

"What?" I snapped wiping a tear away.

"I just. I got caught up in everything." He said leaning on Zayn for support.

"Bullshit. You got a ego that's what it was. Now that thousands of girls are throwing themselves at you, I'm not good enough." I said hugging myself.

"No!" He exclaimed.

I just laughed. He gave me a weird look.

" I gave you all my time and support. I busted your ass to go on X factor. And now I mean nothing to you." I said. "You have my heart," I pointed to my heart. "Louis. Every ounce of it. And I don't mean a thing to you." I jabbed my finger at his heart.

"Have?" His face lit up.

Shit.

"That doesn't mean I forgive you. And that doesn't mean I will." Even though I knew I would. He didn't need to know that.

"Just because I got caught up in all this doesn't mean I forgot about you. Your still my best friend. I just haven't been able to communicate with you. I have thought about you every day, sulking even." He said. I didn't believe it, and by the way he avoided eye contact, I knew it was a lie.

"You mean to tell me that, living the life and finding new best friends and with all this, you still thought of me? Bull shit. I amount to nothing when it comes to your life. You don't sulk, Louis. You are having the time of your life. I shouldn't have come. Because now it feels like I've lost you all over again. I've been trying SO hard to get over you. You don't need me and I don't need you. So I'll be going now. Sorry to ruin the night. Not sorry for your cheek." I left him there gaping at me.

I booked it out of the venue. I heard footsteps behind me. I ran even faster. I mean as fast as I could with heels. I turned the corner and leaned against the wall to take them off. But it was grabbed and being held in arms. Whoever it was was panting.

"I don't understand why I'm even helping." I hear him mutter. I looked up and noticed it to be the curly haired boy, Harry.

"You could let me go then." I said trying to push him off. The damn boy is strong.

"No, because for some reason Louis wants you and I'm helping him out." He huffed and pulled me along.

I rolled my eyes as he took my arm and dragged me back.

---- I was pushed onto a bus.

What the fuck, Louis.

I saw the remaining four boys sitting on a couch. Louis jumped up and held me by my shoulders.

"Please let me make it up to you." He pleaded. I knew he wanted to by the way he looked into my eyes. I could read him, the bonus of knowing him for so long.
I was conflicted.

"How?" I asked shifting my weight on to my other foot.

"Go on tour with us. Please. I don't care if the boys object or not. Please." He pleaded even more, getting teary eyed.

What do I do? Go or stay?

Notes

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