Little Me

"KASSI LETS GO GO GO!" Louis yelled jumping on my bed causing me to groan. Why. Why would you do this.

"The plane leaves in one hour, let's go!" He said ripping my blanket off and smacking my ass. I shot up and hit him back. That ass.

That's right, we were going to go and watch Louis perform. We as in his mom and I. His sisters were visiting their grandma. I just hoped he got on. That would make his dreams come true!

We got dragged out the door, by an impatient Louis.

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There he was. Performing on stage. Tears threatened to fall. Oh who am I kidding I was a mess, a mess of happiness. I held on to Johannah, and she held on to me. As he sang he never looked more... happy? Nervous? All of the above? I just couldn't believe this was happening.

Now it was judgement time... I couldn't bare to watch but I couldn't look away. It felt as though time stopped. And I could only hear my heart beat.

Before I knew it all three judges let him through. Not a single X lit up. I fell to the floor. I was so happy. He made his thankyous as Johannah helped me up, I didn't even realize I fell to my knees when he got accepted. He hugged her first and then turned to me. I jumped into his arms, we didn't let go for a few minutes. This is all we have talked about. Him reaching his dreams. He was one giant step closer. We cried on each other.

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We were forced to leave Louis. I didn't want to and neither did Johannah. I clung on to him like a fly on horse shit. Not a good analogy but a powerful one.

"Louis, I love you! Don't forget that. Don't worry about a thing but this. I'll watch over your mom and sisters. Worry about you but don't forget about us!" I said holding his face in my hands. Looking at him dead in the eyes.

"I can't forget you. I won't. I love you too, thank you for everything. From the bottom of my heart. I can't wait till I come home and my new life begins! Our new life!" He said kissing my forehead.
People would think that this is how a couple would act and how we're in denial. But this was normal for us. Absolutely normal. As normal as we could be.

I nodded and released him so he could say bye to his mother.

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I couldn't believe it. Louis wasn't going to go through. I watched, sitting about a foot away from the television. My mom tried getting me to back up but I refused. This was Louis. My Louis who was about to be sent home.

I was in disbelief. I felt sad for him. Though I didn't know what he was thinking or how he felt. It has been weeks since I said good bye to him. And as I promised I helped his mom out, through her divorce and with his sisters. Though I know we couldn't talk while he was on the show, I felt empty, as if a part if me was missing. And I guess it was.

Promises meant the world to me. I took them seriously.

"Louis, Harry, Niall, Liam and Zayn please step forward." Simon said. (I know this isn't how it happened but I didn't watch how it happened, go with it for the sake of the story!)
The boys did as they were told. My knuckles were going white. My breathing hitched.

"Well.." Simon said looking at all the boys. "We're going to put the five of you together.. In a band" he said. Shock was on all of their faces. I swore he was going home. His ranking wasn't as high as the others. They couldn't speak. Though the one I know to be Liam said thank you and they won't let the judges or fans down. I believed him. Louis smile was a mile wide.

All I wanted to do was hug him and never let go.

Little did I know how long that would be until I was able to hold Louis Tomlinson again.

Notes

hey guys! So tell me, what are your thoughts? Im on the fencewith this chapter! But, thats because its my writing anf im tough on myself haha.

and I didnt watch the X Factor when they were on, so for the sake of the story just go along with how I wrote it! And tell meypur thoughts! Its most important to me that ypu guys are satisfied and are happy with the story!

oh! I have a few chapters already written, im just curious on what you guys want to see happen!.its part of living up to making you all happy! Let me know!(:
xoxo, Kassi.