When Two Worlds Collide
Ch. 28 I Love Her
Harry’s P.O.V.
Where is she? Come on where could she could have gone. I walked by a small park and I saw a someone. They were sitting on a bench. Could it be her? I walked a bit closer and they didn’t notice me so I walked up a little closer. But I still couldn’t see clearly with all of this rain. I squinted my eyes and it became a little clearer. It was her. It was lyric. I quickly ran to a tree and I called Louis.
“hey man I found lyric.” I said quietly so she wouldn’t hear me.
“ok good cuz Niall's a mess” he said
“ok I’m gonna call you in a little bit ok and when I do put me on speaker and ask Niall what he would say if lyric was there right now ok or something like that just have him talk about what he would say to Lyric” I said
“alright you got it”
“I’ll call you back” I hung up the phone and I slowly walked over to her. I could hear quiet sniffles. I stood in front of her. her head was in her hands and she was mumbling stuff to herself but I couldn’t make out her words.
“Hey” I said quietly but she didn’t respond she just looked up at me stood up and hugged me. She caught me off guard at first but then I hugged her back. I sat her down and I looked at her wondering what was going through her head.
“Babe you really need to talk to Niall” I said and she looked at me and shook her head.
“Why” she said simply
“You should have seen the way he looked when you left the flat. And then what you said to him at the hotel. It wasn’t his fault he didn’t even wanna go” I said “but first tell me what happened these last few months maybe it’ll help.” She sighed and looked at me almost deciding whether or not she should tell me.
“Ok I’ll tell you” she said. She had opened her mouth to speak but nothing came out. She closed her mouth and shook her head.
“Come here” I said pulling her towards me and I wrapped my arms around her. And she laid her head on my chest and she cried a little more. and I didn’t stop her.
“I’m sorry” she said lifting her head
“What for”
“I’m crying all over you” she said
“its quiet alright love im already soaking wet I don’t think your tears are any worse” I said and she slightly smiled.
“crap” she said looking down “ I’m wearing white” she crossed her arms over her chest. Her white shirt becoming see through and her black bra came into view.
“Here” I said taking off my jacket and handing it to her.
“Thanks harry” she said putting it on and zipping it all the way up
“Ok well um I think it was about two weeks after you guys left that Austin came. I was video chatting with Niall that night. After me and Niall finished our video chat he knocked on my door. And he told me that his mom had leukemia and that his sister was pregnant. And I know it was wrong not to tell Niall but I didn’t want to ‘cause if I cried he wasn’t going to be there to comfort me or anything so I didn’t tell him.” She said fiddling with her fingers “I kept going to the hospital for his mom’s treatments and then I went with Madison his sister to the doctor’s office and I went with Austin and it seems that they only got pictures of me and Austin. We later found that Madison was pregnant with twins an eighteen year old pregnant twin that just added to the stress I had. She had a scholarship to Yale and I don’t think she’s going now. Mrs.G her and Austin’s mom kept saying it was a blessing.” She shook her head and laughed “after a couple of months Mrs.G kept getting worse and worse that’s when we found out she had not only leukemia but also breast cancer”
“Oh my god” I said and she nodded
“Then one day we were eating and suddenly her heart stopped. She had died and seeing Austin and Madison like that broke my heart. They were usually so happy and cheerful. And when Mrs.G got cancer they never smiled hardly laughed. And I had never seen Austin so sad so helpless. When she died Madison screamed so loud people ten floors above us could hear it. And Austin just sank down to the ground and cried.” I could tell this was hard for her to say so I wrapped my arms around her and she kept telling me what happened. “ that was the first time in years that Austin had cried he told me that the last time he cried he was ten so nine years ago. And I did what I did best when she died I ran. I ran home and I cried and all I could think of was Niall. I couldn’t wait till he got here. I couldn’t wait to see him. And when I do he accuses me of cheating.” She sniffled and wiped her eyes. “Right then and there my heart sunk down to my stomach. I felt like throwing up. And to just ask like he did in front of you guys just made it worse. and I couldn’t deal with it anymore I lost it. And therefore I slapped him. But he deserved it he could have just asked me when we were alone but I don’t know. So I ran I saw the hotel and I checked in and freaking smartass Liam thought of tracking my phone.” She laughed and so did I that was really smart I’m surprised he thought of that. “ I didn’t know what to say to Niall when I saw him and I didn’t even wanna talk to him so I have no idea what to say to him now.”
“look lyric Niall really loves you he really does he would do anything for you in a heartbeat. So I guess that when he saw Austin and over all he read about you he lost it too. You know he’s hasn’t had a serious girlfriend since the band started so I don’t know I guess that would be a difficult situation to be in.” I said “and he’s been crying a lot too he’s a mess love you really need to talk to him. And he has a lot to say to you too.” I pulled out my phone and I dialed Louis’s number. And she knitted her eyebrows in confusion.
“alright here you go” Louis said he put us on speaker and I put a finger to my lips telling her to be quiet and she nodded.
“ok Niall if lyric was right here right now what would you tell her.” Zayn asked Niall.
Lyric’s P.O.V.
“ok niall if lyric was right here right now what would you tell her.” Zayn asked niall. I knitted my eyebrows in confusion but I kept listening. Niall sighed and I could tell he was running his hands through his hair.
“I don’t know to be honest and no matter what I say she probably doesn’t want anything to do with me ‘cause I screwed up big time.” Niall said
“Oh come on what would you say doesn’t matter come on just do it niall.” Liam said niall sighed again
“I would say that I messed up big time and that I’m sorry and that even if she didn’t wanna be with me again that I will never ever stop loving her. Hell even I wouldn’t wanna get back together with me. So why would she.”
“and what are you sorry for niall.” Louis said
“for being an ass ‘cause I know how close she and Austin were but I don’t I just lost it. Maybe it’s because she and Austin are so close. I’m sorry for accusing her of cheating I just knew that deep down I would be no good for her. I knew that she could do better. I mean look at Austin he plays baseball he’s a lot better looking than me and he’s with her all the time and the only time they don’t see each is when they practice or when they have a game. So in a way I was jealous of Austin.” Niall said and I felt a tear stream down my face and I covered my mouth with my hands. “He’s everything a girl could want he’s a really cool guy like I said before he’s really good looking and he’s just overall awesome. Anyways I don’t know I was just jealous that in those six months I was gone he was with her. And I wouldn’t have minded but then seeing pictures of them going to the hospital and stuff I just knew that my biggest fear of lyric having someone better was real.” He sighed again more tears streaming down my face. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing I looked over at harry and he was smiling. “ I don’t know why I did that as soon as she walked out that door I knew she wouldn’t want me back and why would she. I made her move to London just to break her heart. And I swore to myself that I would never hurt her. And that’s exactly what I did. I hurt her and now I hate myself for it. And you know what when I was gone I was thinking of taking her home. I was thinking of taking her to Ireland to meet the family.” He said and my mouth fell open. I tugged on Harry’s arm and he looked over to me and smiled. “I know it’s soon but I don’t care I love her. I loved her the minute I laid eyes on her at the airport. But in my head I kept thinking that she already had a boyfriend and I was already walking away but then I stopped and turned around and walked towards her and that one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. Just seeing her smile makes me feel like the luckiest guy on earth. Every time I see her walk towards me I fall in love all over again. And it hurts me to think that I will probably never feel that way again since she’s gone. I let her slip away. I let the love of my life slip away because of one stupid ass question.” He said and I looked at harry one more time before getting up and running. I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. I stopped in front of the hotel swung open the doors and ran once again.
Where is she? Come on where could she could have gone. I walked by a small park and I saw a someone. They were sitting on a bench. Could it be her? I walked a bit closer and they didn’t notice me so I walked up a little closer. But I still couldn’t see clearly with all of this rain. I squinted my eyes and it became a little clearer. It was her. It was lyric. I quickly ran to a tree and I called Louis.
“hey man I found lyric.” I said quietly so she wouldn’t hear me.
“ok good cuz Niall's a mess” he said
“ok I’m gonna call you in a little bit ok and when I do put me on speaker and ask Niall what he would say if lyric was there right now ok or something like that just have him talk about what he would say to Lyric” I said
“alright you got it”
“I’ll call you back” I hung up the phone and I slowly walked over to her. I could hear quiet sniffles. I stood in front of her. her head was in her hands and she was mumbling stuff to herself but I couldn’t make out her words.
“Hey” I said quietly but she didn’t respond she just looked up at me stood up and hugged me. She caught me off guard at first but then I hugged her back. I sat her down and I looked at her wondering what was going through her head.
“Babe you really need to talk to Niall” I said and she looked at me and shook her head.
“Why” she said simply
“You should have seen the way he looked when you left the flat. And then what you said to him at the hotel. It wasn’t his fault he didn’t even wanna go” I said “but first tell me what happened these last few months maybe it’ll help.” She sighed and looked at me almost deciding whether or not she should tell me.
“Ok I’ll tell you” she said. She had opened her mouth to speak but nothing came out. She closed her mouth and shook her head.
“Come here” I said pulling her towards me and I wrapped my arms around her. And she laid her head on my chest and she cried a little more. and I didn’t stop her.
“I’m sorry” she said lifting her head
“What for”
“I’m crying all over you” she said
“its quiet alright love im already soaking wet I don’t think your tears are any worse” I said and she slightly smiled.
“crap” she said looking down “ I’m wearing white” she crossed her arms over her chest. Her white shirt becoming see through and her black bra came into view.
“Here” I said taking off my jacket and handing it to her.
“Thanks harry” she said putting it on and zipping it all the way up
“Ok well um I think it was about two weeks after you guys left that Austin came. I was video chatting with Niall that night. After me and Niall finished our video chat he knocked on my door. And he told me that his mom had leukemia and that his sister was pregnant. And I know it was wrong not to tell Niall but I didn’t want to ‘cause if I cried he wasn’t going to be there to comfort me or anything so I didn’t tell him.” She said fiddling with her fingers “I kept going to the hospital for his mom’s treatments and then I went with Madison his sister to the doctor’s office and I went with Austin and it seems that they only got pictures of me and Austin. We later found that Madison was pregnant with twins an eighteen year old pregnant twin that just added to the stress I had. She had a scholarship to Yale and I don’t think she’s going now. Mrs.G her and Austin’s mom kept saying it was a blessing.” She shook her head and laughed “after a couple of months Mrs.G kept getting worse and worse that’s when we found out she had not only leukemia but also breast cancer”
“Oh my god” I said and she nodded
“Then one day we were eating and suddenly her heart stopped. She had died and seeing Austin and Madison like that broke my heart. They were usually so happy and cheerful. And when Mrs.G got cancer they never smiled hardly laughed. And I had never seen Austin so sad so helpless. When she died Madison screamed so loud people ten floors above us could hear it. And Austin just sank down to the ground and cried.” I could tell this was hard for her to say so I wrapped my arms around her and she kept telling me what happened. “ that was the first time in years that Austin had cried he told me that the last time he cried he was ten so nine years ago. And I did what I did best when she died I ran. I ran home and I cried and all I could think of was Niall. I couldn’t wait till he got here. I couldn’t wait to see him. And when I do he accuses me of cheating.” She sniffled and wiped her eyes. “Right then and there my heart sunk down to my stomach. I felt like throwing up. And to just ask like he did in front of you guys just made it worse. and I couldn’t deal with it anymore I lost it. And therefore I slapped him. But he deserved it he could have just asked me when we were alone but I don’t know. So I ran I saw the hotel and I checked in and freaking smartass Liam thought of tracking my phone.” She laughed and so did I that was really smart I’m surprised he thought of that. “ I didn’t know what to say to Niall when I saw him and I didn’t even wanna talk to him so I have no idea what to say to him now.”
“look lyric Niall really loves you he really does he would do anything for you in a heartbeat. So I guess that when he saw Austin and over all he read about you he lost it too. You know he’s hasn’t had a serious girlfriend since the band started so I don’t know I guess that would be a difficult situation to be in.” I said “and he’s been crying a lot too he’s a mess love you really need to talk to him. And he has a lot to say to you too.” I pulled out my phone and I dialed Louis’s number. And she knitted her eyebrows in confusion.
“alright here you go” Louis said he put us on speaker and I put a finger to my lips telling her to be quiet and she nodded.
“ok Niall if lyric was right here right now what would you tell her.” Zayn asked Niall.
Lyric’s P.O.V.
“ok niall if lyric was right here right now what would you tell her.” Zayn asked niall. I knitted my eyebrows in confusion but I kept listening. Niall sighed and I could tell he was running his hands through his hair.
“I don’t know to be honest and no matter what I say she probably doesn’t want anything to do with me ‘cause I screwed up big time.” Niall said
“Oh come on what would you say doesn’t matter come on just do it niall.” Liam said niall sighed again
“I would say that I messed up big time and that I’m sorry and that even if she didn’t wanna be with me again that I will never ever stop loving her. Hell even I wouldn’t wanna get back together with me. So why would she.”
“and what are you sorry for niall.” Louis said
“for being an ass ‘cause I know how close she and Austin were but I don’t I just lost it. Maybe it’s because she and Austin are so close. I’m sorry for accusing her of cheating I just knew that deep down I would be no good for her. I knew that she could do better. I mean look at Austin he plays baseball he’s a lot better looking than me and he’s with her all the time and the only time they don’t see each is when they practice or when they have a game. So in a way I was jealous of Austin.” Niall said and I felt a tear stream down my face and I covered my mouth with my hands. “He’s everything a girl could want he’s a really cool guy like I said before he’s really good looking and he’s just overall awesome. Anyways I don’t know I was just jealous that in those six months I was gone he was with her. And I wouldn’t have minded but then seeing pictures of them going to the hospital and stuff I just knew that my biggest fear of lyric having someone better was real.” He sighed again more tears streaming down my face. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing I looked over at harry and he was smiling. “ I don’t know why I did that as soon as she walked out that door I knew she wouldn’t want me back and why would she. I made her move to London just to break her heart. And I swore to myself that I would never hurt her. And that’s exactly what I did. I hurt her and now I hate myself for it. And you know what when I was gone I was thinking of taking her home. I was thinking of taking her to Ireland to meet the family.” He said and my mouth fell open. I tugged on Harry’s arm and he looked over to me and smiled. “I know it’s soon but I don’t care I love her. I loved her the minute I laid eyes on her at the airport. But in my head I kept thinking that she already had a boyfriend and I was already walking away but then I stopped and turned around and walked towards her and that one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. Just seeing her smile makes me feel like the luckiest guy on earth. Every time I see her walk towards me I fall in love all over again. And it hurts me to think that I will probably never feel that way again since she’s gone. I let her slip away. I let the love of my life slip away because of one stupid ass question.” He said and I looked at harry one more time before getting up and running. I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. I stopped in front of the hotel swung open the doors and ran once again.
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