If they only knew
♥Chapter Nine♥
Sophie's P.O.V
I woke up this morning to a text from Zayn,it's amazing how even though he walked away from me last night,this morning he still manages to put a smile on my face,i had to remind myself he's not going to be doing that in the future so why should i let him do it today.
It was then after i'd reread our conversation that i realized i'd take back everything just to have another day with him,i'd have the bad days just so i could be with him,99 bad days would be worth it for 1 good day.
Have you ever looked in the dictionary for the word perfect,i bet you didn't find it did you,that's because there is no definition everybody has their own idea or definition of perfect because you'll never find two people the same,in the whole world every single person is different,It's easy to be someone's definition of Perfect when you're pretending but when you're being yourself 100% and you're still not their Perfect it's heartbreaking.
True Love isn't finding the perfect person,it's learning to see an imperfect person,And even then to you they're still Perfect!!
I was twenty today,and i was sad that my teenage years are over but i was so happy i got to spend the last few hours of my childhood with the person i did,even if it didn't go to plan i wouldn't change it for the world.
Charlie had just arrived after insisting she helped my get ready for today,I'd had my shower,while Charlie was picking my clothes out,it only took about twenty minutes before i was dressed and ready for the day.
"you look gorgeous,I'm so excited,today is going to be a day you'll never forget"I agreed with Charlie and followed her down stairs.
"Happy Birthday Sophie"Niall,Liam,Harry,Luke,Aston,Michael,Callum,Charlie and my brother sang to me when i walked into the living room.
"thanks guys"After hugging everyone,i was told to sit down on the floor and one by one they all gave me a present,I ended up with all this from everyone except my brother who was hiding something behind his back.
"Sophie,I smile because you're my sister and i laugh because there's nothing i can do about it,but if i could i want you to know i wouldn't change a thing,Happy Birthday"I nearly started crying of Louis little speech,he he pulled out a little green bag from behind his back and gave it to me.
I opened the present carefully,every so often looking up at my brother,i when i finally got to the actually present it was a Beautiful pair of earrings .
"thank you,their beautiful Louis you didn't have to spend so much money on me"happy tears run down my cheeks,i started laughing at how stupid i must look.
"hey,don't cry,it's bad luck to cry on your birthday"I got up from my seat on the floor and went over to give my brother a hug and thanks him again.
"Hey Sophie you've still got on more present,here"Charlie passed me over an envelope.
The was just a piece of paper.
I was handed another envelope with this inside.
"There's one more"This time it was Louis who gave me the envelope,inside was a letter,
Dear Sophie,I know i've upset you but please just keep reading you need to know just how sorry i truly am,do you remember the first time you kissed me,i do i'd taken you home after you had that fight with your brother at the race,you said thank you to me,i never thought that one thank you could turn my world upside down but it did.That night was one of the best nights of my life,along with last night when you told me you loved me.I was such a jerk for walking away from you i don't expect you to forgive me but i'm asking you to find it in your heart to be strong enough to give me another chance,it won't be easy nothing ever is,and if it is you know it's too good to be true.At first i thought our relationship was too good to be true i realized it wasn't when i walked away from you last night,it was the biggest mistake of my life but if you give me another chance i promise to never walk away from you ever again,Sophie you made crazy but keep me sane at the same time,Your love is indescribable,i never imagined that i would fall in love with,you made so easy,you don't know how thankful i am that i pulled you out of that car from the first time we to the day i die i don't want to be without you.
I love you Sophie,thank you for being you,i promise if you give me a chance to make it up too you,i'd just like to thank god for giving you life and 20 year ago today sending a beautiful Angel to earth,My Angel??
P.S Close you eyes
I dried my eyes with the back of my hand,i looked up at the people who i call my family.
"well what does it say?"Niall had a excited look on his face.
"it says i should close my eyes?"i didn't understand this part,and after everyone telling me to close my eyes i finally did.
"What do you see?"i thought i was hearing things but when i heard the gasps from my friends i knew i wasn't dreaming.
"obviously nothing"i said in a rather nasty tone.
"baby,you're looking at my life without you!"Zayn sweet voice rang through my ears.
I woke up this morning to a text from Zayn,it's amazing how even though he walked away from me last night,this morning he still manages to put a smile on my face,i had to remind myself he's not going to be doing that in the future so why should i let him do it today.
It was then after i'd reread our conversation that i realized i'd take back everything just to have another day with him,i'd have the bad days just so i could be with him,99 bad days would be worth it for 1 good day.
Have you ever looked in the dictionary for the word perfect,i bet you didn't find it did you,that's because there is no definition everybody has their own idea or definition of perfect because you'll never find two people the same,in the whole world every single person is different,It's easy to be someone's definition of Perfect when you're pretending but when you're being yourself 100% and you're still not their Perfect it's heartbreaking.
True Love isn't finding the perfect person,it's learning to see an imperfect person,And even then to you they're still Perfect!!
I was twenty today,and i was sad that my teenage years are over but i was so happy i got to spend the last few hours of my childhood with the person i did,even if it didn't go to plan i wouldn't change it for the world.
Charlie had just arrived after insisting she helped my get ready for today,I'd had my shower,while Charlie was picking my clothes out,it only took about twenty minutes before i was dressed and ready for the day.
"you look gorgeous,I'm so excited,today is going to be a day you'll never forget"I agreed with Charlie and followed her down stairs.
"Happy Birthday Sophie"Niall,Liam,Harry,Luke,Aston,Michael,Callum,Charlie and my brother sang to me when i walked into the living room.
"thanks guys"After hugging everyone,i was told to sit down on the floor and one by one they all gave me a present,I ended up with all this from everyone except my brother who was hiding something behind his back.
"Sophie,I smile because you're my sister and i laugh because there's nothing i can do about it,but if i could i want you to know i wouldn't change a thing,Happy Birthday"I nearly started crying of Louis little speech,he he pulled out a little green bag from behind his back and gave it to me.
I opened the present carefully,every so often looking up at my brother,i when i finally got to the actually present it was a Beautiful pair of earrings .
"thank you,their beautiful Louis you didn't have to spend so much money on me"happy tears run down my cheeks,i started laughing at how stupid i must look.
"hey,don't cry,it's bad luck to cry on your birthday"I got up from my seat on the floor and went over to give my brother a hug and thanks him again.
"Hey Sophie you've still got on more present,here"Charlie passed me over an envelope.
The was just a piece of paper.I was handed another envelope with this inside."There's one more"This time it was Louis who gave me the envelope,inside was a letter,
Dear Sophie,I know i've upset you but please just keep reading you need to know just how sorry i truly am,do you remember the first time you kissed me,i do i'd taken you home after you had that fight with your brother at the race,you said thank you to me,i never thought that one thank you could turn my world upside down but it did.That night was one of the best nights of my life,along with last night when you told me you loved me.I was such a jerk for walking away from you i don't expect you to forgive me but i'm asking you to find it in your heart to be strong enough to give me another chance,it won't be easy nothing ever is,and if it is you know it's too good to be true.At first i thought our relationship was too good to be true i realized it wasn't when i walked away from you last night,it was the biggest mistake of my life but if you give me another chance i promise to never walk away from you ever again,Sophie you made crazy but keep me sane at the same time,Your love is indescribable,i never imagined that i would fall in love with,you made so easy,you don't know how thankful i am that i pulled you out of that car from the first time we to the day i die i don't want to be without you.
I love you Sophie,thank you for being you,i promise if you give me a chance to make it up too you,i'd just like to thank god for giving you life and 20 year ago today sending a beautiful Angel to earth,My Angel??
P.S Close you eyes
I dried my eyes with the back of my hand,i looked up at the people who i call my family.
"well what does it say?"Niall had a excited look on his face.
"it says i should close my eyes?"i didn't understand this part,and after everyone telling me to close my eyes i finally did.
"What do you see?"i thought i was hearing things but when i heard the gasps from my friends i knew i wasn't dreaming.
"obviously nothing"i said in a rather nasty tone.
"baby,you're looking at my life without you!"Zayn sweet voice rang through my ears.
Notes
Aww comment and tell me what you think,should she forgive Zayn??♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I'm team zophie
7/26/14