If they only knew
♥Chapter Eight♥
Sophie's P.O.V
That was it i told him,i wiped my eyes and looked up at him,confusion,shock and fear all over his face,it had been about ten minutes and he hadn't said anything,nothing he just stood there holding me in silence.
"Oh god Zayn please say something,please"i begged him to talk to me.
"i don't know what to say"he was shaking his head like he didn't believe me or he didn't want it to be true.
"i care just say something anything,shout,scream just talk to me for christ sake,Zayn"i cried the tears coming back into my eyes.
"i'm sorry,i don't-i can't do this"his voice was a whisper i only just heard it,he took his arms off of me and backed away.
"please don't do this Zayn,i need you,i don't even know for sure yet,please don't leave me"i sobbed,the only thing he did was shake his head and look at me with a blank expression.
"i'm so sorry sophie,i can't do this,not now"he shouted,i watched him pull at the roots of his hair.
"Zayn please,i-i love you"i cried into my hands until zayn pulled them away from my face and pulled my head up so i was looking at him.
"i fucking love you too sophie but i can't do this,this wasn't supposed to happen"he let go of my face,i stared as he turned around and punched the wall,swearing and shouting about how wrong this was.
"i'm sorry,but i didn't exactly plan for this to happen,do you honestly think i wanted this to happen,Zayn i'm terrified,i've never meet a baby in my life let alone look after one,and if you're going to leave i'm not sure i can do this"i was sick of crying,i took a deep breath before carrying on.
"if you're going to leave just go now,i don't need you telling me you love me and then leaving me in the morning or when you realize this isn't a game"
"I'm so sorry"was the last thing he said to me,i watched him walk down the street away from me,i suddenly regretted what i had said,i needed him and he just walked away from me.
I couldn't stop the tears from flowing down my face,they never stopped my heart felt heavy and broken,i could be pregnant and the boy i love just walked away from me,and i haven't even told my brother yet.
"hello?"i called the first person that came to mind,while i was sat on the curb of the dark street.
"harry,can you come pick me up,i'm at the old farmhouse?"he sounded like i'd just woken him up but didn't really care.
"of course,what are you doing there,i thought you was on a date with Zayn?"i heard him pick up his keys in the background and feeling of relief run through my body.
"it's a long story,but i don't think i'll be seeing Zayn again,i'm sorry harry"i tried to hide the sobbs that left my mouth.
"alright,are you crying?"this only made me cry harder.
"NO,of course not"i sobbed.
"okay,well i'm just around the corner,i'll see you in a minute''
"no harry don't hang up please,don't leave me"i quickly rushed before he could hang up the phone.
"okay,well do you like Charlie she's nice don't you think?"i laughed at his poor attempt to change the subject.
"yes,i love charlie she's so beautiful it's unreal,she's so clever as well and just all round perfect,i'm so happy for Liam"i smiled at how happy they make each other,i could talk about how perfect they both are for hours.
"yeah,she's great not as good as you though,you know even if you don't think so you're the most beautiful,funniest,kindest person i know"i didn't know what to say,did he really think that.
"Naa,you're just dreaming,i can't wait to be there when you wake up and realize i'm nothing close to Charlie"i shake my head even though he can't see me.
"Nope because if i dreaming you'd be mine and we'd be happier that Charlie and Liam"i spotted his car coming down the road,so i hung up and got up from the curb.
"Hey,you have been crying,what happened?"
I cried my heart out while i told harry everything,from how i told Zayn i loved him,then it's possible that i'm pregnant and Zayn just walked away from me,and left harry listened carefully the whole time,rubbing my back when it was hard for me to breath because i was choking on my tears,he sat there and held me the entire time.
"i'm sorry,i didn't mean to wake you up or annoy you with my problems,i'm so sorry i just didn't know who else to call"sobbed into his chest.
"shh,it's fine you know you can call me anytime and i'll be there for you,your problems aren't annoying i'm glad you called me and no one else,i love you sophie even if you don't feel the same i want you to know i'll always be here for you,okay?"i nodded and continued to cry in his arms,soaking his t-shirt with my tears.
Zayn's P.O.V
"well what does she know,did she tell you anything?"my boss looked at me expectantly.
"No she doesn't know anything,it's not them i'm telling you"i had know idea what to do,of course it was them,but i was to blinded by my love for sophie to put her brother and best friends in prison.
"are you sure,there isn't anything you're not telling me?"i can't fucking do this anymore,if he wants to find out if it's them he'll have to do it himself.
"i'm fucking postitve okay!just leave it would you"i can't believe sophie's pregnant with my baby and i just walked away from her.
"Son everyone knows it's them,this is the part where you have to choose between your job,or her,if i don't have that information within a week i'll know you've chosen her"My boss got up and left my flat without another word leaving me to think about my life.
This Day twenty years ago,earth was given an angel,today was sophie's birthday and i plan on making sure she knows just how much i love her,and just how sorry i am.
I next sophie without thinking
From Zayn :Morning beautiful,happy birthday!!♥♥♥
I waited an hour and she still hadn't replied i know i left her but i thought she would have at least text me back to say fuck off or something.
From Zayn : I'm really sorry,i love you!!!
Not a minute later my phone buzzed she'd text me back.
From Sophie : you can say sorry a million times,say i love you as much as you want,say whatever you want,whenever or however you want,but if you're not going to prove that the things you say are true,then don't say anything at all to me,if you can't show or prove it your words don't mean a thing!!
And that's exactly what i'm going to do,sophie i'm going to show you just how much you mean to me,even if you don't realize i'm madly,truly,deeply in love with you and i'd do anything for you.
They might not know about us but they will after today!!!
That was it i told him,i wiped my eyes and looked up at him,confusion,shock and fear all over his face,it had been about ten minutes and he hadn't said anything,nothing he just stood there holding me in silence.
"Oh god Zayn please say something,please"i begged him to talk to me.
"i don't know what to say"he was shaking his head like he didn't believe me or he didn't want it to be true.
"i care just say something anything,shout,scream just talk to me for christ sake,Zayn"i cried the tears coming back into my eyes.
"i'm sorry,i don't-i can't do this"his voice was a whisper i only just heard it,he took his arms off of me and backed away.
"please don't do this Zayn,i need you,i don't even know for sure yet,please don't leave me"i sobbed,the only thing he did was shake his head and look at me with a blank expression.
"i'm so sorry sophie,i can't do this,not now"he shouted,i watched him pull at the roots of his hair.
"Zayn please,i-i love you"i cried into my hands until zayn pulled them away from my face and pulled my head up so i was looking at him.
"i fucking love you too sophie but i can't do this,this wasn't supposed to happen"he let go of my face,i stared as he turned around and punched the wall,swearing and shouting about how wrong this was.
"i'm sorry,but i didn't exactly plan for this to happen,do you honestly think i wanted this to happen,Zayn i'm terrified,i've never meet a baby in my life let alone look after one,and if you're going to leave i'm not sure i can do this"i was sick of crying,i took a deep breath before carrying on.
"if you're going to leave just go now,i don't need you telling me you love me and then leaving me in the morning or when you realize this isn't a game"
"I'm so sorry"was the last thing he said to me,i watched him walk down the street away from me,i suddenly regretted what i had said,i needed him and he just walked away from me.
I couldn't stop the tears from flowing down my face,they never stopped my heart felt heavy and broken,i could be pregnant and the boy i love just walked away from me,and i haven't even told my brother yet.
"hello?"i called the first person that came to mind,while i was sat on the curb of the dark street.
"harry,can you come pick me up,i'm at the old farmhouse?"he sounded like i'd just woken him up but didn't really care.
"of course,what are you doing there,i thought you was on a date with Zayn?"i heard him pick up his keys in the background and feeling of relief run through my body.
"it's a long story,but i don't think i'll be seeing Zayn again,i'm sorry harry"i tried to hide the sobbs that left my mouth.
"alright,are you crying?"this only made me cry harder.
"NO,of course not"i sobbed.
"okay,well i'm just around the corner,i'll see you in a minute''
"no harry don't hang up please,don't leave me"i quickly rushed before he could hang up the phone.
"okay,well do you like Charlie she's nice don't you think?"i laughed at his poor attempt to change the subject.
"yes,i love charlie she's so beautiful it's unreal,she's so clever as well and just all round perfect,i'm so happy for Liam"i smiled at how happy they make each other,i could talk about how perfect they both are for hours.
"yeah,she's great not as good as you though,you know even if you don't think so you're the most beautiful,funniest,kindest person i know"i didn't know what to say,did he really think that.
"Naa,you're just dreaming,i can't wait to be there when you wake up and realize i'm nothing close to Charlie"i shake my head even though he can't see me.
"Nope because if i dreaming you'd be mine and we'd be happier that Charlie and Liam"i spotted his car coming down the road,so i hung up and got up from the curb.
"Hey,you have been crying,what happened?"
I cried my heart out while i told harry everything,from how i told Zayn i loved him,then it's possible that i'm pregnant and Zayn just walked away from me,and left harry listened carefully the whole time,rubbing my back when it was hard for me to breath because i was choking on my tears,he sat there and held me the entire time.
"i'm sorry,i didn't mean to wake you up or annoy you with my problems,i'm so sorry i just didn't know who else to call"sobbed into his chest.
"shh,it's fine you know you can call me anytime and i'll be there for you,your problems aren't annoying i'm glad you called me and no one else,i love you sophie even if you don't feel the same i want you to know i'll always be here for you,okay?"i nodded and continued to cry in his arms,soaking his t-shirt with my tears.
Zayn's P.O.V
"well what does she know,did she tell you anything?"my boss looked at me expectantly.
"No she doesn't know anything,it's not them i'm telling you"i had know idea what to do,of course it was them,but i was to blinded by my love for sophie to put her brother and best friends in prison.
"are you sure,there isn't anything you're not telling me?"i can't fucking do this anymore,if he wants to find out if it's them he'll have to do it himself.
"i'm fucking postitve okay!just leave it would you"i can't believe sophie's pregnant with my baby and i just walked away from her.
"Son everyone knows it's them,this is the part where you have to choose between your job,or her,if i don't have that information within a week i'll know you've chosen her"My boss got up and left my flat without another word leaving me to think about my life.
This Day twenty years ago,earth was given an angel,today was sophie's birthday and i plan on making sure she knows just how much i love her,and just how sorry i am.
I next sophie without thinking
From Zayn :Morning beautiful,happy birthday!!♥♥♥
I waited an hour and she still hadn't replied i know i left her but i thought she would have at least text me back to say fuck off or something.
From Zayn : I'm really sorry,i love you!!!
Not a minute later my phone buzzed she'd text me back.
From Sophie : you can say sorry a million times,say i love you as much as you want,say whatever you want,whenever or however you want,but if you're not going to prove that the things you say are true,then don't say anything at all to me,if you can't show or prove it your words don't mean a thing!!
And that's exactly what i'm going to do,sophie i'm going to show you just how much you mean to me,even if you don't realize i'm madly,truly,deeply in love with you and i'd do anything for you.
They might not know about us but they will after today!!!
Notes
OHH i wonder what Zayn's up too??Do you think Sophie should take Zayn back???
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I'm team zophie
7/26/14