If they only knew
❤️Chapter Twenty❤️
~The song for this chapter is Olly murs-Heart skips a beat~
Sophie's P.O.V
I finished putting my make up and i was just tying my shoelaces,and i was ready for the night..
I checked myself in the mirror,looking at the girl looking back at me,the empty sad feeling of seeing this girl had become a regular thing,she seemed so familiar although i had no idea who she was.
My heart ached,it was an indescribable pain,not just physically but also mentally,too think you loved someone without even knowing and then they're just ripped away from you just like that it's all over.
I bowed my head in shame and embarrassment,the horrible memories rushing through my brain all at once made my vision unclear,i grabbed on to the closest thing to me witch happened to be the wall i steadied myself taking deep breaths while i pushed the past thoughts to the back of my head reminding myself that tonight was about having fun.
With one last deep breath i pulled myself together,i pushed off the wall and made my way over to my bed picking my jacket up and closing my bedroom door quietly after myself i tip toed downstairs trying not to get caught leaving the house at this time of night.
"Hey,where do you think you're going?"I cursed under my breath hearing Niall's voice speaking from behind me.
"Hey babe"Harry had clearly been talking and following Niall somewhere before they caught me trying to sneak out of the house.
"I'm just going for a walk i'll be back later"I quickly rushed not wanting to stand around talking any longer.
"You're going for a walk in those"Niall questioned pointing at the high shoes in was wearing clearly not believing my lie.
"Yeah,aren't you going to be cold going for a walk dressed like that"Harry sceptically asked .
"No i'll be fine,see you later boys"I avoided eye contact with them as i opened the front door as quickly as i could shutting the door behind me.
"You didn't honestly think i'd let you go out dressed like that by yourself did you?"i'd only made it down the road when Harry whispered in my ear.
"You scared the life out of me,it's not funny"I clutched my heart and shrieked unintentionally at his sudden appearance,i hit his shoulder when he wouldn't stop laughing at me.
"Where are you heading anyway?" He asked after he'd controlled his breathing.
"There's a race just out of town,you coming??"I wiggled my eyebrows at his seeing his face lighten up and the excitement in both our eyes.
"Of course,but we're going in my car,there's no way i'm riding in that pink thing"I rolled my eyes and laughed at his manliness and not wanting to be seen in my car.
"Okay fine as long as i get to drive"I agree watching his face contemplating my conditions.
"No,no way"Harry shakes his head as we round the corner turning into a different street.
"Pleaseee"Harry laughs as i beg him with my best puppy dog eyes and pouting.
"Noooo"Harry whined playing along with my childness.
"Why not??"I complained,i grabbed his arm stopping him from walking so he'd look at me.
"Because it's my car i can't have a girl driving MY car and i'd don't want you crashing it"Harry cheeky smile and stupid reason made me huff and roll my eyes.
"You're being ridiculous,I'll make a bet with you! you let me drive on the way to the race with anything happening you have to buy me a drink at the nearest bar,if you win-"
"Okay if i win you have to do whatever i say for the rest of the week"Harry cut me off,i drew in a deep breath at his horrible request i stood contemplating it.
"It's only wednesday i'm not doing it for the rest of the week i'll do it for the rest of the night"I wasn't going to be anyones slave especially Harry's he have me running down the road naked or something stupid.
"Alright,for 24 hours starting from when i win"His cocky grin and wink made me groan but agree i wasn't bothered about winning i just didn't want to lose.
"Okay,fineee,key!?"I held my hand out waiting for him to give me his car keys as we reached his car.
We got in the car,the engine roaring to life once i'd put the keys in we made our way out of town and onto the motorway i'd been to race here before so i knew here i was going,Harry and i talked for a while but it soon fell silent,it was dark and we'd just turned of the motorway into a country road without much light i had to watch the road carefully.
"How do you know where you're going?"Harry suddenly asked,he was looking out the window when i glanced at him quickly.
"I've been here before with Niall and Liam,why?"I thought maybe he'd been here as well i guess not.
"Oh,i've never been this far out of the city,how did you find out about this place having a race tonight?"I didn't know if Harry had ever left the city we lived in i can't remembering him going on holiday or anything.
"I've got my resources,have you ever been on holiday Harry,like out of the country?"He looked taken back and supprissed by my question.
"Yeah once why?"I quickly looked at him from the road and noticed he was looking at me questionably.
"Where did you go?"I was suddenly very interested in this new topic,i talk with Harry all the time but we never really talk about our Family or normal things we normally just talk about weird things or we playfully torment each other.
"I went to America to see my mum,it was just after your dad died"Of course i remember now,he left after the funeral he asked me to go but i couldn't leave Louis or the house i was a mess and Harry doesn't get to see often his mother since she lived on this other side of the world and my fathers death just made him miss her i guess.
"Will you be going again soon,you must miss her"I've never meet Harry mother he doesn't really like to talk about his family before me and the boys.
"I don't know i do miss her but-"I could tell Harry was becoming uncomfortable with the subject so i cut him off.
Harry's P.O.V
"It's fine,look we're nearly here can you get my phone out my pocket,please?"She cut me off noticing i didn't want to carry on talking about my mum.
"Sure"I fumbled around but her phone wasn't in her pockets of her leather jacket or the front pockets of her shorts."Sophie,i can't find it!"I moaned double checking her jacket.
"Oh poo,it's in my back pocket,will you still get it for me?"I didn't want her taking her eyes of the road so i agreed.
She lifted herself up a little from the seat and i quickly stuck my hand into her back pocket looking for her phone,she sat down on my slamming on the breaks,as i pulled my hand back with her phone.
I couldn't help myself she looked so sexy in those clothes and might have told her i didn't want her driving my car but she looked hot,her face was so close i could feel her breath on my face.
Sophie's P.O.V
I finished putting my make up and i was just tying my shoelaces,and i was ready for the night..
I checked myself in the mirror,looking at the girl looking back at me,the empty sad feeling of seeing this girl had become a regular thing,she seemed so familiar although i had no idea who she was.
My heart ached,it was an indescribable pain,not just physically but also mentally,too think you loved someone without even knowing and then they're just ripped away from you just like that it's all over.
I bowed my head in shame and embarrassment,the horrible memories rushing through my brain all at once made my vision unclear,i grabbed on to the closest thing to me witch happened to be the wall i steadied myself taking deep breaths while i pushed the past thoughts to the back of my head reminding myself that tonight was about having fun.
With one last deep breath i pulled myself together,i pushed off the wall and made my way over to my bed picking my jacket up and closing my bedroom door quietly after myself i tip toed downstairs trying not to get caught leaving the house at this time of night.
"Hey,where do you think you're going?"I cursed under my breath hearing Niall's voice speaking from behind me.
"Hey babe"Harry had clearly been talking and following Niall somewhere before they caught me trying to sneak out of the house.
"I'm just going for a walk i'll be back later"I quickly rushed not wanting to stand around talking any longer.
"You're going for a walk in those"Niall questioned pointing at the high shoes in was wearing clearly not believing my lie.
"Yeah,aren't you going to be cold going for a walk dressed like that"Harry sceptically asked .
"No i'll be fine,see you later boys"I avoided eye contact with them as i opened the front door as quickly as i could shutting the door behind me.
"You didn't honestly think i'd let you go out dressed like that by yourself did you?"i'd only made it down the road when Harry whispered in my ear.
"You scared the life out of me,it's not funny"I clutched my heart and shrieked unintentionally at his sudden appearance,i hit his shoulder when he wouldn't stop laughing at me.
"Where are you heading anyway?" He asked after he'd controlled his breathing.
"There's a race just out of town,you coming??"I wiggled my eyebrows at his seeing his face lighten up and the excitement in both our eyes.
"Of course,but we're going in my car,there's no way i'm riding in that pink thing"I rolled my eyes and laughed at his manliness and not wanting to be seen in my car.
"Okay fine as long as i get to drive"I agree watching his face contemplating my conditions.
"No,no way"Harry shakes his head as we round the corner turning into a different street.
"Pleaseee"Harry laughs as i beg him with my best puppy dog eyes and pouting.
"Noooo"Harry whined playing along with my childness.
"Why not??"I complained,i grabbed his arm stopping him from walking so he'd look at me.
"Because it's my car i can't have a girl driving MY car and i'd don't want you crashing it"Harry cheeky smile and stupid reason made me huff and roll my eyes.
"You're being ridiculous,I'll make a bet with you! you let me drive on the way to the race with anything happening you have to buy me a drink at the nearest bar,if you win-"
"Okay if i win you have to do whatever i say for the rest of the week"Harry cut me off,i drew in a deep breath at his horrible request i stood contemplating it.
"It's only wednesday i'm not doing it for the rest of the week i'll do it for the rest of the night"I wasn't going to be anyones slave especially Harry's he have me running down the road naked or something stupid.
"Alright,for 24 hours starting from when i win"His cocky grin and wink made me groan but agree i wasn't bothered about winning i just didn't want to lose.
"Okay,fineee,key!?"I held my hand out waiting for him to give me his car keys as we reached his car.
We got in the car,the engine roaring to life once i'd put the keys in we made our way out of town and onto the motorway i'd been to race here before so i knew here i was going,Harry and i talked for a while but it soon fell silent,it was dark and we'd just turned of the motorway into a country road without much light i had to watch the road carefully.
"How do you know where you're going?"Harry suddenly asked,he was looking out the window when i glanced at him quickly.
"I've been here before with Niall and Liam,why?"I thought maybe he'd been here as well i guess not.
"Oh,i've never been this far out of the city,how did you find out about this place having a race tonight?"I didn't know if Harry had ever left the city we lived in i can't remembering him going on holiday or anything.
"I've got my resources,have you ever been on holiday Harry,like out of the country?"He looked taken back and supprissed by my question.
"Yeah once why?"I quickly looked at him from the road and noticed he was looking at me questionably.
"Where did you go?"I was suddenly very interested in this new topic,i talk with Harry all the time but we never really talk about our Family or normal things we normally just talk about weird things or we playfully torment each other.
"I went to America to see my mum,it was just after your dad died"Of course i remember now,he left after the funeral he asked me to go but i couldn't leave Louis or the house i was a mess and Harry doesn't get to see often his mother since she lived on this other side of the world and my fathers death just made him miss her i guess.
"Will you be going again soon,you must miss her"I've never meet Harry mother he doesn't really like to talk about his family before me and the boys.
"I don't know i do miss her but-"I could tell Harry was becoming uncomfortable with the subject so i cut him off.
Harry's P.O.V
"It's fine,look we're nearly here can you get my phone out my pocket,please?"She cut me off noticing i didn't want to carry on talking about my mum.
"Sure"I fumbled around but her phone wasn't in her pockets of her leather jacket or the front pockets of her shorts."Sophie,i can't find it!"I moaned double checking her jacket.
"Oh poo,it's in my back pocket,will you still get it for me?"I didn't want her taking her eyes of the road so i agreed.
She lifted herself up a little from the seat and i quickly stuck my hand into her back pocket looking for her phone,she sat down on my slamming on the breaks,as i pulled my hand back with her phone.
I couldn't help myself she looked so sexy in those clothes and might have told her i didn't want her driving my car but she looked hot,her face was so close i could feel her breath on my face.
Notes
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