
If they only knew
♥Chapter Eightteen♥
~Ariana Grande - Almost Is Never Enough ft. Nathan Sykes~
~or The Vamps ft Demi lovato-Somebody to you~
Sophie's P.O.V
"Harry,Harry wait up!"I called out as i run after him.
"Hey,what's wrong with you?Harry answer me!"I finally caught up to him and grabbed his arm pulling him to turn around and look at me.
"What,What do you want?"Harry snapped at me,his harsh words shocked me a bit causing me to take a step away from him.
"What's the matter,why are you acting so strange lately?"Deep down i think i knew the answer to my question but i still wanted to hear him tell me.
"Haven't you figured it out yet,everybody else has"I had figured it out but i didn't want to accept the harsh reality of it.
"I'm so sorry"I determined not to cry but it was so hard,especially when i've hurt someone who once meant everything to me.
"Yeah me too,Sophie i'm sorry i fell in love with you but never had the balls to tell you,i'm sorry we never got the chance to be something more than friends,i'm sorry that i can't bare to look you anymore knowing that you his and not mine,Sophie not matter how sorry you are it won't change that fact that you're in love with him,having his baby not mine"
"Harry,please stop it,you can't say these things,you had your chance but i wasn't good enough then so you didn't want me,you only want me now because you can't have me!"All i ever wanted was for him to tell me he loved me but he never did.
"Sophie you were always good enough that was the problem,you were too good for me,but when you came to me that day when we went to the cinema and we looked at cars all day,when we almost kissed i thought maybe you did like me but then you started seeing Zayn and well you know what happened next"I remember the day like it was yesterday,a sad smile became visible on my face as i replayed the memories in my head.
"Yeah but it wasn't enough,was it being friends will never being enough for us"We'd sat down opposite each other on the floor in the empty hall way .
"No i don't think it ever was but it's too late now,you're with Zayn and your happy maybe we just wasn't meant to be"
That was the thing about Harry i couldn't be with him but i couldn't be without him,in some sick way we was made to be and we both know that we need each other,i guess it's true the saying you never know what you've got until it's gone and in our case we had everything we were just to blind to see it.
"Yeap,i guess so,can i ask you a question?"I wasn't sure if i wanted to know his answer but i couldn't stop myself from asking him.
"If i can ask you one after?"i agreed and thought for a moment if i should ask him or not,i gave up and decided if i don't ask i'll be forever wanting to know the answer.
"Do you think we would have worked out,like lasted forever?"Harry looked a little taken back by my question but he seemed to be thinking about his answer.
"Yeah,definitely i would have made sure of it,If you could change what's happened,would you?"
"I'd love to say no but there's always going to be a place in my heart that would say yes and wonder what it would have been like if things were different"It was quite for a couple of minutes,both of us just thinking.
"I wish we could stay like this forever,escaping the harsh reality life's given us"Harry sudden words startled me for a minute bringing me back out of my thoughts.
"yeah me too but you don't get to pick who you fall in love with"My eyes caught harry's glance at me before he laughed quietly.
"No but we get to choose who we let hurt us,and i'm glad i choose you,i love you Sophie"I stood up and pulled Harry up with me,standing in front of him i put my hand on his cheek.
"I love you too Harry,maybe in another life time things would've been different but just for the record i'm honored to have had the chance to have fallen in love with you"I slowly lent up and place a kiss on his cheek before walking off to find everybody else,leaving Harry behind in the past.
~or The Vamps ft Demi lovato-Somebody to you~
Sophie's P.O.V
"Harry,Harry wait up!"I called out as i run after him.
"Hey,what's wrong with you?Harry answer me!"I finally caught up to him and grabbed his arm pulling him to turn around and look at me.
"What,What do you want?"Harry snapped at me,his harsh words shocked me a bit causing me to take a step away from him.
"What's the matter,why are you acting so strange lately?"Deep down i think i knew the answer to my question but i still wanted to hear him tell me.
"Haven't you figured it out yet,everybody else has"I had figured it out but i didn't want to accept the harsh reality of it.
"I'm so sorry"I determined not to cry but it was so hard,especially when i've hurt someone who once meant everything to me.
"Yeah me too,Sophie i'm sorry i fell in love with you but never had the balls to tell you,i'm sorry we never got the chance to be something more than friends,i'm sorry that i can't bare to look you anymore knowing that you his and not mine,Sophie not matter how sorry you are it won't change that fact that you're in love with him,having his baby not mine"
"Harry,please stop it,you can't say these things,you had your chance but i wasn't good enough then so you didn't want me,you only want me now because you can't have me!"All i ever wanted was for him to tell me he loved me but he never did.
"Sophie you were always good enough that was the problem,you were too good for me,but when you came to me that day when we went to the cinema and we looked at cars all day,when we almost kissed i thought maybe you did like me but then you started seeing Zayn and well you know what happened next"I remember the day like it was yesterday,a sad smile became visible on my face as i replayed the memories in my head.
"Yeah but it wasn't enough,was it being friends will never being enough for us"We'd sat down opposite each other on the floor in the empty hall way .
"No i don't think it ever was but it's too late now,you're with Zayn and your happy maybe we just wasn't meant to be"
That was the thing about Harry i couldn't be with him but i couldn't be without him,in some sick way we was made to be and we both know that we need each other,i guess it's true the saying you never know what you've got until it's gone and in our case we had everything we were just to blind to see it.
"Yeap,i guess so,can i ask you a question?"I wasn't sure if i wanted to know his answer but i couldn't stop myself from asking him.
"If i can ask you one after?"i agreed and thought for a moment if i should ask him or not,i gave up and decided if i don't ask i'll be forever wanting to know the answer.
"Do you think we would have worked out,like lasted forever?"Harry looked a little taken back by my question but he seemed to be thinking about his answer.
"Yeah,definitely i would have made sure of it,If you could change what's happened,would you?"
"I'd love to say no but there's always going to be a place in my heart that would say yes and wonder what it would have been like if things were different"It was quite for a couple of minutes,both of us just thinking.
"I wish we could stay like this forever,escaping the harsh reality life's given us"Harry sudden words startled me for a minute bringing me back out of my thoughts.
"yeah me too but you don't get to pick who you fall in love with"My eyes caught harry's glance at me before he laughed quietly.
"No but we get to choose who we let hurt us,and i'm glad i choose you,i love you Sophie"I stood up and pulled Harry up with me,standing in front of him i put my hand on his cheek.
"I love you too Harry,maybe in another life time things would've been different but just for the record i'm honored to have had the chance to have fallen in love with you"I slowly lent up and place a kiss on his cheek before walking off to find everybody else,leaving Harry behind in the past.
I'm team zophie
7/26/14