Adopted by 1D
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Carnival
Louis' POV
Something was up with Niall. He and Husky were both up at the crack of dawn, all prepared to go to the carnival. I don't know why, but they seemed to be over-faking happiness. Husky has been like that for the past month, but something about Niall was off. As though he knew something we didn’t, and he was struggling to keep it from us. Husky was always smiling, unless she thought we weren’t looking, then she looked sad. Liam was the last one up, and Harry jumped for joy at the thought of a carnival.
Niall revved the car, trying to get us to hurry up and go. I smiled as Husky came running down the stairs. She was wearing this. She grinned at me and I gripped her hand, turning to go out of the car. In my peripheral vision, I could see Husky looked depressed. I shook the thought off of my shoulders and concentrated on getting to the car.
The carnival wasn't completely full, so it didn't take more than two hours to get through all of the rides. We only had one left. An enormous ride which Husky refused to go on. It was a massive rollercoaster with large dips and quick turns. All the boys were super excited, so we all went on it anyway, leaving Husky at the gate. It was a large argument before Husky was allowed to be on her own. Husky seemed quite happy that she didn't have to go on the ride.
Husky's POV
I waved as the boys walked off towards the line. I was happy that they let me alone. I could finally stop smiling. My expression dropped and I felt a wave of relief. It felt good to not have to fake emotions. Louis seemed to catch on that Niall and I were hiding something. When I forced a smile for the guys, I felt bad. I felt as though I was lying to their faces. I felt guilty. That didn't help, it just made me feel worse, so it took more effort to smile. I heard screams as the roller-coaster swerved to avoid a prop burning building. I closed my eyes and remembered what Holly had taught me. She taught me how to make poems about practically anything. The way she explained it made it seem so easy. I racked my brain and came up with one.
You leave me dead
I go along
You push me down
When I'm not strong
I'm dying here
It just wont end
I'll take the gun
To death I send
The dark has me
I'm lost, I'm gone
You can't see me
I'm forever alone
I finished it
And you don't know why
I loved you true
I'll say goodbye
What I hadn't realised is that I had said it quietly to myself. I turned and saw Liam behind me, his eyes brimmed with tears. The others were laughing, about ten metres behind him, and walking towards us. Liam continued to stare down at me.
'What's wrong, Liam?' I asked, unable to grasp why he was s upset. Maybe the ride was just that scary. Liam shook his head in disbelief.
'Where did you her that?' he asked, blinking away his tears. I shook my head.
'I didn't hear it anywhere. I came up with it just then, actually.' This made Liam freeze altogether. He pulled himself together when the boys arrived. He forced a smile.
Great.
Now Liam and Niall were upset because of me.
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Holly will be explained in the sequel.
Notes
Husky's outfit:http://www.polyvore.com/bringing_tardis_to_school_with/set?id=119247451
Your dad's an ass then if he says that...Anyway my dad says I was adopted and that I wasn't his child and a bunch of things and if know those aren't true cause I go through a lot of things to get evidence and I was right. It's just the way my dad shows affection for one and another. Remember that it doesn't matter what people think of you. You define beauty others don't define beauty for you. You shouldn't care about what your step dad thinks, when your old enough you'll be able to make your dad suffer and call him names and things like that. Put him through the stress he put you in.
6/25/14