Adopted by 1D

How I forgive
Husky's POV
I left the room. There was no way that I was hearing what happened to me again. And I didn't want to see the boys reactions. I pulled out my phone from my pocket. Liam gave to me this morning. I remembered that I wouldn't have it long, if was to forgive my father. I limped towards the hotel pantry and pulled out a box of cereal. I grabbed the milk from the fridge and put the stuff in a bowl. I was going to TRY and eat. That's what the boys want me to do. After two mouthfuls I started to feel sick. But I pushed on. I managed to eat half of it before I knew I could go on no further. As I put the bowl in the sink, I heard a crash coming from the living room. I gave up up on wondering what it was and went back to cleaning the bowl. I put it away and Liam came out, frowning. I asked him how it went.
'Not too good. Louis is still taking it the worst. Niall bawling. Harry. Gone silent. So has Zayn. I reckon you should go talk to Louis,' Liam said whilst frowning. I nodded and walked into the into the lounge room. I hugged Harry first. He hugged me back. Then I hugged Niall and Zayn. Niall stopped crying. The boys all left the room. Louis continued to sob into the pillow. I lay down on my back beside him. He rolled onto his side so that he was facing me.
'Hi,' I said weakly. Louis half smiled at me.
'I will never ever forgive your father, for as long as I live,' Louis said through his tears.
'That reminds me!' I said, slowly getting up from the couch.
'What?' Louis asked, standing up with me.
'I have to forgive him,' I said, heading towards my room. Louis raised an eyebrow.
'Why would you forgive him? What he did was wrong and horrible and disgusting!' Louis said. I frowned at the tears that continued to stream down his face. I wrapped my arms around his neck.
'I love you,' I whispered in his ear.
'I love you more,' he said, hugging me back. I pulled away and squeezed his hand.
'This is how I forgive people. To forgive someone, I have to get rid of something I own. Don't ask me why, because I have no answer,' I said, walking into my bedroom. I took my phone from my back pocket.
'Are you actually going to get rid of a brand new phone, just to forgive you father?' Louis asked, gripping my arm. I nodded.
'If I don't get rid of something important to me, I can't forgive. I don't know why, I just can't. I tried to not forgive someone many times before. Every time I didn't forgive someone, I attempted suicide. If I don't forgive I will try and kill myself. The pain of not forgiving someone hurts me too much,' I said, shaking off Louis' grip. Louis stared at me, more tears running down his face.
'How many times have you tried to kill yourself?' he asked quietly. I shrugged.
'Over seventy, I think? But I've never managed to succeed,' I said, walking towards the toilet. Louis stayed at the door way. I watched as he lay down on his bed and sobbed. I dropped the phone in the toilet and flushed it. I sat down next to Louis on the bed.
'Louis, what's wrong?' I asked.
'Promise me,' he said through sobs, 'promise me that you will never try and kill yourself again.' I shook my head.
'I don't think I can promise, but I will try.' Louis pulled me in for a hug. I hugged back.
'Oh yeah! I ate half a bowl of cereal!' I said proudly. Louis smiled through his tears.
'Thank goodness. I hope your eating as much as Niall within a year. You are quite skinny. Then you and Niall could have eating competitions!' Louis cheered. He glanced at the toilet.
'Do you actually forgive him?' I nodded. We made our way downstairs to join the others.

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