Love like this.

“shit!” I yelled pushing Harry off me and onto the other side of the bed. I looked up to see Calum looking very uncomfortable in the door way.
“umm..sorry.. i was just coming to check on you.” Calum said looking around the room awkwardly. “I'm going to go now..” He gave an awkward wave and walked out of the room.

“Calum!” I yelled chasing after him. I needed to make sure he wasn't going to say anything, not only to Niall but my brother. “wait here.” i frowned at Harry who had a small smile on his lips.

this isn't funny..

Calum was standing at the top of the stairs with his arms crossed an amused expression on his face.

“calum..” i sighed running my hand through my hair.

“Audrey.” He retaliated with a small smirk.

“Calum.. its not what it looks like.”

“oh really?” He laughed “so i didn't just walk in on you with Harrys tongue down your throat?” I smacked his arm and rolled my eyes.

“thats not what I meant, its just Harry and I thats nothing..” I sighed turning towards my door to make sure Harry wasn't listing.

“sure didn't seem like it.”

“Calum..” I sighed. “Please I can explain later. but please dont say anything.” I begged

“you dont need to explain. I get it your shagging harry behind Nialls back what is there to explain.”

“its not like that.. thats why I need to explain.” I said pleading. Calum saying the obvious assumption about what Harry and I were doing made me feel sick. Harry wasn't some fling to me.

“Audrey.” He laughed. “im not going to say anything, i promise. just be careful okay?” Calum said a small smile on his lips. He didn't seem pissed, which is good but then again he doesn't really have a reason to be.

“thank you.” I smiled and he nodded.

“im going to go now.. but hurry up. “ He snapped and I laughed giving him a light shove. “Harry!” Calum yelled.

“yeah?” Harry asked walking out of my room with an unreadable expression. I tried to give him a small but he just dismissed me.

weird..

“were going back to the car before they notice something is up.. they are already suspicious.” Calum laughed and Harry nodded following him down the stairs.

I ran back into my room to grab my phone and check my hair one more time before joining everyone back downstairs.

I wonder why Harry is mad at me? I hope he didn't hear what we were talking about. I only told Calum that Harry and I were nothing because the last thing i need is those four boys in my business. Telling one of the 5 seconds of summer boys was like telling all of them.

I slowly walked to the car and got in making sure to sit as far away for Harry as possible. Which was quite difficult due to the fact there wasn't much room to begin with. I looked at Harry who was glued to my phone and sighed. I wonder why hes pouting.. the only thing I can think of is that he overheard me.

I was too lost in my thoughts to hear Ashton making fun of me taking too long, and frankly I didn't care to pay attention. I love my brother but sometimes I just want to punch him.

“you okay?” Niall asked in my ear. I gave him a small smile and he put his arm around my shoulders.

“yeah im okay.” I smiled “sorry I took so long, I wasn't feeling good.” I lied and Niall nodded.

The rest of the car ride was filled with small talk about the upcoming tour. I couldn’t help but think back on all the times Harry has been mad at me which wasn't every often. I could just tell something was wrong with him and it was killing me that i couldn't ask.
Flashback:

“what the fuck audrey!” Harry shouted at me pacing back and forth around the room. “what were you thinking!”

I had gone to a club earlier that night with some friends and Harry ended up coming to get me. Which ended in him seeing me making out with some random guy in a back booth. I was half drunk, sober by the scene Harry created pulling me out of the club.

I understand why Harry is so mad at me, we had been hanging out for a two weeks now and were going to use Niall cheating on me as a way to end the relationship so we could be together.

Not right away of course.. but eventually when things calmed down. We had a plan, and that plan made Niall’s betrayal feel non existent in my life. But unfortunately nothing in my life ever goes how I want it.

Harry was yelling at me still, going on about how I was acting careless and I needed to be safer, blah blah blah.. all I was hearing is how Harry is mad at me because I was with another guy which meant he was jealous.

“I cant get out of my contract.” I sighed making Harry stop yelling at me and look at me intensely.

“what do you mean?”

“I mean, theres nothing I can do. I have to stay with Niall now that we've gone public, it hasn't been long enough.” I said sadly feeling like i was going to cry. “im sorry.”

The next thing i knew Harry had me in his arms quietly whispering in my ear about how he was sorry for yelling, and to please dont cry.

“why are you sorry auds?” He asked softly.

“because if i cant end it with him then i cant be with you.” I mumbled tears falling

“Audrey..” Harry said forcing me to make eye contact with him. “is that why you did this?”

I nodded.

“Audrey. it'll be okay.” He paused to kiss me soft. “i promise it'll all be okay.” He said pulling me in closer and resting his head on top of mine.

“Harry.” I said pushing him away. “Harry tonight wasn't supposed to go this way.” I sighed looking into those beautiful green eyes.

“i know.” He nodded moving to pull me into his chest again but i shook my head, holding my hand out.

“no you dont get it” I sighed “tonight.. you weren't supposed to come get me. I wanted you to see pictures of me with that guy last night.. I wasn't going to go home with him but I thought if you saw..”

“then i wouldn't want you anymore?” He asked quietly and I nodded.

“If you saw that then you could move on, its not fair to you Harry. I have to stay with Niall and as much as it hurts me I have to let you go.” I smiled as big as I possibly could but failed as more tears slipped out.

Harry nodded sadly and got up to leave the hotel room, leaving me a sobbing mess. I didn't expect him to stay, but i wanted him to at least say something.. anything. I waited all for him to come back, fought to stay awake until i couldn't anymore and fell asleep with tear stained cheeks re living my favorite moments with Harry before we had to end it.

The next morning I woke up exhausted with a pounding headache. I needed to wake up so i decided to take a quick shower before meeting everyone outside with my music turned up I washed away all the horrible memories from the night before and told myself it was for the best.

In the middle of washing my hair the shower door opened and a very familiar boy walked in pulling my naked body into his.

Once my heart rate slowed down not only from him being there but the fact that I thought i was going to be murdered I was able to speak.

“Hi.” I mumbled.

“HI.” he smiled

“can i ask what you're doing here?”

“I came to tell you that I don't care.” Harry smiled. “i dont care about the guy from the club, I dont care about the contract, I dont care if you and Niall have to be disgustingly Copley in front of me as long as I know its fake. As long as I know that this.” He pointed to my heart “really belongs to me. no more trying to push me away. I want this if you do. Last night after i left here, i thought about trying to move on and I just couldn't do it. I want to be with you,i just want to be able to call you mine and you call me yours.” He stopped to catch his breath. “well if you'll have me.” He smiled and gathered my hands in his.

“Harry..” I started but he cut me off with his lips pressing to mine. I pulled him back by his hair so i could talk and he pressed his forehead against mine.

“I do. I want to be with you Harry.” I said before pulling him down and re connecting our lips.

End of Flashback:

I smiled and felt my cheeks heat up as i remembered one of Harry and I’s “fights”. Thats when i realized we were at the club, so consumed in my flashback I didn't notice everyone expect Niall had gotten out of the car, even Harry.
Niall and I walked into the club and headed straight for the rest of the group. After a a whole lot of pushing we finally reached everyone and greeted them with smiles and hugs.

I had just given Louis a hug before walking over to Harry and pulling him aside.

“whats wrong?” I asked him and he shrugged.

“nothing..” He mumbled. okay?

“Harry i know when something is bothering you.” I said and he rolled his eyes. “talk to me.” i pleaded

“what does it matter audrey? its not like you and I are anything anyways.” He scoffed and walked off, brushing off my arm on the way past me.

Notes

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