Love like this.

Audrey's Pov:

“I love you.” Harry whispered and kissed my nose making me smile.

“mhm.. I know.” I replied with a smirk making him lean down and kiss me “I love you Harry.” I mumbled once he pulled away.

“I wish you didn't have to go back tomorrow. I know you do but I wish you could stay one more night.” Harry sighed and I snuggled my naked body in closer to his.

“me too.” I sighed. “but i have to go back, I have to see him before you guys go back on tour.” I said and gave Harry a quick kiss on his jaw.

“I know. Is it bad i don't feel guilty about this? what were doing?” He asked against the top of my head.

“no.” I shook my head quickly.

“I know its selfish but I just cant bring myself to let you go. I don't want to let you go, even if I have to have you just as a friend. Ill take it.” Harry sighed and I nodded.

“I know. I wish it could have been different.” I said taking in a deep breath. “i wish i could have met you first.”

“Me too baby, me too.” Harry said sadly pulling me in closer.

Then we sat in silence just holding each other. My head on his chest his arms around me. I could stay with him forever and never let him go but unfortunately that wasn't the case. As much as I wanted to be with this handsome boy in front of me, I had to go back to my boyfriend. I had to look my boyfriend in the eye and pretend that my heart didn't belong to someone else.

Because unlike in the movies and stories I read, there isn't a happy ending. Just broken hearts and complications.

As much as I would love to be with Harry Styles, it simply isn't allowed. There would be no way the current girlfriend of Niall Horan and sister of Ashton Irwin would be able to jump from one relationship into another.

Harry Styles is supposed to be single, and when he isn't he's dating girls with big names like Kendall Jenner or Taylor Swift. One Direction would never be the same when if Niall found out that one of his best mates, brothers stole his girl. The fans would never accept me, they barely do now.. it just simply wouldn't work.

So I laid in bed, listing to the sound of Harry breathing next to me wishing that I didn't have to pretend that he healed my heart. Didn't have to look at him and fight the urge to hold him, not just kiss him but hold him.

I never expected this to happen, for me to start this whole thing with Harry but after Niall cheated on me I lost hope in our relationship and by that point it was too late. I had already signed the contract and after crying for what felt like hours to Harry wed ended up sleeping together.

And well you know how that ended up…

When we first started “hanging out” we kept it casual but then it became so much more than that, he worked his way in my heart and there was no getting him out.

“what time is your flight tomorrow?” Harry asked breaking the silence.

“seven. in the morning.” i sighed.

“tired?” Harry asked looking down at me

“nope. couldn't sleep even if I wanted to. you?”

“no.” He chucked. “come on I want to take you somewhere.” He laughed and I met his gaze raising my eye brows at him.

“come on! get dressed.” He laughed and pushed me off him. I sighed and tried to fight my smile as I climbed out of bed and lazily threw clothes on.

Once we were dressed we walked in more comfortable silence, just holding hands both lost in our own worlds. Harry had us get on his motorcycle to a small turn off a little up the road from where we were staying and now we are walking up a small path to whatever it is he wants me to see.

Los Angeles is one of my favorite places in the world, mainly because I can just be here with Harry but also from the weird feeling of serenity i get from being here.

“Harry are we there yet?” I whined making him laugh.

“yeah.” He said covering my eyes he shifted my body to face the other way and uncovered my eyes. “look.” He whispered in my ear.

“wow.” i said in awe as I took in the scene in front of me. It was one of the most beautiful views, the city lights but it was surprisingly calm. just perfection. “This is beautiful.” I smiled

“yeah. I like it here.” Harry smiled and sat down patting the ground for me to follow. Once I was sitting he wrapped his arm around me pulling me closer to him.

“if you could wish for one thing what would it be?” I asked cuddling in closer.

“this. you, me us .for us to not have to let this go to be able to live in this moment forever.” He said into my hair and I nodded. “what about you?”

“same.” I said and closed my eyes. “thank you for bringing me here, showing me this.” I said and gave him a quick kiss.

“come here.” He whispered and pulled my face back to his and kissed me again.

And in that moment i knew..

that being on tour with Harry just as friends..

whats going to be hell.

Notes

hiiiiii new story! again
okay so i decided to delete my other new story i just started and start this one.
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