My Dangerous Knight

Clare's POV

My heart went from being cut into pieces to just shredded. He made it very clear. He hated me, and obviously didn't have the same feelings. Was he using me this whole time? Is that why he never wanted to date me?

I heard more giggling and slowly made my way back to my room. I soon heard them go into Harry's room. I didn't want to hear anything they were doing so I made my way up the stairs in my room along with a blanket.

There wasn't any curtains so I got a perfect view of the stars and trees. There were thousands of them. But it's sad. Stars seem so beautiful, and a guide through the darkness, but in actuality, they are dangerous. Just big balls of gas, matter, and dirt. Just like Harry. Beautiful but dangerous.

I wanted to slap myself for being so stupid and cheesy. I was so tired. My eyes were puffy and I was still crying. I slowly drifted to sleep. Eyes still streaming with tears.



Harry's Pov

I woke up feeling someone pressed on top of me. I look down seeing blonde locks of hair. Shit. Please tell me I didn't. I did. Fuck I hope Clare didn't see us. I still have feelings for her, I was being such as ass yesterday. Man why do I always do stupid shit when I am angry.

I pushed the blonde off of me waking her up.

"Get dressed and out of here bitch," I said harshly. The sooner she was out the better. I put my boxers on.

She huffed but obliged. As soon as she was done I basically pushed her out the front door and locked it. I made my way upstairs but Clare went out of her room as soon as I was at the top step.

" If I never meant anything, you should've told me before I fell for you," she said hurt.

"Clare, I was drunk, I didn't know what I was doing," I said. I was actually was just tipsy, but just really angry at Clare, and needed to get her off my mind.

"When you're drunk you do what you would want if you were sober, and you sure weren't drunk enough to drive home safety. Plus, I'm just a waste of time and a childish bitch anyways right? I don't want to be here anymore, and I want a plane ticket back to London," she said

"Clare I didn't mean anything I said, it was in the heat of the moment, and I'm not getting you a ticket," I said frustrated.

" I don't care, it still didn't stop the fact that you said it, and the plane ticket is the least you could do, after everything you've done to me," she said-voice rising.

"I'm not going to let you leave, I don't care what you say," I told her stern.

"Selfish asshole! All you care about is how you feel, you won't even consider how I feel about everything?" she said angrily before going back to her room and slamming the door.

I felt bad. But it was all my fault. I caused all of this. But I want her to stay. I'm going to make things right. I felt gross from the activities with the blondie so I made my way into my bathroom to shower. Once I get out I'm going to go to Clare and apologize. I just need to find out what to say. This is going to be tough.


Clare's POV

I was beyond furious. Who the hell did he think he was!? I don't care if he's some stupid gang leader. He's not going to fucking treat me like that. I needed to cool down, and I knew he locked the front door all crazy. I guess my only option is the gym, swimming, bath, or a shower. i think I'm going to go for a swim.

I quickly put on the shorts and bra I wore yesterday and made my way down to he pool. I went down the stairs and flt the water rising up my body. I instantly felt relaxed. The water was a little cold, but that's okay since I was steaming from anger. I ducked and went underwater, since for some reason I feel so at peace, and it feels like time slows down when I'm underwater.

I stayed under until I needed air

I felt so much more calm and continued going under water doing random things


I stayed in the water for hours, just messing around when I hear Harry yelling my name frantically .So now he cares? I ignored him and he eventually came to the pool. I was floating on my back when he popped in angry.

"I've been calling your name!?" he said angrily.

I opened my eyes and stood in the water.

"Yeah, and?" I say frustrated.

" Why didn't you reply?"

"Maybe I didn't feel like talking to you," I said bored, and irritated.

" I don't care! I was worri-" I interrupted him before he could finish his sentence.

"What? Worried about me? Since when did you care? I'm just a whore that should've got raped right? Don't try to fucking act like you care when it's clear you don't. I think you've done enough damage." I say while getting out of the water. He ruined my mood once more.

I could feel him staring at my body while I was getting my towel. Once I did I wrapped my body. This guy needs to fucking take a hint that I don't wanna talk. I started to walk away but he grabbed me and held me against him.

"Fuck Clare. You still Think I meant all those words? How many times do I have to tell you I didn't mean any of it!" he said gently.

"Harry, anything you say to a girl, especially hurtful things, she will take to heart. Words hurt, and I'm not one who forgives and forgets easily," I say before pushing him out of the way and running to my room.


Harry's POV

Once I headed out of the shower I quickly changed and made my way to Clare's room. I couldn't find her and I started to freak out. Did she leave? I looked everywhere but I couldn't find her. When I saw that she was in the pool room I was so relieved.

I started making my way towards her angrily for not answering when I was calling for her. But it all just ended in another fight. I had to admit, I was a little distracted of her body, but I still wasn't able to fix things.

Ugh. I need help. Louis. He should know what to do! He has Eleanor. They have to get into fights. I quickly made my way up to my room and called him.

"Hello Mate?" he asked.

" I need your help,"

Notes

HEYYYY! So yeah I felt like updating since I kinda left a clffhanger. Anyways I made a quick update since I should be doing homework. But yeah hope you guys enjoyed. Rate,comment, and subscribe! :) P.S I am going to be editing my chapters sometime soon because if the errors. I'm not changing the storyline or any of that. I'm just gonna fix the errors. Yeahh just letting you guys know. Anyways byee. :))) -Clare