Am I Perfect Yet?

Porcelain's P.O.V.
The audition felt like it took forever but it probably only took half an hour.
I got my dance bag and headed home. .I checked my phone and saw Josh texted that he wsn't going to be home until really late tonight.
I silently thanked God. When I got to the apartment I was greeted by Josh, and I's dog, Benny. After Benny And The Jets.
I took a shower and changed out of my dance clothes. I loaded up my laptop and got on one of the many pro-ana sites I was signed in. Nothing new, only thinspiration. I signed onto the only site I actually loved. A chat site. I had met alot of friends on there, but one had become kinda like my dirty little secret. I learned alot about one guy and we had grown close over the last couple months. I think he considers us more than friends. At least, I hope he does. I know, I know, cheating is bad. Me and this guy aren't together and he knows I'm with Josh!He knows who I am, but he won't tell His name is Zayn. Apparently he has alot of stress in his life and his fiance isn't helping. How could someone be in a relationship with someone they almost hate? I practicly fangirled when I saw he was online. I was about to message him but he messaged me first. This time, I literally got up and danced. Don't judge me!
Hey!-ZHey
Zayn-Porce
How was your day?-Z
Good, I had an audition for a Drake vid-Porce
Epic! How'd it go?-Z
Good, I think I might get it-Porce
I know you will!-Z
Yeah, whatever-Porce
So...I have news-Z
BITCH TELL ME!-Porce
Ok, Ok! I finally broke up with my fiance-Z
Um, should I congragilate you you?-Porce
Yes, because I kinda wanted to get out of that for a while, now.-Z
Then, why didn't you break up with her before?-Porce
I have to tell you something you don't know about me-Z
Ok?-Porce
I'm Zayn Malik, from One Direction,-Z

I was shocked I had no clue how to react. The person I had been chatting with for months had been Zayn Malik the entire time.

Are you there?-Z
Yeah, I just don't know what to say-Porce
There's more-Z
Of Course there is!-Porce
The reason I broke up with Perrie, was you I want to be with you.-Z
Get back together with her!-Porce
What the hell are you saying?-Z
I'm saying you need to get back with Perrie if I'm the reason you dumped her!-Porce
I want to be with you!-Z
We can't be together! I'm with Josh.-Porce
Dump him!-Z
It's not that simple!-Porce
Yes it is! I don't understand why your making this so difficult!-Z
Because he beats me and has threatened me that if I ever leave him he will kill me!-Porce
Let me help you!-Z
No, he will make me perfect! He will help me!-Porce
What the fuck?! How is he helping you? By hitting you? By screaming at you?-Z
He is helping me be pro-ana!-Porce
Why? Have you seen the pictures of you in magazines? your perfect!-Z
No, I'm not! I need to do this!-Porce
Fine! At least meet me. I just want to see you.-Z
Okay...I'll try to meet you. When and where?-Porce
Tomarrow, at Stanley Park. Six?-Z
Okay, I'll tell Josh I have an audition.-Porce
I love you, Porcelain-Z
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