Am I Perfect Yet?

Zayn's P.O.V.
I sat there at her grave, reading the diary of the love of my life. Reading what this monster was doing to her.

August 29th, 2012
I ate over 700 calories today, what is wrong with me? I feel broken. Like not even Josh encouraging me to do this can stop me from being a pig. He hit me again. People say it's wrong but I know better. I know he loves me. I am currently 97lbs and 5'4. I hate writing that. I'm disgusting. I hate myself. Josh will make me perfect.

I cried and leaned against her grave. What I wouldn't give to be in there instead of her right now.

Notes

So, this was just a sample chapter to see how people like it. Lurve you my Choclidites-Porcelain