
We all make Mistakes
Finnaly
harry just stands there in shock me doing the same, suddenly i hear a few sniffles. is harry seriously crying?i look over only to be bumbarded with a hug
"baby.its all going to be ok."
i didnt even realize i was cryiing so hard
"harry?'
"yess beautful?"
"im scared" i say my face nuzzled into his chest,
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the next week i wake up i had undergone a tratment already and my mother and father were now alcoholics because they were so depressed.i, had a great life. i was in harrys bed, i hadnt bean to my house since my parents stated drinking unless i was getting like clothes but thats it.
"hello, Beautiful"
"hi harry"
"hey whats wrong" obviosly he could tell i was thinking about what had bean going on
'im fine"
"aria, im fine is not good. there a scale, it goes im great! im good, im okay, i hate you, and then im fine. whats wrong:"
"im just. well... i was just thinking" my voice craking at the end
"hey, its ok" he said nuzzlling my face into his chest. this was litterly how everyday started, and ended... everyday was the same. borng and dead.
******************************************************************************************************3 years went by. me and harry are still daating, suprisly cause...we cant have sex. my doctor said i was doing really good the last time i saw him. i havent seen or talked to my parents since i was diagnosed. and im fully moved in with harry my hair is graoing abck...alot now. and were going to the doctors today.
"how are you"the nice doctor parkers asked
"great!"
the apointment was usual just checkin up. then he suddenly got all excited..
"we have some exciting news!!"
" what is it:"
"this will be you last appointment!"
my body froze at his words. i was so happy harry was in the corner litterly dancingand singing.
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that night me and harry were sitting on his bed cuddling and just talking completely ignoreing the movie we had turned on.
"harry?"
"yes babe"
"since im cleared...you know i was thinking?"
'what baby"
"harry honestly just fuck me." he was kinda shocked at my words but i was too so.
he sudddenly climbed on top of me. eagierly, he leaned down and whispered in my ear
"if you say so"
we were making out when his hand started trailing down my back to my waist and to the top of my panties. they were thrown on the floore. along with the rest of are close. i missed him. i missed him being in me, you know? then it happened.
He entered me.
Notes
sorry this has so many typos...
Its the "the deal"
5/18/14