Will You Ever Stop Hurting Me?

It was finally the end of the day, and Eleanor had to go to this family dinner thing, so I decided to stay after school and organize my papers that Malik fucking destroyed. It took me about 30 minutes to do. When I was done, I started to walk home when I saw someone I never wanted to see. Keenan, my ex. Fuck. He made eye contact with me, then smirked.I ran as fast as I could. He was much faster when running straight, so I made a turn into the park and kept running. This park was almost like a forest.

I took that as an advantage and ran into the trees, and made constant turns. I felt relieved when I didn't see him behind me. I slowly started to walk back from where I came to get out. When I didn't see him at all, I started running but bumped into something, wait, someone. I looked up to see Keenan. This is just fucking fantastic! He smirked at me before gripping my wrists, and dragging me back deeper into the trees. I tried to uppercut him and managed to get him in the jaw.

This angered him and caused him to punch me in the stomach where Zayn already bruised, and then slapped me in the face. Great more injuries to add to the collection.

I was in to much pain that I crouched and was to weak to fight against him. He started to take off my clothes, and memories of what he did to me in the past came and I started to scream, but his large hand covered my mouth making my screams muffled. He somehow got all my clothes off and smirked at the bruises on my stomach. Sick bastard.

I tried punching him with my fists, but it barely did any affect on him since he was a strong guy and boxer, so he was used to these types of punches. He turned me around and covered my mouth while his other hand was taking off his pants. I soon felt his junk touch my back. He turned me around again, and pinned me against a large tree, the bark scraping my back. So many tears were streaming down my eyes.

"Oh baby, I will enjoy this, maybe if you weren't such a bad girl I would be more gentle, but either way, you know I like it rough," he said wickedly.

He was an inch away from my lips. He aggressively pinned my hands against the trees, and then I felt it. He quickly inserted himself into me and he wasn't even the slightest bit gentle, I was letting out screams, but he covered those up with his hand as well. He was pumping into me hard, and since i haven't had it for a while, it was extremely painful. I cried and cried, hoping someone would help me. I guess that position wasn't good enough for him, because he threw and pinned me to the ground, before starting his horrible actions once more.

He started to kiss my lips, but soon gripped my cheeks with one hand saying, "If you decide to do anything, but kiss me, I will hurt you." he pulled out a knife leaving it beside me as a warning. He slowly started to lean back and kiss me, I wanted to throw up, but I held it down, and started to kiss him back, knowing the consequences if I didn't.

He started groaning, before attacking my neck with his lips. He bit and nibbled at it, no doubt leaving a hickey. He was raping me again, he took my virginity forcefully a while ago, and now he is making me have sex with him. Soon his thrust became sloppy and he came, at least he had enough decency to not cum inside of me. He put his clothes back on.

"Ha, slut," he spat. I felt like one, I felt so violated. I let the tears flow down as he changed and left. I slowly changed back into my clothes. I've told the cops before, but they are shitty where i live, and didn't do anything, so there was no point in telling them again. After I grabbed my things, i shakily started to walk home, but i winced very often since it hurt to walk.

On my way home i passed Zayn's house and saw him and the boys, the boys stared at me worried where as Zayn stared at me with disgust. I knew i probably looked like a mess, and walked funny, but I didn't give a fuck i just wanted to get home and call Sarah. By the time I got home, no one was there, nothing unusual, I changed, not wanting to wear those filthy clothes and immediately called Sarah. "Hey girl!" She said. At that moment i just started to break down and cry.

"Sarah he did it again," I sobbed.

"Oh fuck no! I swear when i get my hands on that bastard!" She yelled. "And Zayn hurt me again,physically, and emotionally, I don't know what I did to deserve this Sarah!" I cried into the phone.

"I'm so sorry baby girl, we will find a way, I'm coming over," she told me. I continued to talk to her before hearing my doorbell. I hung up the phone, and looked through the peep hole. What I saw was an Officer. I opened the door slowly.

"Are you Clare Edwards?" He asked me.

"Yes." I replied worried, nothing bad happened did it?

"I am so sorry, but your parents were in a car crash, and they didn't make it. I am so sorry," he said to me. I dropped to the ground and started crying even more, he squatted down and gave me a warm hug.

Once I calmed down a bit I asked the officer, "Can i see them?"

"I'm afraid not, the crash was so bad, i don't want to get into details." He replied. I just nodded.

"You are going to need to stay with your guardian or family member unless you are 18. I nod again. Once we finish talking we call my guardian, which happens to be Sarah's parents. They came immediately and all hugged me.

"I am so sorry," Sarah says with tears stream down her eyes. Sarah's parents and mine were bestfriends, so they were just like her parents. The whole rest of the day I spent my time crying over everything and just let it all out.

Notes

This was one sad chapter, i feel so bad for clare. -ello2491