Will You Ever Stop Hurting Me?

Clare's POV
I can't believe I actually beat up Brittany. It felt amazing to finally put that bitch in her place. I was sick and tired of dealing with that shit. As amazing as that was, I felt uncomfortable under everyone's glances. Most girls were giving jealous glances at Eleanor and I, but that was probably because we were walking with the boys. And then there were some girls who gave me a smile, they probably hated the bitch too. Then there were the guys in the hallways, smirking at me. Weirdo's.

The boys noticed my uncomfortable state and started to glare at everyone making them look away immediately. I knew that they were popular, but I didn't know how feared they were. I gave them thankful glances. Soon after the boys departed to their classes, and Eleanor and I headed to Literature. As soon as we entered It was extremely quiet, but then murmurs were being heard, and it got louder, and then everyone started talking about me. I felt really uncomfortable and awkward, there were mixes of questions and statements. Eleanor told me to ignore them but I couldn't help but listen.

"Isn't she the one who beat up Brittany and punched Zayn?"

"How does she know how to fight like that?"

"She's hot, how did I not notice that before?"

That one made me blush, I started to block them out when I heard one that made me freeze.

"I'm glad her parents died, dumb cunt, who does she think she is beating up Brittany like that, I hope she gets raped by a fucking hobo."

I wanted to stand up and slap the bitch that said that, but I couldn't do anything, my body was frozen, tears nearly falling out of my eyes. I was looking down, why would somebody want that to happen to anyone. It was such a sensitive subject. I snapped out of my trance when I heard a slap.


I turn around to see a blonde with her head to the side, a red hand print on her cheek, and Eleanor glaring down at her. There was no more conversation, the room was dead silent. My mouth hung wide open. Was that the girl who said that?


"Shut the fuck up bitch! You have no right to say any of that dumb shit. What kind of fucked up person are you to be glad that someone's parents died? And you want her to get raped? What kind of fucking sick person are you?! Do you realize how much of a dumb fucking Bitch you sound? You are a fucking sick person! I don't know how anybody deals with your shit!" Eleanor growled.

The blonde just had her mouth wide open, and tried to cover her face when everyone started to glare at her. Eleanor made eye contact and I gave her the proudest smile I could manage. she walked to me and asked If I wanted to leave with her, of course I gladly accepted and we started to head out of the classroom. As soon as we exited the back exit, I hugged Eleanor tightly.


"Thank you so much! You are such an amazing friend. I had no idea what to do," I spoke.

"It's no problem! The bitch had It coming!" Eleanor spoke making me smile.

"Do you want to get some icecream and then perhaps go to the mall afterwards?" I asked.

She agreed and we started to head out. As we were driving out of the parking lot, I saw Brittany kissing some guy that looked very familiar. I couldn't see his face but I had a feeling I knew who he was. Oh well.



Louis' POV

"Zayn, what happened? How did you guys make up all of a sudden," I questioned. all the boys turned and looked curious as well.

Zayn looked at me not really wanting to say anything, but I gave him a look making him sigh.

" I found her after she ran out. I was looking for a place to relax after she yelled at me, and I found her sitting on the swings of this park. She tried to walk away, but I wanted to apologize and make things right so we talked. I explained everything and showed her the bruises and scars. She forgave me afterwards. Later that night, the asshole started to beat me again, I felt so helpless not doing anything. He was going to bash my head with a bottle, but Clare stepped in with her dog. I guess she was having a run, but she saw everything he did to me. Long story short, she punched him and brought me to her house, and took care of me, explaining why we walked in together," he explained.

I looked at him, shocked. No one but us knew about the abuse. And dayum! I need to fucking hug clare. She has some mad balls for being able to hit Zayn's dad like that. I was proud of him for trying to make things right with clare though. Although I know he didn't tell her the full story.

" Good Job mate. I'm proud of ya for trying to make things right. Just six more months and we could be roommates. We will all be out of the hell we live in," Liam said making my flashbacks flood back.

"Any last words to your sisters Louis?" my mom spoke to me, while aimming a gun to all of them. I was crying, and my sisters were scared. I was so young, only 14 and I didn't know what to do. I saw a baseball bat on the counter right next to me. My mother was mental, after my dad left us for a younger women she started to become crazy. One of my sisters caught on to what I was going to do and started to distract my mom.

" Mum, please, you don't have to do this! What happened to you?" she cried.

"Shut the fuck up you worthless piece of shit! I wish I never had any of you!" my mum started to cock the pistol...

"Louis, Louis, LOUIS!"


Harry was shaking me. With a worried look.

"Are you alright mate?" all the boys questioned.

"Yeah sorry, just the flashbacks," I told them.

They all gave me sad looks, but It was interrupted when the teacher walked in and started to teach the lesson. Let's hope this day goes by fast.

Notes

GUYSSSS! I'm so sorry I haven't updated in a month! I've been super busy, and didn't really have enough time to update. I also just bought my own laptop, so now updates are going to be much longer, and more often, since it's way easier to type on a laptop than a phone. So yeah. I also am going to fix the chapters before this to make them more interesting, and with less mistakes, so look forward to that. Thanks for reading. Please subscribe and especially, please,please comment! I love to hear your guys' feedback and whether or not you like a chapter. oh and vote! Also, how do you guys feel about Louis' past? should I do a whole chapter where it explains what all the boys are going through?