Will You Ever Stop Hurting Me?

Zayns pov

I just wanted to apologize! But then again if my dad apologized,.I wouldn't forgive him either. I sighed. Liam gave me a sad smile. "In time mate. In time" he said to me. I just nodded and left.


Clare's pov.

I ran to an old park that my parents used to take me to. It was on top of a hill so I got an amazing view. I sat down on the swings. What should I do? Zayn just apologized but it's so hard to forgive him I sighed. I soon heard footsteps I quickly stood up. No one ever really comes here any more who could it be? No. Anyone but him.


Zayns pov

I left the school grounds not caring about the glances that were given to me. I got I'll n my car and started driving around. I saw an old sign that was fading that said grand park. I barely made out the words. why not? I dont think anyone will be at this park, might let me get my mind off of things. I turned into a parking lot and started walking up the hill. Once I got to the top I saw her looking at me with a shocked expression. I probably did the same.

"I thought nobody came here anymore.." she mumbled quietly. "I didn't think anyone was here either." I told her. She started to get up and walk past me, but I was quick and grabbed her arm bringing her back. It was my chance to speak with her. She stared at me wide eyed.

"What the fuck?"she said all panicky. "Please, just hear me out I need to talk to you!" I told her. She shook her head. " I don't want to talk to you" she said. Please? I just wanted to explain myself," I said gently. She sighed. "Fine,make it quick," she said. I smiled a little bit.

We went to the swings and sat down. I could tell she was nervous by the way she was tapping her leg and shaking. "Calm down I'm not going to hurt you," she relaxed a little bit but not too much. "Listen I know you're not going to forgive me, but I truly am sorry, I shouldn't have put you through that. I was jealous that you were able to smile, where as I wasn't. So I decided to hurt you in all those ways. I'm not happy about it either."I told her.

"Why on earth would you be jealous of someone pathetic like me?" She asked sadly. "You're not pathetic, and I know how it feels, the abuse I mean," I told her. She scoffed. "Yeah right," she said. I had a feeling she would respond like that. I sighed. She would be the first one to see them. I took of my jacket and shirt. I showed her my bruises and scars with my head down I felt embarrassed.

I heard a gasp. I soon felt warm arms wrap around me gently. I looked at Clare shocked. And soon tears fell down my cheek. No one has ever given me a caring hug, or cared about me in general. I hugged her back. She looked up at me. "Why are you crying?" She asked me. "Why are you treating me so nicely after everything iI've done to you?" I asked her.

"No one deserves to be abused, and everyone deserves a hug once in a while right? I can tell, you never been treated so kindly have you?" She asks. I shake my head. She wipes my tears away. "How are you still so niceto me? After everything ive done?" I ask her again. She just shakes her head."I don't even know, I guess that's.just who I am. It makes me sad when others are," she says. This girl is too kind. I'm such an asshole.

Notes

Hey guys I'm so so sorry I haven't updated in forever! But here I am! I've been caught up with school and everything but I'm going to try to Update weekly since I hate it when I read stories that aren't updated for a while. But Yeah I hope you guys liked this chapter! -clare