still breathing beacuse of you (punk harry)

Hey people, my names Harry. I'm 20 years of age. From my friends point of view I'm a good friend, funny, nice but I can lose my temper easily…so don't mess with me, yeah? My parents abandoned me when I was 10 years of age.

I started to do drugs when I was 14 and under aged drinking as well…and who cared? Nobody…so I kept doing it and I haven't stopped since. Some people say that I don’t belong in this world but I just simply shrug it off because I've been alone since I was 10 so I was used to all the assholes out in this 'loving' and 'caring' world blah…blah…blah I don't care.

But I have one question, just one. If this world was 'loving' and 'caring'…why did my parents abandon me or even let alone have me if they weren't going to appreciate and love me?. That’s the thing I don’t get. On top of all that I'm a boxer. I box to get money, I not only get money I get a lot of girls two. Not that it bothers me…I'm still waiting for 'the one' if that's what you call it.

I'm looking for a girl that LOVES me for who I am, who will be their when I need her, who will look after me for I will do to her and I want a girl to respect what I do. When people push me away and are scared of me, I'll be honest with ya all. It hurts because I want people to like me, but I don't show that because people see me as 'the tough boxer' that doesn't feel pain and doesn't like to be around people.

I only have 2 best friends that I like to be around. Chance and Blake. Chance who is 19 ( baby of the group), has blue eyes and continuously dies his hair. His natural hair colour is moose brown but at the moment it is neon blue, he's about my height, maybe an inch shorter. Chance is the nicer one in the group but if you mess with his family (which include his mother rose, littler sister Izzy, Blake and I) things can get nasty and that's when his dark side comes out. Blake is 20 years of age, he's the second youngest of the group because I'm 2 months older than him, he has black hair that is always spiked up…always!

He has grey eyes, he's 50% nice and 50% a total jerk. He's the same as me…got abandoned by his mother and father when he was younger and he's the only child. Same goes for him. Mess with his family you get the devil out of him.

Chances mother is pretty much Blake's and I's mother. Rose has always been here for us when we needed help or somebody to talk to, same as Izzy even though she annoys the crap out of you she knows how to make you laugh. Blake, Chance and I have been friends since grade 1, we were put in a group for sport which we all loved and still do, after that we were inseparable. I still remember the day we all met.

"Harry, Blake, Chance! Get in a group"

we all stood up unsure of who was who. I walked over to the two boys that were looking confused and nervous just like I was.

"hi, I'm harry"

they looked up at me and I remember that Blake was the first to speak.

"hey, I'm Blake"

We both looked at Chance.

"hey, I'm Chance"

After we talked for a bit we automatically clicked and became friends after that. We had a lot in common and one of them was hating the Gym teacher. Coach Ogan

"alright class spread out in your groups, today were going to be playing football"

Blake, Chance and I all looked at each other and high fived. All the groups were in 3 Vs. 3. we didn't have another group to verse so Coach Ogan chose to verse us three.

"he has no idea what he's in for"

Blake and I laughed at Chance because save it…its true. We may be small but we can kicksome ass!

"ready boys? Good luck"

I shook my head from side to side and laughed.

"Coach you’re the one that's gonna need the 'good luck'"

Coach Ogan looked confused and taken aback by my come back. What? Just because us boys are grade 1 doesn't mean we don't know how to stick up for ourselves. Coach stood on the other side of the field were as us boys stayed on the other side. We looked at each other and nodded with a deviously grin, we didn't have to tell each other what we were thinking because we already knew what we wanted to do the Gym teacher us three hate.

Chance ran with the ball first and he's always been the fastest out of us three. He passed it Blake who side stepped Coach than passed the ball over to me, I was going to score a try but I had a better idea…the boys knew it to. Chance was open whereas Blake was blocked by Coach. I threw the ball over to Chance and Blake distracted Coach while Chance aimed the ball at coaches head.

He kicked it and before it hit Coach, Blake tripped him just in time for the ball to come down and smack onto his head, it hit that hard that he passed out. Blake, Chance and I started to crack up laughing.

We laughed that hard we feel to the ground. Ever since that day, we hung out every day, went everywhere together and did everything together. That's how inseparable we are. We told each other everything, from good to bad, we all knew each other's secrets, weaknesses, strengths, favourite things…EVERYTHING about each other.

Even though Chance was the youngest he was like a bigger brother to us both. When people see us at school, at the skate park, shopping mall anywhere they move out of our way like we own the place…well we do own the place.

The police are scared of us for peeps sake! That's sad…not! It's awesome. They're scared of us because they know what were capable of. The only people that aren't scared of us are Rose and Izzy. We don't care anymore because as I mentioned before, were used to it. I took a deep breath and sighed.

"if only I had a person that appreciates me for who I really am, doesn't judge me and who will love me, somebody like my soul mate I yet have to find"

Notes

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well here's Harry's finished! Hope you liked it, next chapter is were The story really starts. Oooo la la ;) vote and subscribe! Ambii xx