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I sat there and waited. My nerves were out of control. My leg kept bouncing and I couldn't control it. I bit the inside of my lip raw, an old habit that happened when I was nervous. The boys were on their way. I didn't want to see them. As much as I loved them I wasn't sure how this whole pregnancy would go over.

Rhian put a reassuring hand on my leg, to keep it from bouncing and to let me know everything was going to be okay. I gave her a small smile and continued gnawing on my lip. There was a knock on the door. Well, an excessive amount of knocks. Only that could be Louis. Paisley ran and opened the door. Hugging everyone as they walked in. They made their way to me. First Louis, than Harry. Niall. Zayn. Perrie. And finally, Liam. I held him longer than the others. Nothing out of the ordinary for us.
Once he released me he gave me a quick peck on the lips. Also a usual greeting. Paisley smiled and winked at me. I was nervous still.
"So, Kassi..." Louis started. My eyes widened. He couldn't of know , could he? I swallowed and gave him a smile telling him to go on.
"No need to look like a deer caught in headlights." He laughed, the others joining in. Paisley playfully hit him in the head. After rubbing his head and glaring he continued.

"We brought your favorite drink, fireball!" He exclaimed holding the bottle up. I froze. Rhian took notice and slapped my leg.
"um. I uh. Stopped drinking. Trying to cut down." I said. He gave me a weird look. They all did. I was a partier. Before Liam that is... Harry grabbed the bottle.
"More for me!" And with that he ran to the kitchen.
Liam looked at me. Concern written all over his face. I smiled. "I'm okay." I reassured. He nodded. "I won't drink tonight either." My smile widened.
"Perrie! Zayn! Stop baby making. The sex withdrawals are strong enough as is I don't need you guys reminding me of them." Harry groaned taking a sip of beer and sitting by me. "Ah babies. I can't wait to have some." Paisley day dreamed. I sent her a warning look. Her eyes widened as she took a new interest in her shoes. "Me too. I love the thought of having a lot of kids." Niall added smiling at the thought. "Well. I don't want kids ever. They mean commitment and require me to not sleep around as much." Harry said. He wasn't a whore. He just wasn't committed to anyone yet and wanted to have fun. "I think it would be nice to have one or two. A boy and a girl." Perrie said. Zayn nodded in agreement. I started gnawing at ny lip again. Tasting blood withen minutes. Paisley was currently on my list of people to murder. Why was this subject even happening. "I want a farm of children. Like have pens for them. They can eat out of troughs, and peck food off the ground." Louis said reminiscing on his 'brilliant' idea. I gaped at him. He was a mad man I'm sure of it. Liam chuckled.
"I don't want kids." He laughed. My heart dropped and I was consumed with guilt. I mean, I know it takes two to tango but the guilt still remained. "Not anytime soon. I'm not ready. I'd like to wait ten years or so." He added once he saw Rhians expression. She was worried. Little did he know he was going to have a kid who was ten in ten years.
I couldn't handle it anymore. I got up and stormed out. Earning weird looks from everyone. Rhian got up and chased me, Paisley stayed behind to make some excuse for me, I think I heard something about having the runs all day. She was dead. Tears were pouring over as Rhian held me. Sympathy always made me more upset than I was. My out of whack hormones weren't helping.

I took in Rhians looks. She had cherry red hair that went to her shoulders, stunning green eyes. The brightest I've ever seen. She was curvy, the nice curvy, no bones. Where as Paisley was more bones and she had a light light brown hair with blue eyes and freckles. I myself had dark brown hair with hazel eyes. My body was average. Well was. This baby is going to ruin me.
I continued sobbing on Rhian. He didn't want a baby. He was going to be pissed off.
"I think he'll come around. I mean he doesn't seem like the type to abandon responsibility. Harry told me he's like the father figure. They call him daddy direction." I could see it.
"He won't like this. He's going to flip." I said clinging on to her. I looked up as someone knocked on the door. Liam. Tears welled up even more. He rushed to ny side and gave Rhian a look for us to be alone. She got up after hugging me and left, closing the door behind her.
I felt his eyes on me. But I couldn't look at him. "what's going on? Doesnt look like you're shitting yourself." I gasped and hit him.
"Liam... I wrote you a letter... I'm going to give it to you and leave you in here. I can't be in here while you read it." I said smally. Concern etched all over his face. I went to my desk and grabbed the letter. With a heavy sigh I turned and gave it to him. And dashed out the door, running to the couch and burying my face into Rhian she held onto me.
"I gave him the letter. Oh god." I said. Paisley and Perrie came over to comfort me.
It was silent for a couple of minutes before Niall spoke up.
"Uhm.. what exactly is going on?" He asked. I looked at him. I tried to speak but words weren't coming out. I just broke into sobs again.

"You're pregnant?!" Liam said with tears in his eyes. His voice was harsh. Like he didn't believe me. Silence.

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