Madison's POV







The first week was quite boring with Luke and Ashton. We were like tourists who were for the first time in London. Today they wanted to show us a surprise. We they wanted us to go to 152 Tooley St in London so we did. Myself and Jenna stood in front of this nice building. We just didn't know what to do there. Luke and Ashton were nowhere to be seen so Jenna called them.
But then all of the sudden before Jenna could dial Luke's number, their car stopped in front of us.


''Oh we just wanted to call you.'' Jenna said waiting them to get out.


''Why? We're not late at all.''


''Because we didn't know if we were right. What are up to do here?''


''I'll show you.''
Ashton said out on nowhere taking our hands and pulled us into this nice building we were facing to.


''What are we doing here, Ashton?'' I asked confused.


''It's a surprise you'll see in in a sek anyways.''
He opened the door and went through it still holding my hand.
I was facing a nice flat which was nice decorated and had beautiful funiture. I let go of Ashton and walked around the rooms.


''Whose flat is it?'' Jenna asked overwhelmed.


''Mine and Ashtons'.''


''What you're moving to London? Oh my god, that's so great!'' She said jumping into Luke's arms.


''Pretty cool! Now we can meet more often!'' I said loudly.


Ashton just nodded and followed me in every room.


''When did you buy it?''


''This day we were at the Big Ben.''


''Sick, and how did you get the funiture?''


''We instantly bought it with the flat. It wasn't too expensive actually.''


I was facing a huge bed with many pillows on it and I just had to jump in it.
Ashton did walked to the other side and jumped in it as well.


''I expected it more comfy.'' I said disappointed.


''Me too. What do you think about it?''


''I'm quite disappointed but anyway it looks good.''


''I mean what do you think about me and Luke moving to England?''


''Good of course what do you suspect? I love spending time with you and it will be even better if you're living here! Then we can hang out again like before in Sydney.'' I said happily.


''Yeah, it will be a good time..'' He said but it sounded sad, ''Can I ask you something?''


''Sure you can!''


''Last week, you know the second day we were here, you were disappeared and as you came home again there was Harry Styles standing in your flat. Is Harry, you know the Harry you told me about?''


I didn't really know if I should tell him the truth after that he will be mad at him because I explained how I had feelings for him and he did for me. Or even better mad at me because we had these moments together back in Sydney and now I just forget everything what happened. But he will know it one day anyways so I think I shouldn't lie.


''I don't know how to say it,'' I started ridiculous, ''but yeah he is the Harry I told you about.''


He raised his eyebrows and licked his lips like everytime he's disappointed.


''but let me explain to you how I met him again-'' I then was cutted off.


''I don't want to know how you met again I wanna know your feelings for him. Do you love him?''


I knew it. I knew how I'd hurt him if I tell him I do. I wasn't able to do that. I can't hurt him. I took a long while until I answered.


''I knew it. I hope you're happy now.'' Ashton said standing up from the bed.


''No.'' I holded him on his wrist. ''I don't l-ove him.''
He then sat back on the bed again.


''I don't love him, Ashton.'' I said and swallowed loudly afterwards.

His lips began to near mine and I wasn't able to move anymore. Then it happened. His lips touched my ones and couldn't get disconnected. As the kiss went heavier someone just came in.


''Hey should we go to- what. the. hell are you doing?'' Luke said confused.


''Are you in something like a relationship again?
Or just don't tell me. Did you also hear the yelling of my name?-
I'm coming!''


My and Ashtons' eyes went bigger and stared at each of us.


''I- uhm, sorry.'' Ashton apologized.


''It's ok... I have to go.'' So I went away still with widen eyes.



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At home again I just closed my bedroom door and laid down on my bed. I was still shocked of what happened today. It was a huge mistake and I am probably the worst person ever right now. I just felt like I am. How did I dare to kiss Ashton? I was with Harry! Hold on, we didn't really decided to be official so I shouldn't feel like a fool.
All of the sudden my phone rang. Speak of the devil it was Harry.


H - Hey babe.

M - Hi Harry, what's up?

H - I just wanted to know if you're free tomorrow.

M - Uh yeah I think so.

H - Great I'll pick you up around 3 pm okay?

M - Sure...

H - Are you okay?

M - Yeah why are you thinking I'm not?

H - Haha just calm down I just asked you. Aynways what did you do today with Ashton?

M - What do you mean? I didn't do anything with him.

H - Oh, why didn't you call me I was free as well.

M - Oh.. I didn't thought about it. Sorry Harry, but I really have to go now see you tomorrow.

H - okay.. see you tomorrow love..


I then hung up instantly and ran into my bathroom. I looked into the mirror and saw my face. I was never really good in lying. I really have to tell him what happened. I turned on the water and spatter it a bit in my face.
I should probably go to sleep now...



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I woke up rolled in my blanket with a sweaty body. It was absolutely a warm night so I quickly went to the shower and turned it on. While the water heat up a little I got my phone and checked my messages. Before I did it I looked at my watch. It was already 2.14 pm?!
I fastly put it away and hoped into the shower although it was still a little bit too cold. Well it's pleasant actually. The cool water refresh me from the hot wether.
When I finished showering I quickly took my towel and wrapped it around my body. I literally ran towards my wardrobe and put out some underwear, a black leggings and a while top with a beautiful pattern.
I went back to the bathroom and dried my hair. After that I put on some casual makeup (fondation, concealer, blush, mascara). I looked to my clock again and it was exactly 3 pm. Great job Madison.
After a few seconds the door was already ringing. I walked down the staires and opened it.

''Hi beautiful.'' Harry greeted me and planned a kiss on my lips.

''Hey Harry. Wanna come in?'' I asked politely.

''Sure.'' He said simply, ''Were you alright yesterday by the way?''

''Yeah I was just tired that's all.''

''Oh I also have these days sometimes. Actually everyday while touring.'' He laughed and I did as well still a little bit nervous of planing to say what happened yesterday. We were already sitting on the couch in the living room.

''Do you want to drink something?''

''No I'm fine thank you.''

''Where is actually Troye? I wasn't talking with him since forever!''

''Oh he's at some friends place but he will be at my place again in a week or two.'' Harry explained.

''Oh cool. Do they live in London too?''

''No his friend Zoe lives in Bath I think. I was visiting her one time while he was here last year.''

''Ok next subject. What are we gonna do today?'' I asked excited.

''I've actually planned something you will see.'' He smirked.

''Am I going to like it?''

''I hope so, I spent a lot of time to organize it yesterday.''

''You don't have to do that for me Harry.'' I cried but he just smiled and came closer to me. Our lips connecting another time.

''I really like your kisses.'' Harry whispered. I just gave a sad smile back.

''Are you really ok? It's like you're hiding something.''

''No it's nothing, Harry.''

''You know you can tell me everything.'' I then was catched on his glance.

Notes

OMG!
Adison or Hadison?

Elena