
Secret
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Mei’s P.O.V.:
I enter in the studio, not before taking a deep breath. I’m ready to face the eyes full of hate and other feelings toward me that are not particularly nice. That’s my entire fault. If I had not done what I actually have done, my life would be completely different, or I’ll be dead, who knows? I just know that, that old life I had, was awful enough to change everything, even if it was wonderful too. I sometimes regret, I sometimes think that if I had apologized and said the truth, maybe I would be with him. But there’s no step back, I don’t have to regret. I must keep going. I can handle the hate, the glares, everything. I just don’t want to fight. I won’t fight with any of them. I won’t enter in that kind of game. I slowly open the door and face it, before turning to face them. “Good morning Simon.” I say as confidently as I can. I blink slowly my eyes before turning to the boys and say “Hello boys.” I don’t wait for an answer, they don’t even move. They’re just staring at me. “Simon. What is she doing here?!” Harry says with a shaky voice, not like he wanted to cry, more like he was containing his anger. Simon looks at him seriously “She’s here to work. Deal with it boys. I don’t want fights, I don’t want to hear any of you fight around what happened.” He states. “She comes with you on tour. That’ll be nine months. Just working. That’s showbiz, boys.“ He adds and then looks at me. I don’t look at them and Simon asks me to follow him. We go to his office and he starts give me the details of the tour.
Harry’s P.O.V.:
I can’t believe he wants us to work with her. After what happened between us. After she did that. Yet she’s beautiful. More than two years ago. She seems more confident. I hate that feeling; I don’t want to be happy to see her. She doesn’t even seem to be nervous or sorry. She ignores us. I know that the boys are as angry as I am. I just want to shout on her and ask her why. Why?
She’s wearing a shirt and jeans with white Dr Martens, her hair are straight on her back until her hips and they are golden brown. Her eyes still the same wonderful blue. We could just disappear into them. She’s somehow different, she doesn’t hide as she did before. She seems taller too. She has changed. That’s funny because for me, she has changed since the day we broke up. That’s not the moment to think of upsetting stuff. I got to keep myself together and contain my anger. Liam pats slowly my shoulder, I know they all understand what I feel. I can’t believe Simon wants her to come on tour with us. I mean, nine months, that’s huge. And frustrating. “Mates, let’s just go somewhere else after ok? Just, play video games or eat or whatever…” I say under my breath. “K. We just got to tell to Simon that we’re leaving.” Zayn answers.
Fans will probably remember about her. They’ve never known what happened between Mei and me. I don’t think they’ll send her hate, even if I think that she somehow deserves it. They better never know. I won’t tell them. Only the lads and Simon know. That has to stay a secret between all of us.
I’m lost in my thoughts when Simon and Mei come back from his private office. I wonder what he told her. To be discreet maybe. “Well, the tour starts in two months, first rehearsals in two days ok? Everybody here at 8 in the morning.” Simon tells us. “Ok. Thank you Simon… To let me come… And for everything too…” She tells him, walking towards the exit. The boys and I leave too. I want to talk to her. I follow her on the car park.
Louis’s P.O.V.:
Harry follows Mei on the car park. Something will happen if no one is there to stop their fight. We are running behind him and arrive on the car park. He touches her shoulder and she turns to face him.
“Why did you come back?” He asks with a cold voice.
“Work. I got to eat.” She answers as cold as he did.
“Sure… but why here? Why with us?” Zayn asks for Harry.
“I didn’t choose, Steffeny sent the demos for me. Simon called me, I came. I won’t refuse that opportunity, whatever being here implies.” She says.
“You’re such a…” I start.
“I don’t give a fuck of what you guys think, I don’t do that for you, I don’t have any time to loose with that.” She says harshly.
“You shouldn’t be so confident in front of Harry… After what happened…” Liam says quietly.
“I do whatever I want, I’m far from that shy and afraid girl you were dating Harry. I’m different, but I think you know that. Now, I ain’t got time to lose, I’ve got something to do.” She says. Then she opens her car door and enters in it. Harry smacks his hand on her car window and says “Why did you do that to me?! I need to know!” She looks at him a moment and says “You don’t need to know anything, you need to move on.” She starts her car and leaves. I follow her car with my eyes and then turn to Harry. He’s crying. “Shit. Shit. Shit.” He mumbles.
I enter in the studio, not before taking a deep breath. I’m ready to face the eyes full of hate and other feelings toward me that are not particularly nice. That’s my entire fault. If I had not done what I actually have done, my life would be completely different, or I’ll be dead, who knows? I just know that, that old life I had, was awful enough to change everything, even if it was wonderful too. I sometimes regret, I sometimes think that if I had apologized and said the truth, maybe I would be with him. But there’s no step back, I don’t have to regret. I must keep going. I can handle the hate, the glares, everything. I just don’t want to fight. I won’t fight with any of them. I won’t enter in that kind of game. I slowly open the door and face it, before turning to face them. “Good morning Simon.” I say as confidently as I can. I blink slowly my eyes before turning to the boys and say “Hello boys.” I don’t wait for an answer, they don’t even move. They’re just staring at me. “Simon. What is she doing here?!” Harry says with a shaky voice, not like he wanted to cry, more like he was containing his anger. Simon looks at him seriously “She’s here to work. Deal with it boys. I don’t want fights, I don’t want to hear any of you fight around what happened.” He states. “She comes with you on tour. That’ll be nine months. Just working. That’s showbiz, boys.“ He adds and then looks at me. I don’t look at them and Simon asks me to follow him. We go to his office and he starts give me the details of the tour.
Harry’s P.O.V.:
I can’t believe he wants us to work with her. After what happened between us. After she did that. Yet she’s beautiful. More than two years ago. She seems more confident. I hate that feeling; I don’t want to be happy to see her. She doesn’t even seem to be nervous or sorry. She ignores us. I know that the boys are as angry as I am. I just want to shout on her and ask her why. Why?
She’s wearing a shirt and jeans with white Dr Martens, her hair are straight on her back until her hips and they are golden brown. Her eyes still the same wonderful blue. We could just disappear into them. She’s somehow different, she doesn’t hide as she did before. She seems taller too. She has changed. That’s funny because for me, she has changed since the day we broke up. That’s not the moment to think of upsetting stuff. I got to keep myself together and contain my anger. Liam pats slowly my shoulder, I know they all understand what I feel. I can’t believe Simon wants her to come on tour with us. I mean, nine months, that’s huge. And frustrating. “Mates, let’s just go somewhere else after ok? Just, play video games or eat or whatever…” I say under my breath. “K. We just got to tell to Simon that we’re leaving.” Zayn answers.
Fans will probably remember about her. They’ve never known what happened between Mei and me. I don’t think they’ll send her hate, even if I think that she somehow deserves it. They better never know. I won’t tell them. Only the lads and Simon know. That has to stay a secret between all of us.
I’m lost in my thoughts when Simon and Mei come back from his private office. I wonder what he told her. To be discreet maybe. “Well, the tour starts in two months, first rehearsals in two days ok? Everybody here at 8 in the morning.” Simon tells us. “Ok. Thank you Simon… To let me come… And for everything too…” She tells him, walking towards the exit. The boys and I leave too. I want to talk to her. I follow her on the car park.
Louis’s P.O.V.:
Harry follows Mei on the car park. Something will happen if no one is there to stop their fight. We are running behind him and arrive on the car park. He touches her shoulder and she turns to face him.
“Why did you come back?” He asks with a cold voice.
“Work. I got to eat.” She answers as cold as he did.
“Sure… but why here? Why with us?” Zayn asks for Harry.
“I didn’t choose, Steffeny sent the demos for me. Simon called me, I came. I won’t refuse that opportunity, whatever being here implies.” She says.
“You’re such a…” I start.
“I don’t give a fuck of what you guys think, I don’t do that for you, I don’t have any time to loose with that.” She says harshly.
“You shouldn’t be so confident in front of Harry… After what happened…” Liam says quietly.
“I do whatever I want, I’m far from that shy and afraid girl you were dating Harry. I’m different, but I think you know that. Now, I ain’t got time to lose, I’ve got something to do.” She says. Then she opens her car door and enters in it. Harry smacks his hand on her car window and says “Why did you do that to me?! I need to know!” She looks at him a moment and says “You don’t need to know anything, you need to move on.” She starts her car and leaves. I follow her car with my eyes and then turn to Harry. He’s crying. “Shit. Shit. Shit.” He mumbles.
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