Never The Same Without You

Mona POV.


I woke up on the floor. Then it came back.

"Mona you awake?" Niall asks coming in.
I ignore him and turn on my side. Away from him.

"Guess not." He says walking out.

I get up and I examine my body. It had whip slashes and I was boney. I looked skinner than I ever did. I find my shirt on the floor. I put it on and I walk out of the room.

I go up the stairs and I see the boys on the couch. Watching "Full House" I love this show. I place a smile on my face. I sit on the floor
and I watch it.
"Hey babe." Niall says.

I ignore him. "Are you going to say anyhing?" He asks.
I ignore him again. And I turn to the T.V.

"Silent treatment is suprising sexy." He says.

Thats when I lost it.

"Leave me alone. You already hurt me enough!" I yell running out of the room with tears in my eyes.

"Mona!" I hear calls from them bit ignore them all.

I run to my room. I lock it and slide down the door. I cry in my lap. Mona stay strong stay strong don't let them break you. I kept repeating in my head.

Louis,Liam,Harry,Zayn and Bella. My sister Bella at least I know she's okay. But she used to cut what if it happens again. I would be screwed.

"Dear God help me help us all. Save me get me put of this mess. Please save Bella save me.
In Jesus' name amen"

I say crying. I love her to much. Help. I cry more. And more.

Notes

Hey I hope u liked it

I was almost crying while writing this

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Lots Of LOVE
~Mona